Wednesday 6th August
i know i said that there would be a posting the night after i last posted because i was having contact with Master, but i didn’t have that contact so i didn’t post.
However i have had contact with Master now, so i will update this blog.
Sunday 27th July
i went on msn at 10.30 pm, ready for Master as He wanted me to, however i was so tired with all the travelling that i was falling asleep at the keyboard and as Master hadn’t come on by 11.45 pm, i just couldn’t stay awake any longer and left Him a message telling Him that i was going to bed.
Master wasn’t very happy about that, but i did explain to Him that even if i had stayed signed in to msn, i wouldn’t have known if He came on or not, because i would have been asleep, at the keyboard.
Wednesday 30th July
For my punishment for not being online, i had to take at least two photos outside, showing my tits and my cunt. Which i did.
i also had to send the guy who sent Master a video of himself wanking and spunking over pics of me, an email asking him if he would be interested in phone sex with me. i did this.
He also made me write an apology to Him in 1000 words, i couldn’t even get that right, because it was less than 1000 words, but He never said anything about it being short.
i also sent Him an email asking why He never phones me anymore, as for the past two or three months i have phoned Him, i thought He was getting fed up with me or something stupid like that. Like i have said before i think i must be paranoid.
We/we normally chat on a Wednesday, but i hadn’t heard anything from Him so i assumed that there would be no chat. However at 12.20 am, my phone rang, it woke me up, it was Master. He wasn’t happy about the email i sent Him.
He made me go on msn and put the web cam on whilst we were talking on the phone. He made me masturbate myself, and even piss my panties, which i can do now. He made me rub pussy rub into my cunt and over my nipples, by the time we were finished, which was i think 1.50 am, i was in a right mess.
During doing all this Master told me i was to have a one night stand on Saturday as i hadn’t finished His list so i could go up to Leeds to spend the night with Him. i agreed and said i think i knew someone that would be willing to shag me.
Master then gave me another choice of going to Leeds just for the day and to meet Him. So i said i would go to Leeds, as i wanted to meet Him. Once We/we had said bye i cleaned up in my office, then went to the bathroom and had a bath. Then went back to bed, to sleep, as i had to get up in the morning to go to college.
Friday 1st August
i emailed Master to say that i would be coming to Leeds on Saturday and going to Burnley from there to stay for a couple of days. Later i thought it would be better to go that night (Friday) as otherwise i would have to drag my case around Leeds with me. So i emailed Master and said that i was going to Burnley that night and go to Leeds from there, the next day.
Saturday 2nd August
i got the train from Burnley to Leeds, it took just over an hour, so not long. Then when i got off the train i got a bus from the train station to the bus station where i had to meet Master. i got there at about 2.07 and waited for Him. i wasn’t there long when Master turned up. He asked me if He looked the same as His photos, i said He did, but actually i think He looked better in real life than His photos.
Master asked me if i wanted to go for a drink i said yes, We/we walked through town and Master asked me if Starbucks was OK, i said i didn’t mind, so He asked me again and i replied that i have never been in to a Starbucks, as there isn’t one where i live. So We/we went to Starbucks, Master had a latte and i had a tea. We went upstairs and sat down and He talked and i listened, just answering Him when i needed to.
He wasn’t happy that i came up to Burnley on the Friday night and told me i had to go home on Sunday, instead of staying till Wednesday, which is what i was going to do. He also told me that i was to bring up to date any outstanding tasks.
After that He walked me back to the train station and gave me some money to get a drink.
i went back to Burnley, i was glad i had travelled all that way to meet Master. When i got back to Burnley i checked the times for getting back home. The coach left Burnley at 10.15 pm and got to Milton Keynes at 4.05 am, but there were no buses at that time of the morning to get me home. So i emailed Master and explained this, He replied that i could go home on Monday morning as He didn’t want me being alone without a bus to get me home. He also said that i had five days to get my tasks up to date.
Wednesday 6th August
Master emailed me this morning asking me when the tasks where going to be brought up to date, i replied that i am going to do them today. He also gave me another task. That was to go outside and walk around and take five photos of females near where i live.
i did try to do this, it is really quiet where i live, so i went for quite a walk to find somebody to take photos of, but it poured with rain, there was nobody about and i got home looking like a drowned rat. So this is something else Master is not going to be happy about.
As usual i mess up once again with my tasks. No matter how hard i try.
Wednesday 6 August 2008
Sunday 27 July 2008
Sunday 27th July
Got back from Burnley today, so this is my update.
Got the coach from Luton on Saturday 19th July, at 1.00 pm. Arrived in Burnley at 8.45 pm. i stayed at my exes brothers (Steve) house, as we still class each other as family.
Didn’t do a lot that night, as i was tired after all the travelling.
i had told Master that i had decided to tell Steve, Liz (Steves other half)and Deb about my lifestyle. i told Steve and Liz Sunday afternoon, i was worried how Steve would take it as he is very protective of me. He was a bit shocked but was OK with it as long as i was careful.
We discussed it a lot that afternoon, they just asked me what sort of things i got up to with Master, i didn’t go into exact details but gave them the general idea of it all.
They decided that Sunday night was going to be a girlie night, so Liz, me and our friend Deb got some drink in and sent Steve and Tim (Debs other half) out. Once Deb had arrived and the men had gone out, and Lizs daughter had gone up to her room, i told Deb all about my lifestyle, now Deb is a joker and both me and Liz expected her to burst out laughing as soon as i told her, but to our surprise, she was very interested in what i had to say and she asked questions, so that she could understand it more. So for a while it was a serious evening.
Then once i had said all i could, we started drinking and having a laugh and most of it at my expense. Deb was being herself, and i didn’t mind in the least because i was glad that they all had excepted me for who i am. This mocking of me continued all week, everything that possibly could be said, was, and i thoroughly enjoyed it, because it meant they were at ease with me.
Sunday night i went on msn just to check to see if i had any emails from Master. i was expecting any, because He knew i was away and had told me He would not be sending me any emails, but i had replied to Him that i would check anyway just in case. As i signed in to msn i had a request to get a shared file from Master, so i excepted that, and left myself signed in, Master was also signed in and also had to stay signed in for me to retrieve the file.
At 11.25 i walked over to the PC to see how the file was doing and Master had called me, so i replied and waited to see if He got back to me, which He did. He asked if i could talk and i said yes. A couple of minutes later He came on and started chatting to me. He asked how i was doing, i replied that i was fine, and told Him i was having a girlie night in. I told Him that Liz, me and Deb were drinking and listening to music. He asked how it went with me telling them about my lifestyle, and i said that it went fine and that i needn’t have worried about Steve, as he was ok about it, but just told me to be careful. Master replied that Steve was right, and then went on to say “you know that I would not hurt you”, to which i replied “i know that Master” . After this quick, but well received chat from Master i asked if i could go back to the girls, and get on with my drink. Master said yes go, so i said bye and thank You, and went to join the others.
The week consisted of girlie shopping for me and Deb, and quite a lot of drinking in the evenings for Steve, Liz and me, i think i have drunk more this week than i have for about a year in Luton.
On Wednesday i signed in to msn again and Master was on there, and He asked if i could talk, i said i could for a couple of minutes, as there was Liz , Steve, Deb and myself in the room. The PC is at one end of the room and the settee and chairs are at the other, so they were sitting at the other end, i had tea round at Debs house earlier that evening and then we had been to the cinema, to watch Hancock, and then we went back to Steves for a drink. Master told me to make it 20 minutes, so i said i could talk for 20 minutes.
Master said He had not emailed me as He was giving me a rest, for which i thanked Him. He asked me when i was going to be home, i replied on Sunday at about 4 pm. He asked me had my clit ring made any difference, i said that it hadn’t, He said that was strange and i said that i thought it would have. He then reminded me that i was due in Leeds next Saturday and that He had booked me a room for the night, i said “yes Master”, and asked Him to email me the details. He said He would nearer the time. Master then asked me if i had any arousal this week, i replied that i hadn’t and He asked me when was the last time and i told Him it was when i was fingering myself.
He then sent me an email and told me to reply to it while We/we were chatting. When i received it, it had a vid attached to it, but i didn’t open it because the monitor could be seen by the others, so i asked Him what it was so that i could reply to it, in 100 words, because that was what Master told me to do. He explained that it was a vid of a man wanking/spunking over pics of me. So i replied to that and then chatted to Master for a little bit longer. He wanted me to phone Him at 1.30 am for His pleasure, but i said that i couldn’t as i shared the bedroom and the way things were going everybody would still be drinking so i had no privacy. He said that was fine and then told me i could go, that was 12.13 am, a bit longer than 20 minutes, but i’m glad We/we chatted.
On Friday evening, i had quite a few drinks and decided to email Master, in the past when i’ve had a lot to drink i’ve text people, and would have text Master, but i got myself under control and emailed Him instead, because He doesn’t like me texting Him. i just thanked Him for the chats this week and told Him that i missed His voice and wished i could have phoned Him the other night.
When i got back today i checked my email and had one from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that i would hear His voice sometime today. He gave me four tasks to do. They were, to update this blog, to watch the vid, He had forwarded to me the other night, to take four photos of my cunt, some open wide, some natural, and also take four photos of my tits, some semi erect and some erect.
i did the other three and replied to Him, and now i’m doing this task.
That’s it for now.
There will be one tomorrow night, as i am having contact with Master, so i will have something to write about.
Got back from Burnley today, so this is my update.
Got the coach from Luton on Saturday 19th July, at 1.00 pm. Arrived in Burnley at 8.45 pm. i stayed at my exes brothers (Steve) house, as we still class each other as family.
Didn’t do a lot that night, as i was tired after all the travelling.
i had told Master that i had decided to tell Steve, Liz (Steves other half)and Deb about my lifestyle. i told Steve and Liz Sunday afternoon, i was worried how Steve would take it as he is very protective of me. He was a bit shocked but was OK with it as long as i was careful.
We discussed it a lot that afternoon, they just asked me what sort of things i got up to with Master, i didn’t go into exact details but gave them the general idea of it all.
They decided that Sunday night was going to be a girlie night, so Liz, me and our friend Deb got some drink in and sent Steve and Tim (Debs other half) out. Once Deb had arrived and the men had gone out, and Lizs daughter had gone up to her room, i told Deb all about my lifestyle, now Deb is a joker and both me and Liz expected her to burst out laughing as soon as i told her, but to our surprise, she was very interested in what i had to say and she asked questions, so that she could understand it more. So for a while it was a serious evening.
Then once i had said all i could, we started drinking and having a laugh and most of it at my expense. Deb was being herself, and i didn’t mind in the least because i was glad that they all had excepted me for who i am. This mocking of me continued all week, everything that possibly could be said, was, and i thoroughly enjoyed it, because it meant they were at ease with me.
Sunday night i went on msn just to check to see if i had any emails from Master. i was expecting any, because He knew i was away and had told me He would not be sending me any emails, but i had replied to Him that i would check anyway just in case. As i signed in to msn i had a request to get a shared file from Master, so i excepted that, and left myself signed in, Master was also signed in and also had to stay signed in for me to retrieve the file.
At 11.25 i walked over to the PC to see how the file was doing and Master had called me, so i replied and waited to see if He got back to me, which He did. He asked if i could talk and i said yes. A couple of minutes later He came on and started chatting to me. He asked how i was doing, i replied that i was fine, and told Him i was having a girlie night in. I told Him that Liz, me and Deb were drinking and listening to music. He asked how it went with me telling them about my lifestyle, and i said that it went fine and that i needn’t have worried about Steve, as he was ok about it, but just told me to be careful. Master replied that Steve was right, and then went on to say “you know that I would not hurt you”, to which i replied “i know that Master” . After this quick, but well received chat from Master i asked if i could go back to the girls, and get on with my drink. Master said yes go, so i said bye and thank You, and went to join the others.
The week consisted of girlie shopping for me and Deb, and quite a lot of drinking in the evenings for Steve, Liz and me, i think i have drunk more this week than i have for about a year in Luton.
On Wednesday i signed in to msn again and Master was on there, and He asked if i could talk, i said i could for a couple of minutes, as there was Liz , Steve, Deb and myself in the room. The PC is at one end of the room and the settee and chairs are at the other, so they were sitting at the other end, i had tea round at Debs house earlier that evening and then we had been to the cinema, to watch Hancock, and then we went back to Steves for a drink. Master told me to make it 20 minutes, so i said i could talk for 20 minutes.
Master said He had not emailed me as He was giving me a rest, for which i thanked Him. He asked me when i was going to be home, i replied on Sunday at about 4 pm. He asked me had my clit ring made any difference, i said that it hadn’t, He said that was strange and i said that i thought it would have. He then reminded me that i was due in Leeds next Saturday and that He had booked me a room for the night, i said “yes Master”, and asked Him to email me the details. He said He would nearer the time. Master then asked me if i had any arousal this week, i replied that i hadn’t and He asked me when was the last time and i told Him it was when i was fingering myself.
He then sent me an email and told me to reply to it while We/we were chatting. When i received it, it had a vid attached to it, but i didn’t open it because the monitor could be seen by the others, so i asked Him what it was so that i could reply to it, in 100 words, because that was what Master told me to do. He explained that it was a vid of a man wanking/spunking over pics of me. So i replied to that and then chatted to Master for a little bit longer. He wanted me to phone Him at 1.30 am for His pleasure, but i said that i couldn’t as i shared the bedroom and the way things were going everybody would still be drinking so i had no privacy. He said that was fine and then told me i could go, that was 12.13 am, a bit longer than 20 minutes, but i’m glad We/we chatted.
On Friday evening, i had quite a few drinks and decided to email Master, in the past when i’ve had a lot to drink i’ve text people, and would have text Master, but i got myself under control and emailed Him instead, because He doesn’t like me texting Him. i just thanked Him for the chats this week and told Him that i missed His voice and wished i could have phoned Him the other night.
When i got back today i checked my email and had one from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that i would hear His voice sometime today. He gave me four tasks to do. They were, to update this blog, to watch the vid, He had forwarded to me the other night, to take four photos of my cunt, some open wide, some natural, and also take four photos of my tits, some semi erect and some erect.
i did the other three and replied to Him, and now i’m doing this task.
That’s it for now.
There will be one tomorrow night, as i am having contact with Master, so i will have something to write about.
Tuesday 15 July 2008
Tuesday 15th July
This is another one of those catch up blogs. As i haven’t posted since June 19th, and Master has told me to update this.
i haven’t bothered posting because except when i have contact with Master, my everyday life is just the same, week in week out. It just consists of the shop or college or town or home.
Saying that, though, i have had another piercing done, that Master told me to have done.
On Wednesday 9th July i had my clit hood pierced, i went down town, on my own, and went to the tattoo place and had it done. Master wanted me to go in to the Anne Summers shop and buy some pussy rub, and rub some on to my twat, before getting it done, as He wanted me wet when i had it done. They didn’t have any as they were waiting for a delivery, so i just went and had it done. When Master phoned me He asked if i was wet when i had it done and i replied that i wasn’t, which annoyed Him because He specifically said i had to be wet, but because i didn’t get the rub i forgot to play with myself being getting it done. He wasn’t very impressed with me for that. When i got back home i took some photos of it and emailed Master and attached the photos. He was pleased with that. At least i did something right.
We/we had a couple of weeks without much contact, because one minute, my PC was playing up then Master had phone problems, so it all went a bit quiet for a time.
Master and i are back on track now and have been in contact, via phone or msn, once or twice a week, He also sends me emails with my tasks, at other times.
i’m glad His phone line was sorted, because i had internet problems for nearly two weeks and without His phone line we wouldn’t have had any contact at all, He never uses His mobile, not even to text me.
Since i have had my hood pierced Master has made me finger myself, every morning when i wake up and every evening when i go to bed, because i can’t touch my clit to masturbate. This morning, however, Master says that i can stop fingering myself now.
In a previous post i said that Master wanted me to pee myself, but i couldn’t do it.
On Monday 23rd June Master told me to phone Him, because my msn was playing up, which i did and that evening He wanted me to wet my panties, but i still couldn’t do it, i cried because i felt so useless at not being able to a simple thing for Master. He told me not to cry and not to worry about it as it didn’t matter, but i said that it must matter otherwise He wouldn’t want me to do it.
Well on Saturday 5th July i went in to the bathroom with my panties on , i had drunk a few glasses of water and managed to wet my panties over the toilet, my mental block was wetting my panties, so now i have managed to do that, i just hoped that i could do it when Master wanted me to.
Sunday 6th July i phoned Master, i didn’t have any internet connection, so i sat on the bed talking to Him. i had already folded a towel and placed it under my bottom, just in case Master asked me to wet my panties, and sure enough He did and i did it, i was so happy that i had done it for Master that i cried. He said that i was a good girl, i can’t explain how happy i felt to have pleased Him.
Now this is up to date, i will be keeping it that way, unless Master says otherwise, i will just post at times when Master and me have had contact.
Maybe a bit quiet next week, as i’m going away to Burnley for a week. Master did say He wanted me to go up to see Him on 2nd August, so we’ll see what happens.
This is another one of those catch up blogs. As i haven’t posted since June 19th, and Master has told me to update this.
i haven’t bothered posting because except when i have contact with Master, my everyday life is just the same, week in week out. It just consists of the shop or college or town or home.
Saying that, though, i have had another piercing done, that Master told me to have done.
On Wednesday 9th July i had my clit hood pierced, i went down town, on my own, and went to the tattoo place and had it done. Master wanted me to go in to the Anne Summers shop and buy some pussy rub, and rub some on to my twat, before getting it done, as He wanted me wet when i had it done. They didn’t have any as they were waiting for a delivery, so i just went and had it done. When Master phoned me He asked if i was wet when i had it done and i replied that i wasn’t, which annoyed Him because He specifically said i had to be wet, but because i didn’t get the rub i forgot to play with myself being getting it done. He wasn’t very impressed with me for that. When i got back home i took some photos of it and emailed Master and attached the photos. He was pleased with that. At least i did something right.
We/we had a couple of weeks without much contact, because one minute, my PC was playing up then Master had phone problems, so it all went a bit quiet for a time.
Master and i are back on track now and have been in contact, via phone or msn, once or twice a week, He also sends me emails with my tasks, at other times.
i’m glad His phone line was sorted, because i had internet problems for nearly two weeks and without His phone line we wouldn’t have had any contact at all, He never uses His mobile, not even to text me.
Since i have had my hood pierced Master has made me finger myself, every morning when i wake up and every evening when i go to bed, because i can’t touch my clit to masturbate. This morning, however, Master says that i can stop fingering myself now.
In a previous post i said that Master wanted me to pee myself, but i couldn’t do it.
On Monday 23rd June Master told me to phone Him, because my msn was playing up, which i did and that evening He wanted me to wet my panties, but i still couldn’t do it, i cried because i felt so useless at not being able to a simple thing for Master. He told me not to cry and not to worry about it as it didn’t matter, but i said that it must matter otherwise He wouldn’t want me to do it.
Well on Saturday 5th July i went in to the bathroom with my panties on , i had drunk a few glasses of water and managed to wet my panties over the toilet, my mental block was wetting my panties, so now i have managed to do that, i just hoped that i could do it when Master wanted me to.
Sunday 6th July i phoned Master, i didn’t have any internet connection, so i sat on the bed talking to Him. i had already folded a towel and placed it under my bottom, just in case Master asked me to wet my panties, and sure enough He did and i did it, i was so happy that i had done it for Master that i cried. He said that i was a good girl, i can’t explain how happy i felt to have pleased Him.
Now this is up to date, i will be keeping it that way, unless Master says otherwise, i will just post at times when Master and me have had contact.
Maybe a bit quiet next week, as i’m going away to Burnley for a week. Master did say He wanted me to go up to see Him on 2nd August, so we’ll see what happens.
Thursday 19 June 2008
After posting last night, i decided to stay on the PC and play solitaire and listen to some music.
9.00 i went and got ready for Master, i even put make up on.
9.43 i signed in to msn, and my exes brother Steve was on so i had a chat to him, but told him i would be disappearing, so he said ok, and he signed out while i waited for Master, but as i sat there playing solitaire and waiting, i felt really sick, and the longer i sat the worse i felt. At 10.22 i quickly signed out of msn, Master hadn’t come on yet, and ran to the bathroom to be sick. i then went back to my PC, emailed Master to explain how i was feeling, shut down my PC, and then hurried back in to the bathroom. i eventually stopped being sick at about 2.00, so i went to bed and got some sleep.
Thursday 19th June
i woke up at 6.17, sat up in bed and put the tv on, i got out of bed and put my dressing gown on, went to the bathroom for a wee, then into the office started up my PC and checked my emails, to do this i opened msn and signed in, i had a message on msn ,it was left at 10.29, from Master, telling me to ring His mobile when i signed in last night, obviously He hadn’t received my email then. i signed out of msn and went back to sit on my bed and watch telly.
At 7.00 i went in to the bathroom, got washed, washed and combed my hair, shaved the usual bits and brushed my teeth and used my mouthwash, after being sick last night. i got dressed in the bedroom, as i was feeling ok, i really needed to go in to college, so i put on a white cotton bra, a white thong, my black pin striped skirt and a white shirt, no stockings and i wore heels today, and my denim jacket.
Alan stayed at Jordies last night, so he picked me up at 8.30 to take me to college, i got there at 8.50. i went in to the staff room put my jacket on the back of my chair and put my bag under Brians desk, and sat and waited for him, as he was in the college somewhere. When he turned up we went in to the kitchen and i made myself a cup of tea, then went back in to the staff room to get the assignments together, because i had to get them marked. i started to mark them and checked my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was really disappointed that i didn’t wait for Him, and saying that i should have stayed signed in to msn. He went on to say that He’s not best pleased with me when i don’t do as He says, and that His phone line is back on, so i was to phone Him as soon as i read the email. He would be home till 10.50 am.
i replied that i was really sorry for last night, and let Him know that i had to go to college today as i was needed, to get the assessments marked, and asked Him to forgive me for not being able to phone Him this morning.
After replying i got back on with the marking, we stopped for lunch at 12.10, and i had a cornedbeef sandwich, but couldn’t eat it all. After that we went and sat in Brians car, out in the car park and i did one of my Sudoku puzzles. Went back in to the staffroom at 1.13 and carried on with marking. At 2.00 i went in to room 25 and sat with a couple of students, for nearly two hours, who needed to use the workshop for an assignment, and are not allowed in there on their own. i checked my emails at 2.24 and again at 3.14.
Once they had finished, i locked up the workshop and our room, and went back to the staffroom, finished off the last bit of marking and checked emails again.
i left college at 4.50, Alan picked me up and came straight home, got here at 5.05, hung my jacket up and put my shoes away, then came up to my PC to check emails, logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old, saying she liked my pics, so i messaged her back to see if she wants to meet up, now it’s wait and see time again.
Stayed at PC and read the web boards on IC, then wrote this.
9.00 i went and got ready for Master, i even put make up on.
9.43 i signed in to msn, and my exes brother Steve was on so i had a chat to him, but told him i would be disappearing, so he said ok, and he signed out while i waited for Master, but as i sat there playing solitaire and waiting, i felt really sick, and the longer i sat the worse i felt. At 10.22 i quickly signed out of msn, Master hadn’t come on yet, and ran to the bathroom to be sick. i then went back to my PC, emailed Master to explain how i was feeling, shut down my PC, and then hurried back in to the bathroom. i eventually stopped being sick at about 2.00, so i went to bed and got some sleep.
Thursday 19th June
i woke up at 6.17, sat up in bed and put the tv on, i got out of bed and put my dressing gown on, went to the bathroom for a wee, then into the office started up my PC and checked my emails, to do this i opened msn and signed in, i had a message on msn ,it was left at 10.29, from Master, telling me to ring His mobile when i signed in last night, obviously He hadn’t received my email then. i signed out of msn and went back to sit on my bed and watch telly.
At 7.00 i went in to the bathroom, got washed, washed and combed my hair, shaved the usual bits and brushed my teeth and used my mouthwash, after being sick last night. i got dressed in the bedroom, as i was feeling ok, i really needed to go in to college, so i put on a white cotton bra, a white thong, my black pin striped skirt and a white shirt, no stockings and i wore heels today, and my denim jacket.
Alan stayed at Jordies last night, so he picked me up at 8.30 to take me to college, i got there at 8.50. i went in to the staff room put my jacket on the back of my chair and put my bag under Brians desk, and sat and waited for him, as he was in the college somewhere. When he turned up we went in to the kitchen and i made myself a cup of tea, then went back in to the staff room to get the assignments together, because i had to get them marked. i started to mark them and checked my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was really disappointed that i didn’t wait for Him, and saying that i should have stayed signed in to msn. He went on to say that He’s not best pleased with me when i don’t do as He says, and that His phone line is back on, so i was to phone Him as soon as i read the email. He would be home till 10.50 am.
i replied that i was really sorry for last night, and let Him know that i had to go to college today as i was needed, to get the assessments marked, and asked Him to forgive me for not being able to phone Him this morning.
After replying i got back on with the marking, we stopped for lunch at 12.10, and i had a cornedbeef sandwich, but couldn’t eat it all. After that we went and sat in Brians car, out in the car park and i did one of my Sudoku puzzles. Went back in to the staffroom at 1.13 and carried on with marking. At 2.00 i went in to room 25 and sat with a couple of students, for nearly two hours, who needed to use the workshop for an assignment, and are not allowed in there on their own. i checked my emails at 2.24 and again at 3.14.
Once they had finished, i locked up the workshop and our room, and went back to the staffroom, finished off the last bit of marking and checked emails again.
i left college at 4.50, Alan picked me up and came straight home, got here at 5.05, hung my jacket up and put my shoes away, then came up to my PC to check emails, logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old, saying she liked my pics, so i messaged her back to see if she wants to meet up, now it’s wait and see time again.
Stayed at PC and read the web boards on IC, then wrote this.
Wednesday 18 June 2008
This is going to be another catch up post, as, i have had PC problems again and other things going on.
The last time i posted was on Saturday 14th June. So here goes.
After posting last time, i went and made a cheese sandwich, because i wasn’t really hungry and didn’t want any dinner, and a cup of tea. Brought them up to my office, to continue on my PC. i was already signed in to msn, so i logged on to the dating site as well, then listened to one of my Manowar cds and ate my sandwich.
7.47 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site, and went downstairs to watch telly. I checked my emails again at 8.31, then, at 9.38 i came back up to my PC and logged onto the dating site again, and played one of my many solitaire games. 10.03 i signed in to msn, not a lot happening on there. At 10.13 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site. i did my usual and played the track i like by Motley Crue “If I Die Tomorrow”, i like it that much that i decided to put it on my phone as my ring tone. I carried on playing solitaire until 11.32, i had checked my mail a couple of times, then decided to go to bed. I got ready for bed, went in the bedroom and put the TV on, i started watching part one of a three part thing called Triangle. At 12.30 i could hear this loud whirring noise, so i got out of bed put my dressing gown and traced the noise to my office and to my PC, i pulled my PC forward off its shelf and the noise stopped that’s because the power supply had stopped working. The whirring noise was the fan in the PSU, just before it packed up. So i just went back to bed as there was nothing i could do at that point. Triangle finished at 1.10, then i went to sleep.
Sunday 15th June
i woke up at 8.42, got out of bed, put on my dressing gown and went in to my office to check out my PC, i tried turning it on, it started up but the whirring noise was back so i quickly checked my emails and then shut the PC down again, i wasn’t going to chance it over heating and burning out and taking my motherboard or processor with it. I had a new power supply in the loft, so i knew David and Tina were coming round today, so i’d get David to go in the loft and find it for me, then, i’d change it. I had a wash and washed and combed my hair then brushed my teeth and then went and got dressed, i thought as i’m going to be on the floor sorting out my PC i’d put jeans on, don’t have desk space to work on my PC in my office. So i put on my 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and one of my white vest t shirts. Then went down to watch telly as i couldn’t use my computer.
David and Tina turned up at 10.53. Tina came round with her mums carpet cleaner to get the paint of my hall carpet, that she splashed on. i made tea for us, then went in to the living room and talked to David while Tina go on with the carpet cleaning. Oncce Tina had finished, David went up in to the loft and looked for my PSU, but he went through all my computer spares and couldn’t find the PSU. i know i had one so it’s been moved and we couldn’t think where it could be. That meant that i couldn’t get one until i went to the shop on Monday, and it also meant that i couldn’t check my emails, if Master sends me one i have to reply within a couple of hours and i wouldn’t know if He’d sent me one or not. i wasn’t very happy about this but there wasn’t anything i could do.
David and Tina left at 12.35, i went back to watching telly. At 2.57 i text David and asked him if i could pop round to his to check my emails and he replied that i could. I turned the telly off, put some music on and done some of my Sudoku puzzles.
6.43 i went round to Davids house, and went on his PC to check my emails, there wasn’t any from Master, then just as i was about to sign out one came through, from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that He was starting to feel a little better. As He was feeling better He wanted to use me that night (Sunday), He wanted me to put on my black fish net stockings, heels, thong and lots of make up. He told me that His phone line was still not working so i should get a mic with sound that works, and to look for Him online at about 10ish. i had to reply that i couldn’t go online and explained what was wrong with my PC, i also said that i was really sorry and that i had missed Him. i waited a while but didn’t get a reply, so i signed out and came back home. At last i had heard from Him, that put my mind at ease. But i was annoyed with myself, and upset that i couldn’t do anything for Him.
At 9.00 i watched a film on Film4 called Phone Booth, that finished at 10.30, i then went and got ready and went to bed, a bit happier that i had heard from Master.
Monday 16th June
6.22 i woke up, got out of bed, put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to the kitchen to put the kettle on, i went for a wee, then made tea for myself, Alan and Jordie, as she stayed at my house last night and has to go to work from mine, so she has to leave earlier. i took their tes up to them and woke them up, and tried to find out if Alan was giving me a lift to the shop, because if he wasn’t i was going to have to phone and book a taxi. I got in to the bathroom first and got myself bathed, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. then went downstairs and put the telly on to watch GMTV. Jordie came down to make her lunch, for work and i asked her to find out, when she went back upstairs, about my lift, she came back down and told me she couldn’t wake Alan up, so i just phoned and booked a taxi.
my taxi came at 8.15, on time for a change, traffic was a nightmare but i got to the shop at 8.44, went to the new agents to get myself a drink, then went and opened up the shop.
At 8.56 i signed in to msn, as i normally do on a Monday, and had received two emails from Master. One saying
“I have posted a few photos of you, my slut on *wife lovers* so email Me and say thank you.”
With a PS at the end, saying to expect much more of this slut. So i replied to that one and thanked Him. The other one said
“thank you for letting Me know that you would not be around for use last night. So here we are a new week and now new things for you to do.
1) work out how to record with the web cam.
2) take 8 photos of your self semi dressed and nude and send them to Me no later than 9 pm Monday night.
3) put that GGG film on your sky drive.
4) bring Me upto date with that bi girl you know.
This week you will be used much more. I expect FULL compliance slut. I also want to know how My list is coming a long.”
After i had read these i checked messages on the PC monitor from the lads to see what jobs they had left me, then Craig came in to the shop and then Rob came in, because he was taking Craig to a job at a school that needed doing normally Craig drives himself but his car has gone down.
Craig told me what jobs were left from Saturday and then they both left. Jobwise all there was, was a couple of data transfer jobs and a couple of laptops that couldn’t get on the internet, and a fresh install of Windows XP. Got on with them, had a few customers in and the phones were busy as usual.
Left the shop at 5.40, Alan came to pick me up, but we didn’t go straight home, we went to Tescos so that i could get some shopping. Got home at 6.40, put the shopping away then went straight up to my office so that i could get the new power supply put in my PC. while i did that Alan made some burgers in buns for dinner as i didn’t want anything else and that was all he wanted.
7.29 have sorted out PC and eaten, Alan has gone out to Jordies for the night. I’m worn out.
i took the photos Master asked for, and then emailed them to Him, then started to upload the film Master wanted to my skydrive. i then went for a bath, put my dressing gown on and went and sat on my bed and watched telly, popping in to my PC every half an hour to check the uploading.
At 10.55 all three parts of the film had uploaded, i checked my emails, had one from Master, saying “try sending the fucking photos bitch” i emailed Him earlier but had forgotten to attach the photos, so i emailed Him again and apologised and this time i did attach the photos.
11.03 i went and got ready for bed, put the telly on and watched a film then went to sleep.
Tuesday 17th June
Woke up at 6.18, got out of bed and put my dressing gown on nad went to the bathroom for a wee. Then i went into my office to check my emails on my PC, there wasn’t any from Master, so i went back into the bedroom and switched the telly on and started watching the news hour, then GMTV. i stayed there watching telly, but checked my email at 7.44, 9.07 and then again at 10.00.
The last time i checked it, i had one from Master, saying that the photos were ok and that a few of them had given Him a bit of a hard on. He went on to say that BT told Him that His phone line should be back on, on Thursday. He also wanted me to masturbate in front of my web cam and record the act. i should be only wearing stockings and heels, and the action must be close up, and then after i had done that i’ve got to upload it to my skydrive for His and others use. He also went on to say that as my time for collaring gets closer i will do sexual acts for others at His desire, He asked me if i understood that, also that by the time We/we meet i will have had a period of hard use without orgasm.
i was half way through replying to Masters email when my internet went down, it keeps doing this, but normally comes back on it’s own. So i waited, by 12.27 it had not come back on, so i phoned Virgin up and they told me they weren’t doing any work in my area, for a change, and told me to try a logical reboot. Which i did, first power down the modem, then my router, then my PC, then restart the modem, wait for that to settle, then start up my router, and once that had settled turn my PC on, this worked, i’m glad to say.
So once my internet was up and running again, i replied to this, saying i would gladly do the vid for Him, and that i wasn’t sure that i did understand what He meant by doing sexual acts for others. I also let Him know that i would be going away to Burnley for a week at the end of July, i kept meaning to mention it when We/we talk on the phone but it always went out of my head.
After sending my reply i went down to the kitchen to make sandwiches for this afternoon, as the group from the hospital were coming round at about 2.00. They turned up just after 2.00 and the last one left at 5.40, so i then went on the PC to check my emails, no reply from Master.
i went on the dating site for a while and then played solitaire, while Alan and Jordie were sorting there dinner out, i didn’t want any. Then once they had settled down in front of the telly downstairs, i made the vid Master wanted of me masturbating. Then once i had split it into chunks so that i could upload it to my skydrive i did just that. While it was uploading i watched telly in my bedroom, so that i could just keep coming in to my office and start the next chunk.
Half of it was done by 12.58, i then got ready for bed and before i went to sleep, i text my son David to wish him a happy birthday, so that he had it for when he gets up in the morning.
Wednesday 18th June
Woke up at 7.22, got up put a dressing gown on and went to check emails, then continued to upload the other half of my vid for Master. Then went back in to my bedroom, put the telly on and started watching that while evry now and again popped into the office to sort out the uploads.
Once that had all uploaded, i went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then back into the bedroom and got dressed. I put on a white cotton bra, white lace effect panties, my just over the knee length black skirt and a blue low cut top. Then went downstairs and tidied round and watched telly.
My ex turned up at 12.40 with his laptop, i said i’d sort it for him, as when David sold it to him he never wiped it so had all his stuff on it, i said i’d wipe it and reinstall windows for him. he stayed for a coffee and we had a chat, he left at 1.16.
i came up to my PC and checked my emails, then logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was on msn and would send me some pics of herself, so i signed in to msn and had a chat to her, i received the pics and thought she looked lovely. I had to go and help my son with a PC problem and said that i would catch her again shortly, but when i got back she had gone. She wanted pics of me, so i sorted out a couple and emailed them to her. She said she was willing to meet up.
Just have to wait and see what happens next, as the female that was supposed to come round at lunchtime today never showed up, i tried phoning her a couple of times but there wasn’t any answer or answering machine, and she hasn’t been on the dating site since last Thursday.
i logged off the dating site but stayed signed in to msn as away and went to the bedroom and watched a bit of telly. At 6.45 i checked emails and had one from Master, asking how did i find my first masturbation vid, and He wants me to list ways i think it could of been a lot better. He went on to tell me to tell that bitch, ( He means the one that i should have met up with today) to text Him and let Him know how she feels sexual about me, and He wants that done tonight, so i’m going to have to let Him know when i reply that she never showed. He also wants me online tonight dressed provocatively for His enjoyment from 10 pm, and if i’m not around He will punish me hard.
So i will now reply to Master after i have posted this...that’s it, up to date once more.
The last time i posted was on Saturday 14th June. So here goes.
After posting last time, i went and made a cheese sandwich, because i wasn’t really hungry and didn’t want any dinner, and a cup of tea. Brought them up to my office, to continue on my PC. i was already signed in to msn, so i logged on to the dating site as well, then listened to one of my Manowar cds and ate my sandwich.
7.47 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site, and went downstairs to watch telly. I checked my emails again at 8.31, then, at 9.38 i came back up to my PC and logged onto the dating site again, and played one of my many solitaire games. 10.03 i signed in to msn, not a lot happening on there. At 10.13 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site. i did my usual and played the track i like by Motley Crue “If I Die Tomorrow”, i like it that much that i decided to put it on my phone as my ring tone. I carried on playing solitaire until 11.32, i had checked my mail a couple of times, then decided to go to bed. I got ready for bed, went in the bedroom and put the TV on, i started watching part one of a three part thing called Triangle. At 12.30 i could hear this loud whirring noise, so i got out of bed put my dressing gown and traced the noise to my office and to my PC, i pulled my PC forward off its shelf and the noise stopped that’s because the power supply had stopped working. The whirring noise was the fan in the PSU, just before it packed up. So i just went back to bed as there was nothing i could do at that point. Triangle finished at 1.10, then i went to sleep.
Sunday 15th June
i woke up at 8.42, got out of bed, put on my dressing gown and went in to my office to check out my PC, i tried turning it on, it started up but the whirring noise was back so i quickly checked my emails and then shut the PC down again, i wasn’t going to chance it over heating and burning out and taking my motherboard or processor with it. I had a new power supply in the loft, so i knew David and Tina were coming round today, so i’d get David to go in the loft and find it for me, then, i’d change it. I had a wash and washed and combed my hair then brushed my teeth and then went and got dressed, i thought as i’m going to be on the floor sorting out my PC i’d put jeans on, don’t have desk space to work on my PC in my office. So i put on my 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and one of my white vest t shirts. Then went down to watch telly as i couldn’t use my computer.
David and Tina turned up at 10.53. Tina came round with her mums carpet cleaner to get the paint of my hall carpet, that she splashed on. i made tea for us, then went in to the living room and talked to David while Tina go on with the carpet cleaning. Oncce Tina had finished, David went up in to the loft and looked for my PSU, but he went through all my computer spares and couldn’t find the PSU. i know i had one so it’s been moved and we couldn’t think where it could be. That meant that i couldn’t get one until i went to the shop on Monday, and it also meant that i couldn’t check my emails, if Master sends me one i have to reply within a couple of hours and i wouldn’t know if He’d sent me one or not. i wasn’t very happy about this but there wasn’t anything i could do.
David and Tina left at 12.35, i went back to watching telly. At 2.57 i text David and asked him if i could pop round to his to check my emails and he replied that i could. I turned the telly off, put some music on and done some of my Sudoku puzzles.
6.43 i went round to Davids house, and went on his PC to check my emails, there wasn’t any from Master, then just as i was about to sign out one came through, from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that He was starting to feel a little better. As He was feeling better He wanted to use me that night (Sunday), He wanted me to put on my black fish net stockings, heels, thong and lots of make up. He told me that His phone line was still not working so i should get a mic with sound that works, and to look for Him online at about 10ish. i had to reply that i couldn’t go online and explained what was wrong with my PC, i also said that i was really sorry and that i had missed Him. i waited a while but didn’t get a reply, so i signed out and came back home. At last i had heard from Him, that put my mind at ease. But i was annoyed with myself, and upset that i couldn’t do anything for Him.
At 9.00 i watched a film on Film4 called Phone Booth, that finished at 10.30, i then went and got ready and went to bed, a bit happier that i had heard from Master.
Monday 16th June
6.22 i woke up, got out of bed, put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to the kitchen to put the kettle on, i went for a wee, then made tea for myself, Alan and Jordie, as she stayed at my house last night and has to go to work from mine, so she has to leave earlier. i took their tes up to them and woke them up, and tried to find out if Alan was giving me a lift to the shop, because if he wasn’t i was going to have to phone and book a taxi. I got in to the bathroom first and got myself bathed, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. then went downstairs and put the telly on to watch GMTV. Jordie came down to make her lunch, for work and i asked her to find out, when she went back upstairs, about my lift, she came back down and told me she couldn’t wake Alan up, so i just phoned and booked a taxi.
my taxi came at 8.15, on time for a change, traffic was a nightmare but i got to the shop at 8.44, went to the new agents to get myself a drink, then went and opened up the shop.
At 8.56 i signed in to msn, as i normally do on a Monday, and had received two emails from Master. One saying
“I have posted a few photos of you, my slut on *wife lovers* so email Me and say thank you.”
With a PS at the end, saying to expect much more of this slut. So i replied to that one and thanked Him. The other one said
“thank you for letting Me know that you would not be around for use last night. So here we are a new week and now new things for you to do.
1) work out how to record with the web cam.
2) take 8 photos of your self semi dressed and nude and send them to Me no later than 9 pm Monday night.
3) put that GGG film on your sky drive.
4) bring Me upto date with that bi girl you know.
This week you will be used much more. I expect FULL compliance slut. I also want to know how My list is coming a long.”
After i had read these i checked messages on the PC monitor from the lads to see what jobs they had left me, then Craig came in to the shop and then Rob came in, because he was taking Craig to a job at a school that needed doing normally Craig drives himself but his car has gone down.
Craig told me what jobs were left from Saturday and then they both left. Jobwise all there was, was a couple of data transfer jobs and a couple of laptops that couldn’t get on the internet, and a fresh install of Windows XP. Got on with them, had a few customers in and the phones were busy as usual.
Left the shop at 5.40, Alan came to pick me up, but we didn’t go straight home, we went to Tescos so that i could get some shopping. Got home at 6.40, put the shopping away then went straight up to my office so that i could get the new power supply put in my PC. while i did that Alan made some burgers in buns for dinner as i didn’t want anything else and that was all he wanted.
7.29 have sorted out PC and eaten, Alan has gone out to Jordies for the night. I’m worn out.
i took the photos Master asked for, and then emailed them to Him, then started to upload the film Master wanted to my skydrive. i then went for a bath, put my dressing gown on and went and sat on my bed and watched telly, popping in to my PC every half an hour to check the uploading.
At 10.55 all three parts of the film had uploaded, i checked my emails, had one from Master, saying “try sending the fucking photos bitch” i emailed Him earlier but had forgotten to attach the photos, so i emailed Him again and apologised and this time i did attach the photos.
11.03 i went and got ready for bed, put the telly on and watched a film then went to sleep.
Tuesday 17th June
Woke up at 6.18, got out of bed and put my dressing gown on nad went to the bathroom for a wee. Then i went into my office to check my emails on my PC, there wasn’t any from Master, so i went back into the bedroom and switched the telly on and started watching the news hour, then GMTV. i stayed there watching telly, but checked my email at 7.44, 9.07 and then again at 10.00.
The last time i checked it, i had one from Master, saying that the photos were ok and that a few of them had given Him a bit of a hard on. He went on to say that BT told Him that His phone line should be back on, on Thursday. He also wanted me to masturbate in front of my web cam and record the act. i should be only wearing stockings and heels, and the action must be close up, and then after i had done that i’ve got to upload it to my skydrive for His and others use. He also went on to say that as my time for collaring gets closer i will do sexual acts for others at His desire, He asked me if i understood that, also that by the time We/we meet i will have had a period of hard use without orgasm.
i was half way through replying to Masters email when my internet went down, it keeps doing this, but normally comes back on it’s own. So i waited, by 12.27 it had not come back on, so i phoned Virgin up and they told me they weren’t doing any work in my area, for a change, and told me to try a logical reboot. Which i did, first power down the modem, then my router, then my PC, then restart the modem, wait for that to settle, then start up my router, and once that had settled turn my PC on, this worked, i’m glad to say.
So once my internet was up and running again, i replied to this, saying i would gladly do the vid for Him, and that i wasn’t sure that i did understand what He meant by doing sexual acts for others. I also let Him know that i would be going away to Burnley for a week at the end of July, i kept meaning to mention it when We/we talk on the phone but it always went out of my head.
After sending my reply i went down to the kitchen to make sandwiches for this afternoon, as the group from the hospital were coming round at about 2.00. They turned up just after 2.00 and the last one left at 5.40, so i then went on the PC to check my emails, no reply from Master.
i went on the dating site for a while and then played solitaire, while Alan and Jordie were sorting there dinner out, i didn’t want any. Then once they had settled down in front of the telly downstairs, i made the vid Master wanted of me masturbating. Then once i had split it into chunks so that i could upload it to my skydrive i did just that. While it was uploading i watched telly in my bedroom, so that i could just keep coming in to my office and start the next chunk.
Half of it was done by 12.58, i then got ready for bed and before i went to sleep, i text my son David to wish him a happy birthday, so that he had it for when he gets up in the morning.
Wednesday 18th June
Woke up at 7.22, got up put a dressing gown on and went to check emails, then continued to upload the other half of my vid for Master. Then went back in to my bedroom, put the telly on and started watching that while evry now and again popped into the office to sort out the uploads.
Once that had all uploaded, i went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then back into the bedroom and got dressed. I put on a white cotton bra, white lace effect panties, my just over the knee length black skirt and a blue low cut top. Then went downstairs and tidied round and watched telly.
My ex turned up at 12.40 with his laptop, i said i’d sort it for him, as when David sold it to him he never wiped it so had all his stuff on it, i said i’d wipe it and reinstall windows for him. he stayed for a coffee and we had a chat, he left at 1.16.
i came up to my PC and checked my emails, then logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was on msn and would send me some pics of herself, so i signed in to msn and had a chat to her, i received the pics and thought she looked lovely. I had to go and help my son with a PC problem and said that i would catch her again shortly, but when i got back she had gone. She wanted pics of me, so i sorted out a couple and emailed them to her. She said she was willing to meet up.
Just have to wait and see what happens next, as the female that was supposed to come round at lunchtime today never showed up, i tried phoning her a couple of times but there wasn’t any answer or answering machine, and she hasn’t been on the dating site since last Thursday.
i logged off the dating site but stayed signed in to msn as away and went to the bedroom and watched a bit of telly. At 6.45 i checked emails and had one from Master, asking how did i find my first masturbation vid, and He wants me to list ways i think it could of been a lot better. He went on to tell me to tell that bitch, ( He means the one that i should have met up with today) to text Him and let Him know how she feels sexual about me, and He wants that done tonight, so i’m going to have to let Him know when i reply that she never showed. He also wants me online tonight dressed provocatively for His enjoyment from 10 pm, and if i’m not around He will punish me hard.
So i will now reply to Master after i have posted this...that’s it, up to date once more.
Saturday 14 June 2008
i went downstairs and put the telly on and started watching that, i checked my email at 7.16 and again at 8.03. then went back down and continued to watch telly.
At 9.23 i went back in to my office and check emails again, then, stayed on the PC. i was trying to find all the pages i had in my favourites so that i could put them back in. When i sorted out my computer i forgot to copy over my favourites, so, i haven’t got them anymore. Checked emails again at 10.07, still nothing from Master, i’m really missing Him.
10.17, went on the dating site. i had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was very, very, very interested in me, so i messaged her back and asked her to email me a picture as i still haven’t seen what she looks like. i’ll see what happens next.
10.40, i checked my emails for the last time, as i decided i was going to go to bed, so i got ready and went to bed, i fell asleep straight away.
12.13 i woke up had a drink of bitter lemon, and went and checked my emails once more. Nothing , from Master still. i signed into msn, there wasn’t anybody on there either so, i signed out again and went back to bed.
Saturday 14th June
6.40 this morning i woke up, put a dressing gown on and went straight in to my office to check my mail, not that i thought there would be any, but i checked anyway. i then went on the dating site for a while, then logged out from there and went to sit on my bed, switched the tv on and watched the kids programs. i went down to the kitchen a couple of times to make myself a cups of tea
i checked for emails at 8.19, 9.20, and 10.02, still nothing. i emailed Master enquiring about His health. Then got washed, washed and combed my hair, then brushed my teeth. i then got dressed, today i’m wearing a pair of my blue George jeans that i bought from Asdas, size 12, a pink vest type t shirt with a lowish neck line and a butterfly motif at the bottom of the neck line, a white 100% cotton bra and no panties as i’m wearing jeans.
i then went downstairs and put one of my Queens Ryche cds on and turned the volume up, as i’m in the house on my own, because Alan and Jordie have gone car hunting, Jordie needs another car, hers has had it. When that had finished i listened to 2 James Blunt cds. Then Alan and Jordie came back with her new car, i went out and had a look, it’s a 52 plate Vauxhall Corsa in really good condition. Sat talking to them for a while, then they went out again. Each time a cd had finished i checked my emails.
i came up to my PC and read all the emails that i have received from Master, as i have saved them all, and all Our/our msn conversations. i know it’s only been 3 days, but i do miss hearing from Him. i think i’m paranoid because i keep thinking bad things are going to happen between me and Master. Things like He might be bored with me, because i don’t think i’m not very good at being a sub. Told you i was paranoid, i just want to hear from Him and put my mind at rest. i hope He is ok.
After reading my old emails, i put on one of my Muse cds , still in my office, and started playing one of my many solitaire games.
At 6.30 i signed in to msn, there’s nobody on there, but i stayed on any way.
It’s 6.42 and i’m writing this, another short one, because if i don't hear from Master i don't have a lot to say.
At 9.23 i went back in to my office and check emails again, then, stayed on the PC. i was trying to find all the pages i had in my favourites so that i could put them back in. When i sorted out my computer i forgot to copy over my favourites, so, i haven’t got them anymore. Checked emails again at 10.07, still nothing from Master, i’m really missing Him.
10.17, went on the dating site. i had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was very, very, very interested in me, so i messaged her back and asked her to email me a picture as i still haven’t seen what she looks like. i’ll see what happens next.
10.40, i checked my emails for the last time, as i decided i was going to go to bed, so i got ready and went to bed, i fell asleep straight away.
12.13 i woke up had a drink of bitter lemon, and went and checked my emails once more. Nothing , from Master still. i signed into msn, there wasn’t anybody on there either so, i signed out again and went back to bed.
Saturday 14th June
6.40 this morning i woke up, put a dressing gown on and went straight in to my office to check my mail, not that i thought there would be any, but i checked anyway. i then went on the dating site for a while, then logged out from there and went to sit on my bed, switched the tv on and watched the kids programs. i went down to the kitchen a couple of times to make myself a cups of tea
i checked for emails at 8.19, 9.20, and 10.02, still nothing. i emailed Master enquiring about His health. Then got washed, washed and combed my hair, then brushed my teeth. i then got dressed, today i’m wearing a pair of my blue George jeans that i bought from Asdas, size 12, a pink vest type t shirt with a lowish neck line and a butterfly motif at the bottom of the neck line, a white 100% cotton bra and no panties as i’m wearing jeans.
i then went downstairs and put one of my Queens Ryche cds on and turned the volume up, as i’m in the house on my own, because Alan and Jordie have gone car hunting, Jordie needs another car, hers has had it. When that had finished i listened to 2 James Blunt cds. Then Alan and Jordie came back with her new car, i went out and had a look, it’s a 52 plate Vauxhall Corsa in really good condition. Sat talking to them for a while, then they went out again. Each time a cd had finished i checked my emails.
i came up to my PC and read all the emails that i have received from Master, as i have saved them all, and all Our/our msn conversations. i know it’s only been 3 days, but i do miss hearing from Him. i think i’m paranoid because i keep thinking bad things are going to happen between me and Master. Things like He might be bored with me, because i don’t think i’m not very good at being a sub. Told you i was paranoid, i just want to hear from Him and put my mind at rest. i hope He is ok.
After reading my old emails, i put on one of my Muse cds , still in my office, and started playing one of my many solitaire games.
At 6.30 i signed in to msn, there’s nobody on there, but i stayed on any way.
It’s 6.42 and i’m writing this, another short one, because if i don't hear from Master i don't have a lot to say.
Friday 13 June 2008
After posting last night i checked my emails, then, went back downstairs to listen to music and continue reading my book.
8.13 i finished my book and then came upstairs to my office to put the book on one of my bookcases, while i was up here i checked my emails. i then went back downstairs to watch telly.
At 9.00 i watched House on channel 4, that finished just before 10.00. i then checked my email again and sat reading the web boards on IC. i checked my emails a couple more times then, at 11.45 i got ready and went to bed.
Friday 13th June
Woke up at 7.14, sat up in bed and turned the tv on. Got out of bed, put on my satiny dressing gown and went to the bathroom to have a wee. i then went into my office and checked my email, didn’t have any from Master. Then i went back to my bedroom and sat on the bed and watched telly.
i checked my email again at 8.56 and 9.21, then after each time i went back and sat on my bed and watched telly.
10.02, this time i opened up msn to have a quick check of my email, as i had closed the web page down, Master was signed into msn, but not as Master, so i saw i hadn’t any mail and signed out again. At 10.45 i signed in again to check for mail, no mail and Master had signed out.
After this i went in to the bathroom and ran a bath, then i removed my dressing gown and glasses and got in the bath, got washed and then laid back and just relaxed, after a little while i sat back up and shaved the necessary parts of my body. Then at 11.22 i got out of the bath, wrapped a bath sheet around my body and with a smaller towel i dried my feet, so that i could put my slippers back on. i wet my hair under the taps and then combed it. i then dried my body, put my dressing gown back on and brushed my teeth. i went to check my emails again, this time i opened the web page so i could keep it open to keep checking, instead of having to keep signing in, then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, today i wore my black, just above the knee skirt, the white top with the four buttons, the one that Master made me undo one night and said about my neck and how a collar would look nice on it, my bra and matching thong, that are white with small yellow and pink flowers on, no stockings today as it’s warm out and i wasn’t going anywhere today anyway.
i went in to my office and stayed there for most of the day, just popping to the kitchen every now and again to make tea and sort out the washing. While i was in my office i was reading the web boards on IC, i like doing that some of the things are interesting to read and the replies some people give are good, i can be on there for hours at a time just reading. i also went on to the dating site i had put a profile on checking out bi females, which is one of my tasks for Master.
At about 12.15 Mario (son-in-law), text me to ask if i was at home, i replied that i was, and at 12.45 he turned up with my youngest grandchild, Maddi, to pick up a couple of PS3 games that Alan had borrowed. He stopped for coffee and i made Maddi a drink, then they left and i went back up to my PC.
While i was on my PC i checked my emails at 12.41, 2.02. 3.04 and, 4.03. i suddenly realised that i hadn’t had anything to eat, so went down to the kitchen and made myself a cheese sandwich, and brought it back up to my office and ate it.
It’s 6.22 and i’m still reading web boards and i have been checking for emails roughly every hour or so, i haven’t received anything from Master.
i’m now writing this. It’s going to be a short one as i haven’t really done anything today and haven’t had any contact with Master so there’s not much to write about.
8.13 i finished my book and then came upstairs to my office to put the book on one of my bookcases, while i was up here i checked my emails. i then went back downstairs to watch telly.
At 9.00 i watched House on channel 4, that finished just before 10.00. i then checked my email again and sat reading the web boards on IC. i checked my emails a couple more times then, at 11.45 i got ready and went to bed.
Friday 13th June
Woke up at 7.14, sat up in bed and turned the tv on. Got out of bed, put on my satiny dressing gown and went to the bathroom to have a wee. i then went into my office and checked my email, didn’t have any from Master. Then i went back to my bedroom and sat on the bed and watched telly.
i checked my email again at 8.56 and 9.21, then after each time i went back and sat on my bed and watched telly.
10.02, this time i opened up msn to have a quick check of my email, as i had closed the web page down, Master was signed into msn, but not as Master, so i saw i hadn’t any mail and signed out again. At 10.45 i signed in again to check for mail, no mail and Master had signed out.
After this i went in to the bathroom and ran a bath, then i removed my dressing gown and glasses and got in the bath, got washed and then laid back and just relaxed, after a little while i sat back up and shaved the necessary parts of my body. Then at 11.22 i got out of the bath, wrapped a bath sheet around my body and with a smaller towel i dried my feet, so that i could put my slippers back on. i wet my hair under the taps and then combed it. i then dried my body, put my dressing gown back on and brushed my teeth. i went to check my emails again, this time i opened the web page so i could keep it open to keep checking, instead of having to keep signing in, then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, today i wore my black, just above the knee skirt, the white top with the four buttons, the one that Master made me undo one night and said about my neck and how a collar would look nice on it, my bra and matching thong, that are white with small yellow and pink flowers on, no stockings today as it’s warm out and i wasn’t going anywhere today anyway.
i went in to my office and stayed there for most of the day, just popping to the kitchen every now and again to make tea and sort out the washing. While i was in my office i was reading the web boards on IC, i like doing that some of the things are interesting to read and the replies some people give are good, i can be on there for hours at a time just reading. i also went on to the dating site i had put a profile on checking out bi females, which is one of my tasks for Master.
At about 12.15 Mario (son-in-law), text me to ask if i was at home, i replied that i was, and at 12.45 he turned up with my youngest grandchild, Maddi, to pick up a couple of PS3 games that Alan had borrowed. He stopped for coffee and i made Maddi a drink, then they left and i went back up to my PC.
While i was on my PC i checked my emails at 12.41, 2.02. 3.04 and, 4.03. i suddenly realised that i hadn’t had anything to eat, so went down to the kitchen and made myself a cheese sandwich, and brought it back up to my office and ate it.
It’s 6.22 and i’m still reading web boards and i have been checking for emails roughly every hour or so, i haven’t received anything from Master.
i’m now writing this. It’s going to be a short one as i haven’t really done anything today and haven’t had any contact with Master so there’s not much to write about.
Thursday 12 June 2008
i haven’t posted since Monday 9th June, due to the fact my PC went down and i had to reinstall windows and copy loads of stuff over.
So this will be a catch up post.
Monday evening after posting i didn’t do a lot except watch telly, i checked my emails at 10.15 and again at 11.15. i then got ready and went to bed.
Tuesday 10th June
6.37 i woke up, sat up in bed and put the TV on and watched GMTV. i checked my emails at 8.01, 8.52 then again at 9.35. At 9.42 i went down stairs to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea, took that up to my office and read the web boards on IC. 10.10 and 10.49 i checked my emails again. Master said i should check them all the time day and night, and that is what i always do.
Alan wanted to put Jordies holiday photos on to a dvd so that he can play them on a dvd player like a movie. He downloaded a program that would do this and i installed it on my PC, we copied the photos over to my PC and he got them all sorted, we preview them and it looked good so he stared to encode them, i left it doing that, checked my emails, and went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. Then went in to my bedroom to get dressed, as i hadto go to the hospital (week 3 of 9), i put on blue jeans, a blue top and because my nipples were sore i put on a blue padded bra with a matching blue thong, the padding stopped them from being rubbed and was comfortable.
Alan was giving me a lift there so we left just after 2.00, he wasn’t going to be able to pick me up so i thought i was going to have to walk home, which i don’t mind doing, it just takes a while. When i was at the hospital i was told that there wasn’t any next week, but it was suggested that amongst ourselves sort out about meeting up together somewhere as a group. So the people near me talked about meeting up and as i don’t drive and they did, we could meet at my house. So i had about four people coming round, then a bit later one of the hospital staff asked if anyone had made any arrangements, i said that our little group had and the others said they hadn’t and asked me if they could come to mine as well. i gave out my address and phone number to everyone. So now i have 8 -10 people coming round to me next Tuesday. Different people said they would bring different buffet things, so that it wasn’t all down to me.
i was given a lift home by one of the women, so she could see where i lived as she isn’t local, and i got home at 5.45. When i got in Alan was cooking dinner for the both of us. I had a beef grill steak, with potato wedges and baked beans. After i had eaten that, i watched football on the telly.
After that had finished i went upstairs to my computer, because the software is supposed to burn the photos onto a dvd, but it froze my PC. i restarted my PC and i got a virus warning and my anti virus software told me it had healed the virus, by deleting it. i managed to check my emails but it was really playing up. When i checked the anti virus log it turned out that the virus had imbedded itself into some .dll files which windows needs, to run, and they had been deleted.
That was why my windows was running bad. So then i had to copy loads of stuff over to my other hard drive which took a while. i also had loads of Alan files on there and as my other hard drive was nearly full i had to open up my PC put another hard drive in it and copy all his stuff on to that one. Which took a very long time as he has loads of films, pictures and music. It was still going at midnight, so i left it doing and got ready and went to bed.
Wednesday 11th June
i woke up at 7.44, put on my dressing gown and went for a wee. Then went into my office, to carry on sorting out my PC. That took me nearly all day because of the amount of stuff i had on it.
5.08 the PC is now up and running and i’m copying stuff back over and installing my software.
8.01 everything has copied over and everything is back up and running, and can go online once more. i checked my emails, but they was nothing from Master. I watched telly in my bedroom and kept popping in and out of my office to check my emails. i also kept trying to wet my panties for Master, but it still isn’t happening, no matter how much i drink or how relaxed i am, i can’t wet myself.
10.00 had a long soak in the bath, got out, got dry and put my satin feel dressing gown on, and tried once more to wet myself, but couldn’t then i went in to my bedroom and watched telly until
11.30, checked my emails for the last time this evening, then read until 12.00 then settled down to sleep.
Thursday 12th June
i woke up at 7.54, put on my dressing gown and went to check my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was sorry He hadn’t been around, letting me know that He has a cold and His phone line is playing up. That He fully expects a vid of me wetting my panties by 9.00 tonight (Thursday), and that He also wants an update on me meeting the bi female. He said He will set tasks for me to do, but for now He just wants a photo of me with the other woman, even dressed unless i play with her. i replied back to Him saying that i keep trying to wet my panties but i can’t do it, and that i won’t be meeting the other woman today after all as she has got to take the dog to the vets and then she’s going away for the weekend and won’t be back until late Monday, so the earliest we can meet up will be Wednesday lunchtime.
At 8.15 i went down stairs made myself a cup of tea and watched telly. i checked my emails again at 9.52, didn’t have one from Master but i did get one from the dating site saying a had a message so i logged on to the dating site and checked my message. It was from a 20 year old i female, she said that i looked very sexy and would like to play with me, she went on to say that she has a car and would be willing to travel to come and see me. There was no picture on her profile so i messaged her and asked for a photo and we exchanged msn addys., and she said she would give me a pic of her.
After that i went down to watch telly then at 11.00 i checked emails and then made myself a cup of tea and a pate sandwich, took them in to the living room and had them , then went and got washed and washed and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. i got dressed, as i’ve got the housework to do today, and sorting out bits for the loft, i put on blue jeans, a blue top, the one with the low V at the front with a silver diamond motif on it, a white cotton bra and white cotton panties.
i then went downstairs and started sorting out the things for the charity shop and for the loft, then got on with the polishing, i checked my emails at 12.50, then got on with the hovering, then checked my emails again at 1.54. i checked them again at 3.25 and 4.32,still no reply from Master, between each check of my mail i went downstairs and listened to music and read my book.
Then i came up here at 6.14 and wrote this.
So this will be a catch up post.
Monday evening after posting i didn’t do a lot except watch telly, i checked my emails at 10.15 and again at 11.15. i then got ready and went to bed.
Tuesday 10th June
6.37 i woke up, sat up in bed and put the TV on and watched GMTV. i checked my emails at 8.01, 8.52 then again at 9.35. At 9.42 i went down stairs to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea, took that up to my office and read the web boards on IC. 10.10 and 10.49 i checked my emails again. Master said i should check them all the time day and night, and that is what i always do.
Alan wanted to put Jordies holiday photos on to a dvd so that he can play them on a dvd player like a movie. He downloaded a program that would do this and i installed it on my PC, we copied the photos over to my PC and he got them all sorted, we preview them and it looked good so he stared to encode them, i left it doing that, checked my emails, and went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. Then went in to my bedroom to get dressed, as i hadto go to the hospital (week 3 of 9), i put on blue jeans, a blue top and because my nipples were sore i put on a blue padded bra with a matching blue thong, the padding stopped them from being rubbed and was comfortable.
Alan was giving me a lift there so we left just after 2.00, he wasn’t going to be able to pick me up so i thought i was going to have to walk home, which i don’t mind doing, it just takes a while. When i was at the hospital i was told that there wasn’t any next week, but it was suggested that amongst ourselves sort out about meeting up together somewhere as a group. So the people near me talked about meeting up and as i don’t drive and they did, we could meet at my house. So i had about four people coming round, then a bit later one of the hospital staff asked if anyone had made any arrangements, i said that our little group had and the others said they hadn’t and asked me if they could come to mine as well. i gave out my address and phone number to everyone. So now i have 8 -10 people coming round to me next Tuesday. Different people said they would bring different buffet things, so that it wasn’t all down to me.
i was given a lift home by one of the women, so she could see where i lived as she isn’t local, and i got home at 5.45. When i got in Alan was cooking dinner for the both of us. I had a beef grill steak, with potato wedges and baked beans. After i had eaten that, i watched football on the telly.
After that had finished i went upstairs to my computer, because the software is supposed to burn the photos onto a dvd, but it froze my PC. i restarted my PC and i got a virus warning and my anti virus software told me it had healed the virus, by deleting it. i managed to check my emails but it was really playing up. When i checked the anti virus log it turned out that the virus had imbedded itself into some .dll files which windows needs, to run, and they had been deleted.
That was why my windows was running bad. So then i had to copy loads of stuff over to my other hard drive which took a while. i also had loads of Alan files on there and as my other hard drive was nearly full i had to open up my PC put another hard drive in it and copy all his stuff on to that one. Which took a very long time as he has loads of films, pictures and music. It was still going at midnight, so i left it doing and got ready and went to bed.
Wednesday 11th June
i woke up at 7.44, put on my dressing gown and went for a wee. Then went into my office, to carry on sorting out my PC. That took me nearly all day because of the amount of stuff i had on it.
5.08 the PC is now up and running and i’m copying stuff back over and installing my software.
8.01 everything has copied over and everything is back up and running, and can go online once more. i checked my emails, but they was nothing from Master. I watched telly in my bedroom and kept popping in and out of my office to check my emails. i also kept trying to wet my panties for Master, but it still isn’t happening, no matter how much i drink or how relaxed i am, i can’t wet myself.
10.00 had a long soak in the bath, got out, got dry and put my satin feel dressing gown on, and tried once more to wet myself, but couldn’t then i went in to my bedroom and watched telly until
11.30, checked my emails for the last time this evening, then read until 12.00 then settled down to sleep.
Thursday 12th June
i woke up at 7.54, put on my dressing gown and went to check my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was sorry He hadn’t been around, letting me know that He has a cold and His phone line is playing up. That He fully expects a vid of me wetting my panties by 9.00 tonight (Thursday), and that He also wants an update on me meeting the bi female. He said He will set tasks for me to do, but for now He just wants a photo of me with the other woman, even dressed unless i play with her. i replied back to Him saying that i keep trying to wet my panties but i can’t do it, and that i won’t be meeting the other woman today after all as she has got to take the dog to the vets and then she’s going away for the weekend and won’t be back until late Monday, so the earliest we can meet up will be Wednesday lunchtime.
At 8.15 i went down stairs made myself a cup of tea and watched telly. i checked my emails again at 9.52, didn’t have one from Master but i did get one from the dating site saying a had a message so i logged on to the dating site and checked my message. It was from a 20 year old i female, she said that i looked very sexy and would like to play with me, she went on to say that she has a car and would be willing to travel to come and see me. There was no picture on her profile so i messaged her and asked for a photo and we exchanged msn addys., and she said she would give me a pic of her.
After that i went down to watch telly then at 11.00 i checked emails and then made myself a cup of tea and a pate sandwich, took them in to the living room and had them , then went and got washed and washed and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. i got dressed, as i’ve got the housework to do today, and sorting out bits for the loft, i put on blue jeans, a blue top, the one with the low V at the front with a silver diamond motif on it, a white cotton bra and white cotton panties.
i then went downstairs and started sorting out the things for the charity shop and for the loft, then got on with the polishing, i checked my emails at 12.50, then got on with the hovering, then checked my emails again at 1.54. i checked them again at 3.25 and 4.32,still no reply from Master, between each check of my mail i went downstairs and listened to music and read my book.
Then i came up here at 6.14 and wrote this.
Monday 9 June 2008
i checked my emails roughly every hour, and topped up my hot water bottle a few times. Other than that and watching football on the telly i didn’t do much else, it’s 8.38.
9.10 i checked emails and i had received one from Master, telling me to be online for His pleasure at 10.30, i replied that i would be there.
10.30 went online and waited for Master to come on, He came on at 10.45. He asked how i was, then went on to say, why did i think i had the right to tell Him what He could do with me tonight. As in, i said i couldn’t put anything up my cunt. i replied that i wasn’t telling Him that, but letting Him know the situation, and He said that it didn’t come across like that, i apologised. He then said about the bi female i had found, and asked how? i said on a dating site, i explained that i put a profile on a dating sit saying that i was a bi curious sub with a Master and was looking for a bi female , and this one had messaged me. He asked me if i had her phone number so that i could phone her, i said that i hadn’t but she would give it to me if i wanted it. He told me to phone her i said i would get hold of her tomorrow (Monday). He then asked me if i was getting my nipples done on Monday, i said i was, He asked when i said i’m not sure and He said not sure isn’t good enough, i replied that i didn’t know what time i was leaving the house so couldn’t give Him an exact time.
He sent me a teen picture and told me to take a look and told me that He had found it just now and that i’d best improve i said yes Master. He then wanted me to send the GGG film i had downloaded for Him. So i started that of, and then He said to get on fucking cam, which i did. He told me to take my top off, and asked if i wanted hard use or really hard use, i said that was up to Him he replied good answer. Then He told me to take my skirt of and asked if i’d got any baby oil, i said that i hadn’t and He asked for body cream, i said i don’t use anything like that. He told me to take my bra off and fold my arms under my tits to present them to Him, which i did. He asked if my right nipple was hardening i said yes, He said slight arousal, i said no, when i take my bra of they both normally go hard, it’s the change in temperature. He told me then to slap my left tit 3 times, so i did then He said again, so i slapped it again 3 times, and then tweak the nipple, so i did that as well. He then wanted me to get closer to the web cam so He could see, then told me to stay there and tweak it again. He then got me to go and get 2 clothes pegs, i had to hunt for them because my son had left them out in the garden, i got 2 and went back to my desk and apologised for taking so long, Master said that was ok. He wanted me to put the camera closer to my tits and start recording but because the cam was in use i couldn’t open the software and told Master this. So He told me just to put it by me and get my nipples hard, which i did, then He wanted me to peg them, this took a while as the pegs wouldn’t stay on because i was hot and ny nipples were sweating, but i got them to stay eventually. He asked how that felt, i said painful, He asked if it was affecting my cunt, i said i didn’t know, so He told me to feel it and find out. i said there was no reaction so He said to rub it until there was. He said rub it harder then told me to stand up and do it. After about 30 seconds He told me to stop. He told me to remove the pegs and then told me to piss my panties. i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “do it” i said i hadn’t had hardly anything to drink all day so He said i’d stand there until i did, i said i’d be there till morning then. So He said We/we will talk again in 30 minutes when i’ve had a pint of water, He said leave the web cam on and get the drink. So i went down to the dining room got a pint glass out of the cupboard, then went into the kitchen to fill it with water. i came back upstairs sat at my desk and drank the water. He asked if i’d drunk it i said yes, He then asked if my bladder was feeling full i said it did, but i also said that i wouldn’t be able to wet myself as that is one thing i have never been able to do, i get a mental block, i have tried for years and it just doesn’t happen. He told me to go back to playing with my tits, and said that i have 5 hours to complete my tasks from Monday. I said that wasn’t fair what if i’m not at home, He said ”well that’s hard luck”. He asked how my clit was, i replied aroused Master, so He told me to stand and pee, relax and let it run. He then commanded me to pee. But i couldn’t, do and told Him this he said i would i said that it wasn’t that i didn’t want to, it’s just i can’t. He then said “fucking piss off and email Me when u r ready to do as i say” then went. I shut down msn and just sat and cried.
It was just after midnight and i felt like shit after Master saying that to me. i went back on to msn and i had the following email from Master.
“right slut.
you are to take at least 10 photos of ur tits and nipples, some of the photos must be before they are pierced some must be after. You have up until 9 pm monday to send them to Me.
Also you must send Me a vid clip using the web cam. it must show u topless and with out a skirt, pissing ur thong. Should you not do it then i will punish u in person when i see you”
i went and got another pint of water, set up the web cam to record, and just kept trying to wet myself, every time i sat down i was busting to go, but as soon as i stood up in front of the cam i couldn’t go. This went on till 2.30, no matter how hard i tried or how much i relaxed it just wasn’t going to happen, so it looks like i am going to have to take the punishment, because i couldn’t do as Master had wanted. i got ready for bed and went to the toilet, i wish i could have done that for Master. i then went to bed.
Monday 9th June
8.15, woke up, put on my dressing gown and went for a wee. Then went and checked my emails, not that i was expecting any but it’s habit now to check them every possible moment i can. Went back into the bedroom, put the telly on and watched GMTV, checked emails again at 9.25, this time i logged on to msn to check them, Master was logged on but not as Master, i didn’t have any emails so i logged back out again, then went and watched Jeremy Kyle, and whatever was on after that.
11.04 i took 6 photos of my nipples for Master.
At 12.00 i opened up msn again, this time i had been left a message from a man i met back in February, i haven’t spoken to him since then and he isn’t in my contacts list. The message said that he liked my post on this site and had left the site addy for me, He told me he was wanking while looking at it, i said that i didn’t know what he was referring to, unless my Master had put it on there, i asked him where abouts on the site it was and he directed me to it, he told me to click on Hot Slut, and i said that sounds like the sort of thing Master would put, so i found it, and yes, it was me. i was shocked as Master did say He would do that but that He would tell me when and where. But i hadn’t heard a thing from Him about it.
1.30, i left the house to go to town, Alan gave me a lift. I had my nipples pierced, that hurt, and then Alan took me to Tescos so i could do some shopping, my nipples were stinging, just like they were when i put the pegs on them last night.
i got home about 3.00 and i put the shopping away. I then went upstairs to check my emails, there was nothing from Master about the pic He’d posted. So i emailed Him asking when He was going to tell me that He’d posted the pic, and saying that it was a shock being told by somebody else.
i then phoned Marion as she had left me her number in a message on the dating site. We had a chat, mainly about Master as she hadn’t heard of such things, and then just had a general chat about each other and arranged to meet for lunch on Thursday and if we get on alright she will come back to my house Thursday evening.
5.27 checked emails again, had a reply from Master about the pic, He told me that if He chooses to post my photos anyplace then He will do just that. He went on to say that i have no right to tell Him that He cannot do what He wants, that He is my Master and He would have told me when He wanted to. i replied that not once have i told Him He cannot do something, and that it was just a shock finding out about it from somebody else. He emailed me again and told me to phone Him, so i did.
We had a chat about the posting of the pic, and asked if i had had my nipples done, i said that i had. So He told me to put the web cam on so He could see my nipples. Which i did. i had to put the phone down so that i could take off my t shirt, bra and the plasters on my nipples, He got me to present them to Him and then made me play with myself. At first i was sitting down then He got me to stand up and do it. i asked Him if i had permission to orgasm , He told me to rub harder, then told me to stop and pull my panties down, then start rubbing again, which i did, He got me to buck my hips as if i was fucking Him, so i did and then He told me to orgasm, i did. He told me to keep rubbing and rub hard, this was so sensitive, but i did as i was told and then He told me to orgasm again and i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “yes you can”, i kept saying that i couldn’t, then suddenly i did. then He got me to take my deep breaths and calm right down. He asked me if i was getting tea ready before i phoned, i said i was and He said to go and do that and said bye, i said bye, hung up and stopped the web cam.
i then went downstairs to have something to eat and started watching football, then i came up here to check my emails and write this.
9.10 i checked emails and i had received one from Master, telling me to be online for His pleasure at 10.30, i replied that i would be there.
10.30 went online and waited for Master to come on, He came on at 10.45. He asked how i was, then went on to say, why did i think i had the right to tell Him what He could do with me tonight. As in, i said i couldn’t put anything up my cunt. i replied that i wasn’t telling Him that, but letting Him know the situation, and He said that it didn’t come across like that, i apologised. He then said about the bi female i had found, and asked how? i said on a dating site, i explained that i put a profile on a dating sit saying that i was a bi curious sub with a Master and was looking for a bi female , and this one had messaged me. He asked me if i had her phone number so that i could phone her, i said that i hadn’t but she would give it to me if i wanted it. He told me to phone her i said i would get hold of her tomorrow (Monday). He then asked me if i was getting my nipples done on Monday, i said i was, He asked when i said i’m not sure and He said not sure isn’t good enough, i replied that i didn’t know what time i was leaving the house so couldn’t give Him an exact time.
He sent me a teen picture and told me to take a look and told me that He had found it just now and that i’d best improve i said yes Master. He then wanted me to send the GGG film i had downloaded for Him. So i started that of, and then He said to get on fucking cam, which i did. He told me to take my top off, and asked if i wanted hard use or really hard use, i said that was up to Him he replied good answer. Then He told me to take my skirt of and asked if i’d got any baby oil, i said that i hadn’t and He asked for body cream, i said i don’t use anything like that. He told me to take my bra off and fold my arms under my tits to present them to Him, which i did. He asked if my right nipple was hardening i said yes, He said slight arousal, i said no, when i take my bra of they both normally go hard, it’s the change in temperature. He told me then to slap my left tit 3 times, so i did then He said again, so i slapped it again 3 times, and then tweak the nipple, so i did that as well. He then wanted me to get closer to the web cam so He could see, then told me to stay there and tweak it again. He then got me to go and get 2 clothes pegs, i had to hunt for them because my son had left them out in the garden, i got 2 and went back to my desk and apologised for taking so long, Master said that was ok. He wanted me to put the camera closer to my tits and start recording but because the cam was in use i couldn’t open the software and told Master this. So He told me just to put it by me and get my nipples hard, which i did, then He wanted me to peg them, this took a while as the pegs wouldn’t stay on because i was hot and ny nipples were sweating, but i got them to stay eventually. He asked how that felt, i said painful, He asked if it was affecting my cunt, i said i didn’t know, so He told me to feel it and find out. i said there was no reaction so He said to rub it until there was. He said rub it harder then told me to stand up and do it. After about 30 seconds He told me to stop. He told me to remove the pegs and then told me to piss my panties. i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “do it” i said i hadn’t had hardly anything to drink all day so He said i’d stand there until i did, i said i’d be there till morning then. So He said We/we will talk again in 30 minutes when i’ve had a pint of water, He said leave the web cam on and get the drink. So i went down to the dining room got a pint glass out of the cupboard, then went into the kitchen to fill it with water. i came back upstairs sat at my desk and drank the water. He asked if i’d drunk it i said yes, He then asked if my bladder was feeling full i said it did, but i also said that i wouldn’t be able to wet myself as that is one thing i have never been able to do, i get a mental block, i have tried for years and it just doesn’t happen. He told me to go back to playing with my tits, and said that i have 5 hours to complete my tasks from Monday. I said that wasn’t fair what if i’m not at home, He said ”well that’s hard luck”. He asked how my clit was, i replied aroused Master, so He told me to stand and pee, relax and let it run. He then commanded me to pee. But i couldn’t, do and told Him this he said i would i said that it wasn’t that i didn’t want to, it’s just i can’t. He then said “fucking piss off and email Me when u r ready to do as i say” then went. I shut down msn and just sat and cried.
It was just after midnight and i felt like shit after Master saying that to me. i went back on to msn and i had the following email from Master.
“right slut.
you are to take at least 10 photos of ur tits and nipples, some of the photos must be before they are pierced some must be after. You have up until 9 pm monday to send them to Me.
Also you must send Me a vid clip using the web cam. it must show u topless and with out a skirt, pissing ur thong. Should you not do it then i will punish u in person when i see you”
i went and got another pint of water, set up the web cam to record, and just kept trying to wet myself, every time i sat down i was busting to go, but as soon as i stood up in front of the cam i couldn’t go. This went on till 2.30, no matter how hard i tried or how much i relaxed it just wasn’t going to happen, so it looks like i am going to have to take the punishment, because i couldn’t do as Master had wanted. i got ready for bed and went to the toilet, i wish i could have done that for Master. i then went to bed.
Monday 9th June
8.15, woke up, put on my dressing gown and went for a wee. Then went and checked my emails, not that i was expecting any but it’s habit now to check them every possible moment i can. Went back into the bedroom, put the telly on and watched GMTV, checked emails again at 9.25, this time i logged on to msn to check them, Master was logged on but not as Master, i didn’t have any emails so i logged back out again, then went and watched Jeremy Kyle, and whatever was on after that.
11.04 i took 6 photos of my nipples for Master.
At 12.00 i opened up msn again, this time i had been left a message from a man i met back in February, i haven’t spoken to him since then and he isn’t in my contacts list. The message said that he liked my post on this site and had left the site addy for me, He told me he was wanking while looking at it, i said that i didn’t know what he was referring to, unless my Master had put it on there, i asked him where abouts on the site it was and he directed me to it, he told me to click on Hot Slut, and i said that sounds like the sort of thing Master would put, so i found it, and yes, it was me. i was shocked as Master did say He would do that but that He would tell me when and where. But i hadn’t heard a thing from Him about it.
1.30, i left the house to go to town, Alan gave me a lift. I had my nipples pierced, that hurt, and then Alan took me to Tescos so i could do some shopping, my nipples were stinging, just like they were when i put the pegs on them last night.
i got home about 3.00 and i put the shopping away. I then went upstairs to check my emails, there was nothing from Master about the pic He’d posted. So i emailed Him asking when He was going to tell me that He’d posted the pic, and saying that it was a shock being told by somebody else.
i then phoned Marion as she had left me her number in a message on the dating site. We had a chat, mainly about Master as she hadn’t heard of such things, and then just had a general chat about each other and arranged to meet for lunch on Thursday and if we get on alright she will come back to my house Thursday evening.
5.27 checked emails again, had a reply from Master about the pic, He told me that if He chooses to post my photos anyplace then He will do just that. He went on to say that i have no right to tell Him that He cannot do what He wants, that He is my Master and He would have told me when He wanted to. i replied that not once have i told Him He cannot do something, and that it was just a shock finding out about it from somebody else. He emailed me again and told me to phone Him, so i did.
We had a chat about the posting of the pic, and asked if i had had my nipples done, i said that i had. So He told me to put the web cam on so He could see my nipples. Which i did. i had to put the phone down so that i could take off my t shirt, bra and the plasters on my nipples, He got me to present them to Him and then made me play with myself. At first i was sitting down then He got me to stand up and do it. i asked Him if i had permission to orgasm , He told me to rub harder, then told me to stop and pull my panties down, then start rubbing again, which i did, He got me to buck my hips as if i was fucking Him, so i did and then He told me to orgasm, i did. He told me to keep rubbing and rub hard, this was so sensitive, but i did as i was told and then He told me to orgasm again and i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “yes you can”, i kept saying that i couldn’t, then suddenly i did. then He got me to take my deep breaths and calm right down. He asked me if i was getting tea ready before i phoned, i said i was and He said to go and do that and said bye, i said bye, hung up and stopped the web cam.
i then went downstairs to have something to eat and started watching football, then i came up here to check my emails and write this.
Sunday 8 June 2008
This post is a couple of days late, as i have been busy and didn’t get time to write anything since Thursday evening.
Thursday evening after posting i went downstairs to sit in my recliner as being in front of my PC for hours at a time makes me ache, so i needed a different chair, and decided to just watch telly. i did keep checking my emails though as i always do.
10.02 i turned the telly off down stairs, and came up to my PC, checked my emails, nothing from Master, then went in to my bedroom and watched telly. at 11.15 i checked them once more and then got ready and went to bed. i had no trouble getting to sleep.
Friday 6th June
Woke up at 6.52, sat up in bed and put the telly on, then i got out of bed, put a dressing gown on and went for a wee. i then went in to my office to check my emails. i then went into the bathroom, had a bath, shaved the usual bits, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. i then got dressed in my bedroom, as i’m in the shop today i wore white 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and shop polo shirt, no panties.
Then went down to the kitchen and made tea for myself, Alan and his girlfriend (Jordie). Took theirs up and woke Alan up because he was giving me a lift to the shop.
We left at 8.20 as Alan had to get petrol, and arrived at the shop at about 8.48. i opened up and Alan came in for a few minutes then left. i opened msn as i always do when i’m in the shop. Then made a cup of tea. Craig had left me a message as to what needed doing, there was just three machines that needed finishing off. So with answering the phones, as Rob had diverted his mobile to the shop mobile, and seeing to customers, i got on with those PCs. i did take a couple more PCs in for sorting, and got those done as well.
Alan had told me that he was going to be out of town so i text my daughter-in-law (Tina) to see if she could pick me up after closing as David works the same end of town as the shop’s in, she replied she would. David and Tina turned up at 5.19 and waited for me to close up at 5.30, so i shut down msn made sure the lights were out and the back door was locked then set the alarm, locked up and left.
Got home at 6.01, and David and Tina came in for a cup of tea, then they left and i went upstairs to check my emails, i had one from Master at some point during the day, not sure when. Telling me that i had no choice but to find the pics He wanted. But after i had checked my emails i went back downstairs, to watch telly and didn’t go near my PC again, i went up, got ready and went to bed, at just after 11.00.
Saturday 7th June
i had set my alarm for 8.00, just in case i overslept, but as usual i didn’t need it, as i woke up at 6.54, i put the telly on and started watching the news. i went to check my emails and replied to Master as i didn’t go near the PC last night.
i’m in the shop again today but it doesn’t open till 10.00, so i didn’t have to get up early. At 8.00 i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went down to make myself a cup of tea, which i brought back up to my bedroom and continued watching telly. After i had drank that i got up and went in to the bathroom to get washed, was and comb my hair and brush my teeth. i then went back into the bedroom and got dressed wearing the same type of clothes i had on yesterday just clean ones, i have about six of the shop polo shirts.
Then went back down to the kitchen and made tea, this time i also made one Alan and Jordie. i put mine in the living room and took theirs up to them. i sat watching telly until Alan came down, and we left for the shop, it was 9.30.
9.53 arrived at the shop, opened up and logged into msn, Alan didn’t come in this time. it wasn’t busy, as i had got yesterdays jobs done. So i just had the phones to answer, both again, and see to customers. Had a couple of jobs in and did those while the customer waited, they were just silly little things, and sold a second hand PC. Other than that it was a quiet day. Tina was picking me up again as we were going to Lynnes because it was my grand daughters birthday. We drove to Tinas house and parked the car up and then went in to pick up the presents and me, David and Tina walked to Lynnes as it wasn’t far, stopping off at a shop on the way to get some drink. i just bought a cheap bottle of wine for myself, the last time i had wine was at my birthday party, in February, that was also at Lynnes.
We got to Lynnes, had some food and it was about an hour before i even opened the wine. i drank over half the bottle, but didn’t feel any effects, so i didn’t drink any more. at about 11.45 i asked Mario, if he could take me home as i was aching sitting in their chairs for so long, and Mario also said he’d give David, Tina and their son Sean a lift home, so we all got ready and left.
Dropped David and them home first, then Mario took me home, i got home at 12.01, put my trainers and jacket away and said goodnight to Alan and Jordie who were watching telly in the living room. i went up to my office just quickly checked my emails, then got ready and went to bed.
Sunday 8th June
Last night was a bit cooler, so i slept better, but still woke up at 7.12, got up and put a dressing gown on and went for a wee, then went to my PC to check my emails, nothing from Master.
While i was sitting at my desk my tummy starting cramping, it’s that time of the month again already, so i took a couple of paracetamol, and went downstairs and done a hot water bottle.
Then went back to the PC and started trawling through web sites to find the pics Master wants.
i managed to find some, but not sure if they’ll be good enough for Master. i kept going back to sit on my bed and put the hot water bottle against my tummy.
i hate these days, and it would be a Sunday when normally Master has me playing with myself. i’m not going to want to do that tonight if i still feel like this, plus i won’t be able to insert anything in my cunt because i have a tampax in there.
10.46 i checked my emails and this time i had one from Master, He’s not happy with me again, because i am supposed to reply to His emails on the same day i receive them but i didn’t this time, He has told me that i must have the pics in His email by 6.00 and that He is going to phone me later and i have to expect to be punished. i replied straight away this time. i do normally reply as soon as i possibly can, but because of how i was aching on Friday i didn’t, and now i’m in trouble.
11.41 i’ve found some pics and i’m going to email them to Master, even if they are ok , because i’m in His bad books, He’ll probably find fault with them.
i emailed the pics to Master, and went back to sit on my bed.
2.05, checked my emails, no reply yet about the pics i sent Master.
2.45, went downstairs to the kitchen and made myself cheese on toast and a cup of tea, brought them back upstairs and sat on my bed watching telly and ate the cheese on toast and drank my tea, then at 3.35 i went to my PC to check my emails, still nothing.
4.26. One of my tasks to help finish Masters training was to make intimate friends with a bi female, well i had a message today from a bi female, who wants to meet me. she is 58 years old, she drives and will drive to meet me. i’m not sure, as i think i would prefer a younger female, but have told Master about her and also sent Him the picture that she sent me, and asked for His advice. Just waiting for a reply now.
6.22, checked emails again, still no reply from Master, about anything.
Thursday evening after posting i went downstairs to sit in my recliner as being in front of my PC for hours at a time makes me ache, so i needed a different chair, and decided to just watch telly. i did keep checking my emails though as i always do.
10.02 i turned the telly off down stairs, and came up to my PC, checked my emails, nothing from Master, then went in to my bedroom and watched telly. at 11.15 i checked them once more and then got ready and went to bed. i had no trouble getting to sleep.
Friday 6th June
Woke up at 6.52, sat up in bed and put the telly on, then i got out of bed, put a dressing gown on and went for a wee. i then went in to my office to check my emails. i then went into the bathroom, had a bath, shaved the usual bits, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. i then got dressed in my bedroom, as i’m in the shop today i wore white 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and shop polo shirt, no panties.
Then went down to the kitchen and made tea for myself, Alan and his girlfriend (Jordie). Took theirs up and woke Alan up because he was giving me a lift to the shop.
We left at 8.20 as Alan had to get petrol, and arrived at the shop at about 8.48. i opened up and Alan came in for a few minutes then left. i opened msn as i always do when i’m in the shop. Then made a cup of tea. Craig had left me a message as to what needed doing, there was just three machines that needed finishing off. So with answering the phones, as Rob had diverted his mobile to the shop mobile, and seeing to customers, i got on with those PCs. i did take a couple more PCs in for sorting, and got those done as well.
Alan had told me that he was going to be out of town so i text my daughter-in-law (Tina) to see if she could pick me up after closing as David works the same end of town as the shop’s in, she replied she would. David and Tina turned up at 5.19 and waited for me to close up at 5.30, so i shut down msn made sure the lights were out and the back door was locked then set the alarm, locked up and left.
Got home at 6.01, and David and Tina came in for a cup of tea, then they left and i went upstairs to check my emails, i had one from Master at some point during the day, not sure when. Telling me that i had no choice but to find the pics He wanted. But after i had checked my emails i went back downstairs, to watch telly and didn’t go near my PC again, i went up, got ready and went to bed, at just after 11.00.
Saturday 7th June
i had set my alarm for 8.00, just in case i overslept, but as usual i didn’t need it, as i woke up at 6.54, i put the telly on and started watching the news. i went to check my emails and replied to Master as i didn’t go near the PC last night.
i’m in the shop again today but it doesn’t open till 10.00, so i didn’t have to get up early. At 8.00 i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went down to make myself a cup of tea, which i brought back up to my bedroom and continued watching telly. After i had drank that i got up and went in to the bathroom to get washed, was and comb my hair and brush my teeth. i then went back into the bedroom and got dressed wearing the same type of clothes i had on yesterday just clean ones, i have about six of the shop polo shirts.
Then went back down to the kitchen and made tea, this time i also made one Alan and Jordie. i put mine in the living room and took theirs up to them. i sat watching telly until Alan came down, and we left for the shop, it was 9.30.
9.53 arrived at the shop, opened up and logged into msn, Alan didn’t come in this time. it wasn’t busy, as i had got yesterdays jobs done. So i just had the phones to answer, both again, and see to customers. Had a couple of jobs in and did those while the customer waited, they were just silly little things, and sold a second hand PC. Other than that it was a quiet day. Tina was picking me up again as we were going to Lynnes because it was my grand daughters birthday. We drove to Tinas house and parked the car up and then went in to pick up the presents and me, David and Tina walked to Lynnes as it wasn’t far, stopping off at a shop on the way to get some drink. i just bought a cheap bottle of wine for myself, the last time i had wine was at my birthday party, in February, that was also at Lynnes.
We got to Lynnes, had some food and it was about an hour before i even opened the wine. i drank over half the bottle, but didn’t feel any effects, so i didn’t drink any more. at about 11.45 i asked Mario, if he could take me home as i was aching sitting in their chairs for so long, and Mario also said he’d give David, Tina and their son Sean a lift home, so we all got ready and left.
Dropped David and them home first, then Mario took me home, i got home at 12.01, put my trainers and jacket away and said goodnight to Alan and Jordie who were watching telly in the living room. i went up to my office just quickly checked my emails, then got ready and went to bed.
Sunday 8th June
Last night was a bit cooler, so i slept better, but still woke up at 7.12, got up and put a dressing gown on and went for a wee, then went to my PC to check my emails, nothing from Master.
While i was sitting at my desk my tummy starting cramping, it’s that time of the month again already, so i took a couple of paracetamol, and went downstairs and done a hot water bottle.
Then went back to the PC and started trawling through web sites to find the pics Master wants.
i managed to find some, but not sure if they’ll be good enough for Master. i kept going back to sit on my bed and put the hot water bottle against my tummy.
i hate these days, and it would be a Sunday when normally Master has me playing with myself. i’m not going to want to do that tonight if i still feel like this, plus i won’t be able to insert anything in my cunt because i have a tampax in there.
10.46 i checked my emails and this time i had one from Master, He’s not happy with me again, because i am supposed to reply to His emails on the same day i receive them but i didn’t this time, He has told me that i must have the pics in His email by 6.00 and that He is going to phone me later and i have to expect to be punished. i replied straight away this time. i do normally reply as soon as i possibly can, but because of how i was aching on Friday i didn’t, and now i’m in trouble.
11.41 i’ve found some pics and i’m going to email them to Master, even if they are ok , because i’m in His bad books, He’ll probably find fault with them.
i emailed the pics to Master, and went back to sit on my bed.
2.05, checked my emails, no reply yet about the pics i sent Master.
2.45, went downstairs to the kitchen and made myself cheese on toast and a cup of tea, brought them back upstairs and sat on my bed watching telly and ate the cheese on toast and drank my tea, then at 3.35 i went to my PC to check my emails, still nothing.
4.26. One of my tasks to help finish Masters training was to make intimate friends with a bi female, well i had a message today from a bi female, who wants to meet me. she is 58 years old, she drives and will drive to meet me. i’m not sure, as i think i would prefer a younger female, but have told Master about her and also sent Him the picture that she sent me, and asked for His advice. Just waiting for a reply now.
6.22, checked emails again, still no reply from Master, about anything.
Thursday 5 June 2008
8.10 pm, Lynne text me to tell me that a programme on telly (location, location, location) was featuring Luton, so i went in to my bedroom and watched that.
That finished at 8.58 so i checked my emails, i watched telly in my bedroom but at 9.40 i popped back to my PC to check my emails.
At 10.00 a film was just starting, Blade Trinity, so i decided to watch that, hoping Master was going to phone, because He normally does on Wednesday, at about 10.30, except for that message on msn He left me this morning i haven’t heard anything from Him today. During the film there was adverts and every time the adds came on, i came and checked my email, but still nothing. The film finished at 11.58, so i checked my emails once again, still nothing.
i knew He wouldn’t be phoning then, so i got ready for bed and just sat up watching telly, i was really upset because i thought He would have phoned.
At 12.38 i decided to settle down and get some sleep.
1.40, i was still just laying in bed, i couldn’t sleep, so i decided to get up and go on my PC, i was going to play cards or something, because that normally makes me tired and then i was going to give it another try.
Before i started a card game, i opened up msn and signed in, Master was online. He said hello, i said hello Master, and He then asked me what i was doing on at that time, so i explained that i couldn’t sleep, i didn’t tell Him the reason was, i was upset because i hadn’t heard from Him. He said “need use I think” i replied that i didn’t know what i needed. He then told me to phone Him, so i did.
He said that He was going to phone me earlier but didn’t want to wake me, which i thought was strange as He has woken me before. He asked me if i was dressed i said i just had a dressing gown on as i just got out of bed, so He told me to take that off, as i didn’t need it. when i had done that, He then said to sit down and part my legs, and start playing with myself. While i was playing with myself He asked me when i was going to get His list done, so i told Him that i’m at the shop Friday and Saturday this week and if i get paid on the day then i would go into town on Monday and get my nipples pierced. i said the ball gag would be in the next couple of weeks, and i said i was getting the butt plug tomorrow (Thursday) as i was going to town. i just had to find a bi female to be intimate with. He asked me what part was i looking forward to with a bi, i said licking each others pussies, then i realised what i had said, and said sorry and said cunt. Too late, He made me slap myself between the legs 3 times, then told me to get back to playing, and asked me the same question again this time i said licking each others cunt and He said “say it louder I can’t hear you” so i said it louder. Then He told me to put a finger in my cunt and finger myself, i was really moaning and He made me do it harder and harder, and told me that when He does it, He won’t be gentle He will do it really hard. He did make me slow down at one point because i wanted to orgasm. But once the feeling had gone, He made me do it harder again, and asked if i wanted to cum, i said i did so He told me to.
Once i had orgasmed He wanted me to get the web cam and show Him how wet i was, i told Him my fingers were soaked so He told me to rub them over my face, which i did. Then i got the web cam down and put it on my desk and Master started a video call, which i accepted. i showed Him how wet i was. He then told me to sit with my legs open and hold myself open, then He said to play with my bud, with the other hand, so i placed the phone between my ear and shoulder to hold it in place, then held myself open with my left hand and played with my bud with a finger on the right hand. He made me do it really hard, He always says harder, harder. so i did it hard and told Him i was going to cum, so He told me to rub even harder then to cum, which i did. when i finished i stopped and He raised His voice and said “did I tell you to stop bitch”, i said no and said sorry, then carried on rubbing. It was really sensitive, but He has done this to me before, i wouldn’t say i’m getting used to it but it is getting easier, so i carried on, He asked me if i wanted to stop, but i knew i was going to orgasm again, so i said no. He made me play with it harder again, and He then told me to cum, i said give me a couple of seconds then i orgasmed. He then got me to take my deep breaths, and after a few of those, He asked me if i had calmed down and i replied that i had. So He told me it was 2.30 and to go to bed as i should be tired now. i said that i was, and thanked Him. He said we’d talk again soon. We/we both said bye and then Master went offline then i did.
In amongst all that, i’m not exactly sure where, He asked me to get some pics of younger girls for tomorrow (Thursday), He asked if i had a problem with that and i said the problem i’ve got is where to get them. He said they must look young and sassy. He never told me how many or when to mail them to Him by.
i then got cleaned up and went back to bed, i went straight to sleep, not sure if it was because of the amount i’d orgasmed or the fact that i had spoken to Him.
Thursday 5th June
i woke up at 7.43 this morning. Done the usual and went straight in to my office to check emails. then i started looking for the pics Master asked for. At 8.45 i text Lynne to see if she wanted to come to town with me. 9.27 checked emails again, i was still trying to find the pics, without any luck until 10.30 when i went to the bathroom and got myself bathed and wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. Then got dressed, today i wore a white 100% cotton bra, a pair of my new blue jeans that i bought from Asdas Monday night, a white Cherokee top, 100% cotton, size 18, it has a low neck line that comes just above the top of my bra, it has 5 buttons down the front, and a tie up belt at the back. No panties as i’m wearing jeans.
By 11.03 i was ready, so i went downstairs and put the telly on and watched that while i waited for Lynne and Mario to pick me up. They were going to pick up Maddie (my youngest grand daughter) from nursery and then come and get me. They turned up at 11.40, i got in the car and we went to town.
i went to the post office, the bank, had my hair cut in the barbers, had a look in a shoe shop, they had some nice heels in there, when i have the money i will get myself a pair because my heels are not high enough for Master.
They dropped me back home at 2.00. i didn’t have lunch in town today so when i got in i made myself a ham sandwich and a cup of tea and took them upstairs, to my office where i carried on looking for pics for Master.
i can’t find what Master wants, so it looks like i’m going to have to email and tell Him i failed this one. Suppose that means some sort of punishment for me. He’ll probably say that i didn’t try hard enough, but except for going to town i have been stuck in front of this PC, searching.
5.00 checked my emails again, nothing yet, i’ll have to email Master soon.
i emailed Master at 6.15, not sure what His reply will be, i’ll find out soon enough i suppose.
That finished at 8.58 so i checked my emails, i watched telly in my bedroom but at 9.40 i popped back to my PC to check my emails.
At 10.00 a film was just starting, Blade Trinity, so i decided to watch that, hoping Master was going to phone, because He normally does on Wednesday, at about 10.30, except for that message on msn He left me this morning i haven’t heard anything from Him today. During the film there was adverts and every time the adds came on, i came and checked my email, but still nothing. The film finished at 11.58, so i checked my emails once again, still nothing.
i knew He wouldn’t be phoning then, so i got ready for bed and just sat up watching telly, i was really upset because i thought He would have phoned.
At 12.38 i decided to settle down and get some sleep.
1.40, i was still just laying in bed, i couldn’t sleep, so i decided to get up and go on my PC, i was going to play cards or something, because that normally makes me tired and then i was going to give it another try.
Before i started a card game, i opened up msn and signed in, Master was online. He said hello, i said hello Master, and He then asked me what i was doing on at that time, so i explained that i couldn’t sleep, i didn’t tell Him the reason was, i was upset because i hadn’t heard from Him. He said “need use I think” i replied that i didn’t know what i needed. He then told me to phone Him, so i did.
He said that He was going to phone me earlier but didn’t want to wake me, which i thought was strange as He has woken me before. He asked me if i was dressed i said i just had a dressing gown on as i just got out of bed, so He told me to take that off, as i didn’t need it. when i had done that, He then said to sit down and part my legs, and start playing with myself. While i was playing with myself He asked me when i was going to get His list done, so i told Him that i’m at the shop Friday and Saturday this week and if i get paid on the day then i would go into town on Monday and get my nipples pierced. i said the ball gag would be in the next couple of weeks, and i said i was getting the butt plug tomorrow (Thursday) as i was going to town. i just had to find a bi female to be intimate with. He asked me what part was i looking forward to with a bi, i said licking each others pussies, then i realised what i had said, and said sorry and said cunt. Too late, He made me slap myself between the legs 3 times, then told me to get back to playing, and asked me the same question again this time i said licking each others cunt and He said “say it louder I can’t hear you” so i said it louder. Then He told me to put a finger in my cunt and finger myself, i was really moaning and He made me do it harder and harder, and told me that when He does it, He won’t be gentle He will do it really hard. He did make me slow down at one point because i wanted to orgasm. But once the feeling had gone, He made me do it harder again, and asked if i wanted to cum, i said i did so He told me to.
Once i had orgasmed He wanted me to get the web cam and show Him how wet i was, i told Him my fingers were soaked so He told me to rub them over my face, which i did. Then i got the web cam down and put it on my desk and Master started a video call, which i accepted. i showed Him how wet i was. He then told me to sit with my legs open and hold myself open, then He said to play with my bud, with the other hand, so i placed the phone between my ear and shoulder to hold it in place, then held myself open with my left hand and played with my bud with a finger on the right hand. He made me do it really hard, He always says harder, harder. so i did it hard and told Him i was going to cum, so He told me to rub even harder then to cum, which i did. when i finished i stopped and He raised His voice and said “did I tell you to stop bitch”, i said no and said sorry, then carried on rubbing. It was really sensitive, but He has done this to me before, i wouldn’t say i’m getting used to it but it is getting easier, so i carried on, He asked me if i wanted to stop, but i knew i was going to orgasm again, so i said no. He made me play with it harder again, and He then told me to cum, i said give me a couple of seconds then i orgasmed. He then got me to take my deep breaths, and after a few of those, He asked me if i had calmed down and i replied that i had. So He told me it was 2.30 and to go to bed as i should be tired now. i said that i was, and thanked Him. He said we’d talk again soon. We/we both said bye and then Master went offline then i did.
In amongst all that, i’m not exactly sure where, He asked me to get some pics of younger girls for tomorrow (Thursday), He asked if i had a problem with that and i said the problem i’ve got is where to get them. He said they must look young and sassy. He never told me how many or when to mail them to Him by.
i then got cleaned up and went back to bed, i went straight to sleep, not sure if it was because of the amount i’d orgasmed or the fact that i had spoken to Him.
Thursday 5th June
i woke up at 7.43 this morning. Done the usual and went straight in to my office to check emails. then i started looking for the pics Master asked for. At 8.45 i text Lynne to see if she wanted to come to town with me. 9.27 checked emails again, i was still trying to find the pics, without any luck until 10.30 when i went to the bathroom and got myself bathed and wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. Then got dressed, today i wore a white 100% cotton bra, a pair of my new blue jeans that i bought from Asdas Monday night, a white Cherokee top, 100% cotton, size 18, it has a low neck line that comes just above the top of my bra, it has 5 buttons down the front, and a tie up belt at the back. No panties as i’m wearing jeans.
By 11.03 i was ready, so i went downstairs and put the telly on and watched that while i waited for Lynne and Mario to pick me up. They were going to pick up Maddie (my youngest grand daughter) from nursery and then come and get me. They turned up at 11.40, i got in the car and we went to town.
i went to the post office, the bank, had my hair cut in the barbers, had a look in a shoe shop, they had some nice heels in there, when i have the money i will get myself a pair because my heels are not high enough for Master.
They dropped me back home at 2.00. i didn’t have lunch in town today so when i got in i made myself a ham sandwich and a cup of tea and took them upstairs, to my office where i carried on looking for pics for Master.
i can’t find what Master wants, so it looks like i’m going to have to email and tell Him i failed this one. Suppose that means some sort of punishment for me. He’ll probably say that i didn’t try hard enough, but except for going to town i have been stuck in front of this PC, searching.
5.00 checked my emails again, nothing yet, i’ll have to email Master soon.
i emailed Master at 6.15, not sure what His reply will be, i’ll find out soon enough i suppose.
Wednesday 4 June 2008
Last night i checked my emails at 7.48 and found i had received one from Master, saying that i had to buy the butt plug and ball gag and if i got my nipples done He would help or pay for them. i replied that i was going to pay for my butt plug and ball gag myself, and that i would find the money to get my nipples done so He doesn’t have to worry.
After that i was reading the web boards on IC and reading stories on GaggedUtopia. i checked emails at 8.30, 9.01 and again at 10.06.
10.31 i checked emails once more, didn’t have anything from Master, then i went and got ready and went to bed.
Wednesday 4th June
i woke up at 6.01, got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went for a wee. i then went in to the office to check my emails, went back in to my bedroom and put the telly on to watch the rest of news hour. 6.51 i went and checked my emails again then went in to the bathroom and had a wash and washed and combed my hair, and brushed my teeth.
i went back in to the bedroom and got dressed, the weather was supposed to be good today, so i wore my black George pinstriped skirt, that i bought from Asdas,a white bra with the top half the cup made of lace, and a thong that matches, a white top and no stockings or suspenders.
i then went downstairs and made myself a cup of tea, i got a bus to college today, so had to leave earlier. i drank my tea put on a flay pair of shoes and my denim jacket and left the house at
7.31.the bus stop is just round the back of my house, so i don’t have fair to go. the bus turned up at 7.42 and i arrived at college at 8.10. When i got in there Brian was already there and we got a tea and coffee and took it into room 25 where todays assessment (week 2) was being held and started getting the stuff together we needed. The student wandered in and we didn’t get started until 9.15.
We had a break at 10.30 and i made tea and coffee for myself and Brian, then back to the assessment, which finished at 12.15, by the time we had put the stuff away again it was 12.30 and we stopped for lunch.
i went to the canteen to get a sandwich, but there wasn’t much of a choice so i ended up buying a plain burger in a bun and a banana. Took that back to the kitchen and ate my lunch, went outside to sit in Brains car as we do, but his other half, Pam, had taken it and gone to Sainsburys, so i went back to the staffroom.
i hadn’t had chance to check emails yet today so i decided as i was in the staffroom i’d check them, so i opened up IE and believe it or not the college internet was down, so i sat and chatted to Deb, the tutor that knows about Master. She asked how i was getting on now, with Him, and i told her all was good.
Every now and then i tried the internet and at 1.43 it came back on so i checked my emails at last, as i hadn’t checked them since 6.51 this morning and didn’t know if i had received any from Master or not, but i hadn’t. Didn’t do a lot in college this afternoon, except running backwards and forwards sorting things out for assessments or chatting to other tutors. Checked emails again at 2.55, still nothing.
Went into Cisco (classroom) and sorted out some routing equipment we had been donated to us from abroad, had to strip bits out of them to find all the serial numbers this took quite a while.
Alan was picking me up so i left college at 4.55 and got dropped off at home at 5.11. Alans girlfriend came back from Spain so he is staying at hers tonight so i’m in an empty house, it’s so peaceful.
i took of my shoes and jacket, put them away then went straight upstairs to check my emails, this time i opened up msn to check, as it’s quicker, Master had left me a message saying that if i was around this morning to go online, so i emailed Him to apologise to Him and letting Him know that i was at college and will be for a few Wednesdays yet. After i sent that i went downstairs and done myself a bit of dinner, i just had ham with mash and a few peas as i didn’t want much.
After i had eaten my dinner i came back upstairs to, check my emails again, and then wrote this.
After that i was reading the web boards on IC and reading stories on GaggedUtopia. i checked emails at 8.30, 9.01 and again at 10.06.
10.31 i checked emails once more, didn’t have anything from Master, then i went and got ready and went to bed.
Wednesday 4th June
i woke up at 6.01, got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went for a wee. i then went in to the office to check my emails, went back in to my bedroom and put the telly on to watch the rest of news hour. 6.51 i went and checked my emails again then went in to the bathroom and had a wash and washed and combed my hair, and brushed my teeth.
i went back in to the bedroom and got dressed, the weather was supposed to be good today, so i wore my black George pinstriped skirt, that i bought from Asdas,a white bra with the top half the cup made of lace, and a thong that matches, a white top and no stockings or suspenders.
i then went downstairs and made myself a cup of tea, i got a bus to college today, so had to leave earlier. i drank my tea put on a flay pair of shoes and my denim jacket and left the house at
7.31.the bus stop is just round the back of my house, so i don’t have fair to go. the bus turned up at 7.42 and i arrived at college at 8.10. When i got in there Brian was already there and we got a tea and coffee and took it into room 25 where todays assessment (week 2) was being held and started getting the stuff together we needed. The student wandered in and we didn’t get started until 9.15.
We had a break at 10.30 and i made tea and coffee for myself and Brian, then back to the assessment, which finished at 12.15, by the time we had put the stuff away again it was 12.30 and we stopped for lunch.
i went to the canteen to get a sandwich, but there wasn’t much of a choice so i ended up buying a plain burger in a bun and a banana. Took that back to the kitchen and ate my lunch, went outside to sit in Brains car as we do, but his other half, Pam, had taken it and gone to Sainsburys, so i went back to the staffroom.
i hadn’t had chance to check emails yet today so i decided as i was in the staffroom i’d check them, so i opened up IE and believe it or not the college internet was down, so i sat and chatted to Deb, the tutor that knows about Master. She asked how i was getting on now, with Him, and i told her all was good.
Every now and then i tried the internet and at 1.43 it came back on so i checked my emails at last, as i hadn’t checked them since 6.51 this morning and didn’t know if i had received any from Master or not, but i hadn’t. Didn’t do a lot in college this afternoon, except running backwards and forwards sorting things out for assessments or chatting to other tutors. Checked emails again at 2.55, still nothing.
Went into Cisco (classroom) and sorted out some routing equipment we had been donated to us from abroad, had to strip bits out of them to find all the serial numbers this took quite a while.
Alan was picking me up so i left college at 4.55 and got dropped off at home at 5.11. Alans girlfriend came back from Spain so he is staying at hers tonight so i’m in an empty house, it’s so peaceful.
i took of my shoes and jacket, put them away then went straight upstairs to check my emails, this time i opened up msn to check, as it’s quicker, Master had left me a message saying that if i was around this morning to go online, so i emailed Him to apologise to Him and letting Him know that i was at college and will be for a few Wednesdays yet. After i sent that i went downstairs and done myself a bit of dinner, i just had ham with mash and a few peas as i didn’t want much.
After i had eaten my dinner i came back upstairs to, check my emails again, and then wrote this.
Tuesday 3 June 2008
After checking my emails yet again, i went downstairs to watch telly and relax in my reclining chair, as after a weekend of decorating i ached a bit. when i got down there Alan was just cooking me egg and a few chips , which i just about managed to eat. i then watched Crimewatch.
10.00 i came back up to my PC and checked my emails, nothing from Master as yet. i went on amazon to have a look at a couple of books i am interested in. at 10.46 i checked my emails again and this time i had received one from Master. It was my task, Master wants 7 photos of me and at least 3 of those must be with my hair brush in use in my cunt, making sure the photos are clear and they have to be sent to Him before 6.00pm Tuesday. i got ready and went to bed, so i decided to take the photos in the morning.
Tuesday 3rd June
i woke up at 6.53, got out of bed put on a dressing gown and went for a wee, then got myself ready to take the photos Master wants. i put on my black stockings and white suspender belt, and a Closer bra, from Peacocks, which is made of 80% polyamide, 10% polyester and 10% elastane. Size 38D, it is white with little yellow and pink flowers on. i pulled my tits out over the top of the cups for the photos. i took the 7 seven photos, 4 of which i had the hair brush in my
cunt.
i emailed them to Master at 7.30.
i then put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to make myself a cup of tea and a ham sandwich, after i had eaten the sandwich and drunk the tea, i had a tidy round, as i’m not doing too much today as i.ve got my hospital appointment again (week 2 of 9).
9.32 checked emails again, still nothing from Master.
10.09 i went down and made myself another cup of tea and brought it upstairs to my office. i checked my emails again and had one from Master thanking me for the photos, saying that at last some real great ones, and that i am now starting to head in the right direction. He went on to say that He will be wanting to collar me in the next two months. However i must complete His training and He listed all parts i have yet to do.
They were:
1) have both my nipples pierced.
2) send Him a letter through he post requesting collaring.
3 )have made intimate friends with a bi girl.
4) own a butt plug/ballgag.
After the list He asked me if i thought i would be up to the job and that He expected a full and detailed reply asap. i read all this and felt really happy, as i felt at last i was getting somewhere in my submission, and i felt that Master approved of me now as His sub. i sat and replied to Masters email, i wanted to put the right words and let Him know i had a couple of concerns, one of them being the price of the piercings.
Once i sent that, i went and had a bath wet and combed my hair, shaved any areas that needed doing and brushed my teeth, i then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, as i’m going to the hospital today i decided to wear jeans, now i had some that fit me. So i put the bra back on from earlier, as i had only put it on for the photos, no panties as i was wearing jeans and my white top with the four buttons on that i wore that night i was with Master on web cam and He told me to undo the buttons, it’s a 100% viscose, size 18, and i bought it from QS.
After that i decided to relax and watch some telly until it was time to go to the hospital, Alan was giving me a lift and we left at 2.10.
i got home just after 6.00, i put my Nike trainers and my denim jacket away in the hall cupboard and then done the usual and came straight up to check my emails. There was one waiting for me from Master, saying that if i couldn’t afford something on His list i should give up smoking and use that money to pay for it. i sent Him a reply saying that it would take a long time to afford it as i only spend £4 a week on smoking and i said i’d find a way to afford to have my nipples pierced.
Master probably won’t like my reply, i’ll have to see what His next email will say.
10.00 i came back up to my PC and checked my emails, nothing from Master as yet. i went on amazon to have a look at a couple of books i am interested in. at 10.46 i checked my emails again and this time i had received one from Master. It was my task, Master wants 7 photos of me and at least 3 of those must be with my hair brush in use in my cunt, making sure the photos are clear and they have to be sent to Him before 6.00pm Tuesday. i got ready and went to bed, so i decided to take the photos in the morning.
Tuesday 3rd June
i woke up at 6.53, got out of bed put on a dressing gown and went for a wee, then got myself ready to take the photos Master wants. i put on my black stockings and white suspender belt, and a Closer bra, from Peacocks, which is made of 80% polyamide, 10% polyester and 10% elastane. Size 38D, it is white with little yellow and pink flowers on. i pulled my tits out over the top of the cups for the photos. i took the 7 seven photos, 4 of which i had the hair brush in my
cunt.
i emailed them to Master at 7.30.
i then put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to make myself a cup of tea and a ham sandwich, after i had eaten the sandwich and drunk the tea, i had a tidy round, as i’m not doing too much today as i.ve got my hospital appointment again (week 2 of 9).
9.32 checked emails again, still nothing from Master.
10.09 i went down and made myself another cup of tea and brought it upstairs to my office. i checked my emails again and had one from Master thanking me for the photos, saying that at last some real great ones, and that i am now starting to head in the right direction. He went on to say that He will be wanting to collar me in the next two months. However i must complete His training and He listed all parts i have yet to do.
They were:
1) have both my nipples pierced.
2) send Him a letter through he post requesting collaring.
3 )have made intimate friends with a bi girl.
4) own a butt plug/ballgag.
After the list He asked me if i thought i would be up to the job and that He expected a full and detailed reply asap. i read all this and felt really happy, as i felt at last i was getting somewhere in my submission, and i felt that Master approved of me now as His sub. i sat and replied to Masters email, i wanted to put the right words and let Him know i had a couple of concerns, one of them being the price of the piercings.
Once i sent that, i went and had a bath wet and combed my hair, shaved any areas that needed doing and brushed my teeth, i then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, as i’m going to the hospital today i decided to wear jeans, now i had some that fit me. So i put the bra back on from earlier, as i had only put it on for the photos, no panties as i was wearing jeans and my white top with the four buttons on that i wore that night i was with Master on web cam and He told me to undo the buttons, it’s a 100% viscose, size 18, and i bought it from QS.
After that i decided to relax and watch some telly until it was time to go to the hospital, Alan was giving me a lift and we left at 2.10.
i got home just after 6.00, i put my Nike trainers and my denim jacket away in the hall cupboard and then done the usual and came straight up to check my emails. There was one waiting for me from Master, saying that if i couldn’t afford something on His list i should give up smoking and use that money to pay for it. i sent Him a reply saying that it would take a long time to afford it as i only spend £4 a week on smoking and i said i’d find a way to afford to have my nipples pierced.
Master probably won’t like my reply, i’ll have to see what His next email will say.
Monday 2 June 2008
i didn’t post last night so this one is going to cover Saturday night after i posted, then Sunday and today.
i didn’t post till late Saturday because of the decorating.
11.20 i checked my emails, i had one from Master, thanking me for my reply and He said He was looking forward to chatting with me on Sunday, but before that i ha to find Him 20 pics on the same theme as the one i had already sent Him with descriptions. 11.25 i went to bed.
Sunday 1st June
Woke up at 2.58, even with my bedroom windows wide open i was very hot and sat up in bed and had a drink of Bitter Lemon, that i keep next to the bed, then i went back to sleep. i woke up again at 7.37, i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went for a wee. Then into the office to start finding the pics that Master wants. I managed to find 20 but it wasn’t easy to find semi clothed pics, it would have been easier to find naked ones.
10.20 i have sent Master an email with the 20 pics and descriptions, then i got washed and dressed as David and Tina are coming up again today to get on with the painting. I wore white cotton bra and panties and blue jeans and a black vest t shirt, i wore the jeans and t shirt yesterday and didn’t want to get paint on anything else so wore the same today.
David and Tina turned up with my grandson(Sean) at about 12.00, Sean played PS2 while me and Tina got on with the painting, and David went up to Alans room to play on the PS3. I’m not sure what time it was but we stopped for tea and toast and then i checked my emails, had one from Master telling me to be online from 10.00 pm, wearing fishnet stockings, white thong and white half cup bra, and not wearing any rings or earrings etc, in other words no jewellery at all. I replied to Him that i don’t have any fishnet stockings but i will get some for next time.
7.57 we stopped painting cleared up and then David, Tina and Sean went home . there’s just a bit of touching up to do and they are going to pop up next Sunday to do that. After they had gone i had a tidy round and then went and got a bath to get all the splashed paint off of me. i then got ready for Master and just put a dressing gown on until it was time to go online.
i went online at 10.00 and Master was already on there, He asked me how i was and asked me how my day went, so i told Him, He asked me why i went for the pics of younger girls and i replied that younger girls get me aroused. He said there was nothing wrong with that. Then He asked me to send Him the GGG film that i had downloaded for Him so i started that off. He then started a video call off so He could see me on the web cam, and then said that He was going to toy with me. He asked me if i had been horny this week i said no just a little aroused at looking at the pics and He asked if i got damp or wet, i told Him just damp. Because my thong wasn’t small enough for Him He made me pull it in between my cunt lips. then told me to sit in my chair with my legs apart. He then wanted me to show Him how i grind on a dick, which i did after the second time of Him telling me to. Then He told me to do it again, then i had to show Him how i finger my slut hole, He told me to make myself wet and then said to do it harder. i then had to hold the cam in one hand and show Him my clit and rub it wih the other hand. Master then made my get my hair brush, and then told me to lower my thong so He could see my pubic hair, He said it was a mess and told me to brush it, which i did. he asked me if i was aroused i said i was, and He told me to put the handle of the brush into my hole, so i did. He asked how it felt i said it felt good so He told me to fuck myself with it. He then said to stop and take deep breaths, then said “i bet u r horny now”, i replied that i was, and He giggled. He told me i could then rub my clit until i orgasmed. Which i did and then thanked Him. He said that i could go soon, but to make sure i do my tasks on the day He has given them to me, i said that i normally do, and He told me i must check my emails a lot day and night which i do anyway, if you read these posts you can see that i check my emails more than i do anything else. Master said that the next time we chat it’ll be on the phone, i thanked Him and told Him i miss His voice, He said He knows but He has to use me in different ways. Master then told me to go to bed and We/we both said bye. \he told me to let the film finish sending i said i would, but a minute or two later He went offline so the films failed. i emailed Him to tell Him. i then got cleaned up and went to bed.
Monday 2nd June
My alarm went off at 7.00 and i got out of bed put on my dressing gown and went for a wee, then went to check my emails. Nothing from Master. i went back into the bathroom and got washed, wet and combed my hair and then brushed my teeth, then went in to the bedroom and got dressed, today i wore a white 100% cotton Closer bra, which i bought from Peacocks. as it was shop day i wore the usual black jeans and shop polo shirt. No panties.
Made tea at 7.43 for myself and Alan and took his up to him to wake him up, then i went in to the living room put the telly on and watched GMTV while i waited for Alan to get up and take me to the shop. Alan got up at 8.10, got himself sorted and then we laft the house at 8.25, the only problem was the car wouldn’t start, so i phoned my son-in-law (Mario) to come up and give us a hand. I text Rob, my boss, to say i was going to be late and he though that i was doing the shop this week and that Graham was but i told him that was going to be next week. So i phoned Graham to make sure and he said the same as me, i told him i had car trouble and he said that he was going up the shop to pick up a couple of bits for a job he was going to do today, so he’ll pick me up and take me to the shop. Mario came up and helped Alan sort the car out and i waited for Graham.
We got to the shop about 9.15. Sorted out any messages, then i opened up msn and signed in as away, which is what i do on Mondays as that it how i get hold of Rob, if i need him. Rob was teaching a different class today and couldn’t answer his phone at all so he diverted his mobile to the shop mobile, so i had the shop phone and the shop mobile to answer today. luckily i didn’t have many jobs to do today, a couple of jobs came in but i got them done and they went straight out again. So i had plenty of time to answer all the phone calls, as Rob always gets loads.
i had msn open all day and i saw that Master was on for quite a while this morning ,but i didn’t receive any emails from Him. i closed it down at about 5.28, when i was getting ready to leave the shop.
Alan turned up a bit late at 5.39, so i waited in the shop then we he pulled up in the car i set the alarm, got outside and then locked up. from there we went to Asdas to do a bit of shopping, i normally use Tescos but i wanted to get a couple of pairs of cheap jeans, because i haven’t got any that really fit me any more, and the Asdas ones are a better fit. Got home just before 7.15 and i put my trainers and jacket away and helped Alan put the shopping away, then came up to check my emails, still nothing, and wrote this.
It’s late again, as Master has told me to post it by 7.00. i don’t even know if He reads it or not because He never says anything about it.
i didn’t post till late Saturday because of the decorating.
11.20 i checked my emails, i had one from Master, thanking me for my reply and He said He was looking forward to chatting with me on Sunday, but before that i ha to find Him 20 pics on the same theme as the one i had already sent Him with descriptions. 11.25 i went to bed.
Sunday 1st June
Woke up at 2.58, even with my bedroom windows wide open i was very hot and sat up in bed and had a drink of Bitter Lemon, that i keep next to the bed, then i went back to sleep. i woke up again at 7.37, i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went for a wee. Then into the office to start finding the pics that Master wants. I managed to find 20 but it wasn’t easy to find semi clothed pics, it would have been easier to find naked ones.
10.20 i have sent Master an email with the 20 pics and descriptions, then i got washed and dressed as David and Tina are coming up again today to get on with the painting. I wore white cotton bra and panties and blue jeans and a black vest t shirt, i wore the jeans and t shirt yesterday and didn’t want to get paint on anything else so wore the same today.
David and Tina turned up with my grandson(Sean) at about 12.00, Sean played PS2 while me and Tina got on with the painting, and David went up to Alans room to play on the PS3. I’m not sure what time it was but we stopped for tea and toast and then i checked my emails, had one from Master telling me to be online from 10.00 pm, wearing fishnet stockings, white thong and white half cup bra, and not wearing any rings or earrings etc, in other words no jewellery at all. I replied to Him that i don’t have any fishnet stockings but i will get some for next time.
7.57 we stopped painting cleared up and then David, Tina and Sean went home . there’s just a bit of touching up to do and they are going to pop up next Sunday to do that. After they had gone i had a tidy round and then went and got a bath to get all the splashed paint off of me. i then got ready for Master and just put a dressing gown on until it was time to go online.
i went online at 10.00 and Master was already on there, He asked me how i was and asked me how my day went, so i told Him, He asked me why i went for the pics of younger girls and i replied that younger girls get me aroused. He said there was nothing wrong with that. Then He asked me to send Him the GGG film that i had downloaded for Him so i started that off. He then started a video call off so He could see me on the web cam, and then said that He was going to toy with me. He asked me if i had been horny this week i said no just a little aroused at looking at the pics and He asked if i got damp or wet, i told Him just damp. Because my thong wasn’t small enough for Him He made me pull it in between my cunt lips. then told me to sit in my chair with my legs apart. He then wanted me to show Him how i grind on a dick, which i did after the second time of Him telling me to. Then He told me to do it again, then i had to show Him how i finger my slut hole, He told me to make myself wet and then said to do it harder. i then had to hold the cam in one hand and show Him my clit and rub it wih the other hand. Master then made my get my hair brush, and then told me to lower my thong so He could see my pubic hair, He said it was a mess and told me to brush it, which i did. he asked me if i was aroused i said i was, and He told me to put the handle of the brush into my hole, so i did. He asked how it felt i said it felt good so He told me to fuck myself with it. He then said to stop and take deep breaths, then said “i bet u r horny now”, i replied that i was, and He giggled. He told me i could then rub my clit until i orgasmed. Which i did and then thanked Him. He said that i could go soon, but to make sure i do my tasks on the day He has given them to me, i said that i normally do, and He told me i must check my emails a lot day and night which i do anyway, if you read these posts you can see that i check my emails more than i do anything else. Master said that the next time we chat it’ll be on the phone, i thanked Him and told Him i miss His voice, He said He knows but He has to use me in different ways. Master then told me to go to bed and We/we both said bye. \he told me to let the film finish sending i said i would, but a minute or two later He went offline so the films failed. i emailed Him to tell Him. i then got cleaned up and went to bed.
Monday 2nd June
My alarm went off at 7.00 and i got out of bed put on my dressing gown and went for a wee, then went to check my emails. Nothing from Master. i went back into the bathroom and got washed, wet and combed my hair and then brushed my teeth, then went in to the bedroom and got dressed, today i wore a white 100% cotton Closer bra, which i bought from Peacocks. as it was shop day i wore the usual black jeans and shop polo shirt. No panties.
Made tea at 7.43 for myself and Alan and took his up to him to wake him up, then i went in to the living room put the telly on and watched GMTV while i waited for Alan to get up and take me to the shop. Alan got up at 8.10, got himself sorted and then we laft the house at 8.25, the only problem was the car wouldn’t start, so i phoned my son-in-law (Mario) to come up and give us a hand. I text Rob, my boss, to say i was going to be late and he though that i was doing the shop this week and that Graham was but i told him that was going to be next week. So i phoned Graham to make sure and he said the same as me, i told him i had car trouble and he said that he was going up the shop to pick up a couple of bits for a job he was going to do today, so he’ll pick me up and take me to the shop. Mario came up and helped Alan sort the car out and i waited for Graham.
We got to the shop about 9.15. Sorted out any messages, then i opened up msn and signed in as away, which is what i do on Mondays as that it how i get hold of Rob, if i need him. Rob was teaching a different class today and couldn’t answer his phone at all so he diverted his mobile to the shop mobile, so i had the shop phone and the shop mobile to answer today. luckily i didn’t have many jobs to do today, a couple of jobs came in but i got them done and they went straight out again. So i had plenty of time to answer all the phone calls, as Rob always gets loads.
i had msn open all day and i saw that Master was on for quite a while this morning ,but i didn’t receive any emails from Him. i closed it down at about 5.28, when i was getting ready to leave the shop.
Alan turned up a bit late at 5.39, so i waited in the shop then we he pulled up in the car i set the alarm, got outside and then locked up. from there we went to Asdas to do a bit of shopping, i normally use Tescos but i wanted to get a couple of pairs of cheap jeans, because i haven’t got any that really fit me any more, and the Asdas ones are a better fit. Got home just before 7.15 and i put my trainers and jacket away and helped Alan put the shopping away, then came up to check my emails, still nothing, and wrote this.
It’s late again, as Master has told me to post it by 7.00. i don’t even know if He reads it or not because He never says anything about it.
Saturday 31 May 2008
Between 7.00 and 8.00 last night i watched Top Gear on BBC3, then came up to my PC and checked my emails, i stayed on my PC for about an hour.
my ex text me at 9.05 to say he’d be about 20 minutes, so i just replied ok. He’s taking me somewhere so that i can take my photos, the ones Master wants. So i went in to my bedroom and removed my bra, the top i was wearing can easily pulled down to take the pics, then i went downstairs, got my coat, and went in to the toilet pulled my top down and put my coat on, i thought it’d be easier than just keep pulling my top down, then i put my shoes on, and waited in the living room for him to turn up.
9.45 a car pulled up outside and i looked out, it was my ex. i left the house and got in the car and we drove a little while to get to where it was more secluded, there were houses around but it was full of trees and an open field. we went through the trees and i took two in amongst the trees, then i went out the other side and took one at the edge of the field, i had to wait to take that one as a couple of people were walking passed, but i had my coat on, so they wouldn’t have known what i was doing there, i let them get right away from me and then took it.
Got back in to his car and then he took me home again. As soon as i got in i went straight upstairs and put the photos on my PC from my camera, then sent them, via email, to Master. i then got ready for bed and sat in bed reading, i turned the light out at 11.24 and went to sleep.
Saturday 31st May
Woke up at 7.47, got out of bed put on a dressing gown and went to the bathroom for a wee, then in to the office to check my emails. i also checked the film i was downloading for Master, it had finished at last.
I went back into my bedroom and started to tidy it up as i had stuff from my caravan in there that had to go up in to the loft, so i got it put in to areas, some for the loft, some for the airing cupboard (spare bedding) and i found a few clothes amongst the stuff that wouldn’t fit me any more so bagged that for the charity shop. Then i rearranged a few things so that i could use the freeview box i had brought back from the caravan. Once i had done that i went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea, took it back upstairs and sat on the bed to watch some telly and drink it.
At 11.03 i checked my emails again, this time i had one from Master, thanking me for the photos, and giving me another task for today. He wanted me to get a selfpic of either a teen or older woman, that would arouse me and send it to Him with an explanation as to why it aroused me. He also told me that He would be phoning me on Sunday for a long chat and that He was going out of His way not to use me sexually as when He does He wants my cunt to be on fire. As soon as i had read that i went online to find a picture.
David and Tina were coming round to day to help me with decorating the hall, stairs and landing.
They turned up at 12.40, later than they wanted to, but a few things happened at home that why they were late. When they turned up they had been to the chip shop and brought some chips for lunch, so i got the plated out for Tina and she put chips on each plate. I only ate a few, 1. because i’m not keen on chip shop chips and 2. because i don’t each much these days.
1.15 David and Tina were taking Alan to a tyre place so that he could get a couple of valves changed on his wheels, while they were gone i emailed Master with the picture He wanted, with the explanation.
When they got back, we got the paint out of the front shed and Tina started painting the landing ceiling and i started glossing the door frames and skirting boards. At 4.42 i had finished all the glossing up stairs and stopped for a cup of tea. me and Tina are doing the painting, so David is the tea boy for the day, until we get to a bit that neither of us can reach because we are both short.
While we were painting Mario turned up, so he could see what we were doing. At 5.08 Mario turned up again this time with Lynne and all the kids, i wasn’t very happy about that because that meant i couldn’t finish downstairs with the gloss in case it got over the kids. After about an hour of them being here they said they were just popping to Marios dads and left the kids here, so i ended up baby sitting for a while, they didn’t get back till just after 8. Tina had started painting the walls upstairs, but i still couldn’t finish the glossing downstairs. Lynne had brought back Macdonalds for the kids, so once they had eaten that they went home and then so did Tina and David and Tina said that they would be back tomorrow to help me finish off.
At 9.30 i watched the results of Britains Got Talent. Then came up to write this.
my ex text me at 9.05 to say he’d be about 20 minutes, so i just replied ok. He’s taking me somewhere so that i can take my photos, the ones Master wants. So i went in to my bedroom and removed my bra, the top i was wearing can easily pulled down to take the pics, then i went downstairs, got my coat, and went in to the toilet pulled my top down and put my coat on, i thought it’d be easier than just keep pulling my top down, then i put my shoes on, and waited in the living room for him to turn up.
9.45 a car pulled up outside and i looked out, it was my ex. i left the house and got in the car and we drove a little while to get to where it was more secluded, there were houses around but it was full of trees and an open field. we went through the trees and i took two in amongst the trees, then i went out the other side and took one at the edge of the field, i had to wait to take that one as a couple of people were walking passed, but i had my coat on, so they wouldn’t have known what i was doing there, i let them get right away from me and then took it.
Got back in to his car and then he took me home again. As soon as i got in i went straight upstairs and put the photos on my PC from my camera, then sent them, via email, to Master. i then got ready for bed and sat in bed reading, i turned the light out at 11.24 and went to sleep.
Saturday 31st May
Woke up at 7.47, got out of bed put on a dressing gown and went to the bathroom for a wee, then in to the office to check my emails. i also checked the film i was downloading for Master, it had finished at last.
I went back into my bedroom and started to tidy it up as i had stuff from my caravan in there that had to go up in to the loft, so i got it put in to areas, some for the loft, some for the airing cupboard (spare bedding) and i found a few clothes amongst the stuff that wouldn’t fit me any more so bagged that for the charity shop. Then i rearranged a few things so that i could use the freeview box i had brought back from the caravan. Once i had done that i went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea, took it back upstairs and sat on the bed to watch some telly and drink it.
At 11.03 i checked my emails again, this time i had one from Master, thanking me for the photos, and giving me another task for today. He wanted me to get a selfpic of either a teen or older woman, that would arouse me and send it to Him with an explanation as to why it aroused me. He also told me that He would be phoning me on Sunday for a long chat and that He was going out of His way not to use me sexually as when He does He wants my cunt to be on fire. As soon as i had read that i went online to find a picture.
David and Tina were coming round to day to help me with decorating the hall, stairs and landing.
They turned up at 12.40, later than they wanted to, but a few things happened at home that why they were late. When they turned up they had been to the chip shop and brought some chips for lunch, so i got the plated out for Tina and she put chips on each plate. I only ate a few, 1. because i’m not keen on chip shop chips and 2. because i don’t each much these days.
1.15 David and Tina were taking Alan to a tyre place so that he could get a couple of valves changed on his wheels, while they were gone i emailed Master with the picture He wanted, with the explanation.
When they got back, we got the paint out of the front shed and Tina started painting the landing ceiling and i started glossing the door frames and skirting boards. At 4.42 i had finished all the glossing up stairs and stopped for a cup of tea. me and Tina are doing the painting, so David is the tea boy for the day, until we get to a bit that neither of us can reach because we are both short.
While we were painting Mario turned up, so he could see what we were doing. At 5.08 Mario turned up again this time with Lynne and all the kids, i wasn’t very happy about that because that meant i couldn’t finish downstairs with the gloss in case it got over the kids. After about an hour of them being here they said they were just popping to Marios dads and left the kids here, so i ended up baby sitting for a while, they didn’t get back till just after 8. Tina had started painting the walls upstairs, but i still couldn’t finish the glossing downstairs. Lynne had brought back Macdonalds for the kids, so once they had eaten that they went home and then so did Tina and David and Tina said that they would be back tomorrow to help me finish off.
At 9.30 i watched the results of Britains Got Talent. Then came up to write this.
Friday 30 May 2008
Went on youtube to see what other tracks people had put with Lord of the Rings film clips. Nothing as good as If I Die Tomorrow.
8.30 put the tv on in my bedroom to watch Britains Got Talent, that finished just before 10.00, i then went back on my PC, as i was having a text conversation, during the program, with a friend of mine from Burnley, her name’s Deb. She suggested going on face book then we could chat on there instead of using up credit on our mobiles. So i went on facebook she added me as a friend and then we chatted. While i was chatting to her my son-in-law, Mario, text me to phone him, as i’ve got free minutes for my friend and family 10 numbers, so i phoned him and it turned out that he’d broken down and thought Alan might be at home to give him a tow, but i was on my own, so couldn’t help him, but he managed to get hold of someone. Then my daughter, Lynne, phoned me to let me know that a new series of Without a Trace was starting on More4 and that James Masters was in it and she knows that i like him, but as i was chatting to Deb i decided to watch it on More4+1 at 11.00. so i carried on chatting to Deb until just after 11.00 then i said bye and went downstairs to watch the program.
00.11 i came up to my office to check my emails then got ready and went to bed.
Friday 30th May.
6.47 i woke up, no alarm today as i didn’t have to get up early, i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went to the toilet for a wee. Then i went back to bed, put the telly on and started watching GMTV, i must have dozed of again, because the next time i looked at the clock it was 9.00, so i got up and went in to check my emails then went downstairs.
9.25 i went in to the kitchen and made myself a pate sandwich and a cup of tea. Then watched the Jeremy Kyle Show, after that i started on the housework.
I do the kitchen first, so i put one of my James Blunt CDs on in the stereo on top of the fridge and listened to a bit of that, while i tidied the kitchen, then made a start on the polishing in the living room.
At 11.30 i made tea for myself and Alan, as i heard him moving about upstairs so i knew he was awake, i put mine in the living room and took his up and while i was up there i checked my emails again, and listened to my favourite track, which is what i do at the moment every time i check emails.
i went back down to the living room and sat in my reclining chair while i drank my tea then took my empty cup in to the kitchen and got the hoover out of the hall cupboard and did the hoovering downstairs, as Alan does upstairs for me.
Once the housework was done i went to the bathroom and had a bath, combed my hair and brushed my teeth, using Colgate Total. Then i got dressed in the bedroom, today i wore 100% cotton white bra from Tescos and 100% cotton white panties from Peacocks, my black, above the knee skirt and a dark blue top which i bought a while ago on the Isle of Sheppey, it’s made of 86% viscose and 4% elastane, it has a low V neck front, the bottom of the V sits between my bust, underneath the V it has a silver diamond shape attached to it, and the bottom of the garment also comes down to V.
Before i went back downstairs i checked my emails again and i had one from facebook letting me know that Deb had added me as a friend and i had to click a link to confirm this, which i did.
When i got downstairs i had a text message on my mobile so i read it, it was from Mario, he had used the car this morning it seemed ok at first but had broken down again, i told him i didn’t have a rope to help tow him back, which is what my daughter-in-law, Tina, was going to do, as my ex had taken all that type of stuff when he left. I said i’d try and sort something out, but i didn’t need to as Tina had found a ratchet strap and was going to do it with that.
i then got my book and sat in my reclining chair and proceeded to read. By then it was 1.58. i popped up a couple of times to check emails and to see how that film was doing, i’m downloading for Master. then just went back to my book.
5.05 i went into the kitchen, Alan came down to make tea and i got the dinner cooked, not that it took long, as tonight we had egg, chips and beans. I sat back in my recliner to drink my tea after i’d eaten my dinner, watched a bit of telly, then came up here to write this.
Haven't heard from Master yet today.
8.30 put the tv on in my bedroom to watch Britains Got Talent, that finished just before 10.00, i then went back on my PC, as i was having a text conversation, during the program, with a friend of mine from Burnley, her name’s Deb. She suggested going on face book then we could chat on there instead of using up credit on our mobiles. So i went on facebook she added me as a friend and then we chatted. While i was chatting to her my son-in-law, Mario, text me to phone him, as i’ve got free minutes for my friend and family 10 numbers, so i phoned him and it turned out that he’d broken down and thought Alan might be at home to give him a tow, but i was on my own, so couldn’t help him, but he managed to get hold of someone. Then my daughter, Lynne, phoned me to let me know that a new series of Without a Trace was starting on More4 and that James Masters was in it and she knows that i like him, but as i was chatting to Deb i decided to watch it on More4+1 at 11.00. so i carried on chatting to Deb until just after 11.00 then i said bye and went downstairs to watch the program.
00.11 i came up to my office to check my emails then got ready and went to bed.
Friday 30th May.
6.47 i woke up, no alarm today as i didn’t have to get up early, i got out of bed, put on a dressing gown and went to the toilet for a wee. Then i went back to bed, put the telly on and started watching GMTV, i must have dozed of again, because the next time i looked at the clock it was 9.00, so i got up and went in to check my emails then went downstairs.
9.25 i went in to the kitchen and made myself a pate sandwich and a cup of tea. Then watched the Jeremy Kyle Show, after that i started on the housework.
I do the kitchen first, so i put one of my James Blunt CDs on in the stereo on top of the fridge and listened to a bit of that, while i tidied the kitchen, then made a start on the polishing in the living room.
At 11.30 i made tea for myself and Alan, as i heard him moving about upstairs so i knew he was awake, i put mine in the living room and took his up and while i was up there i checked my emails again, and listened to my favourite track, which is what i do at the moment every time i check emails.
i went back down to the living room and sat in my reclining chair while i drank my tea then took my empty cup in to the kitchen and got the hoover out of the hall cupboard and did the hoovering downstairs, as Alan does upstairs for me.
Once the housework was done i went to the bathroom and had a bath, combed my hair and brushed my teeth, using Colgate Total. Then i got dressed in the bedroom, today i wore 100% cotton white bra from Tescos and 100% cotton white panties from Peacocks, my black, above the knee skirt and a dark blue top which i bought a while ago on the Isle of Sheppey, it’s made of 86% viscose and 4% elastane, it has a low V neck front, the bottom of the V sits between my bust, underneath the V it has a silver diamond shape attached to it, and the bottom of the garment also comes down to V.
Before i went back downstairs i checked my emails again and i had one from facebook letting me know that Deb had added me as a friend and i had to click a link to confirm this, which i did.
When i got downstairs i had a text message on my mobile so i read it, it was from Mario, he had used the car this morning it seemed ok at first but had broken down again, i told him i didn’t have a rope to help tow him back, which is what my daughter-in-law, Tina, was going to do, as my ex had taken all that type of stuff when he left. I said i’d try and sort something out, but i didn’t need to as Tina had found a ratchet strap and was going to do it with that.
i then got my book and sat in my reclining chair and proceeded to read. By then it was 1.58. i popped up a couple of times to check emails and to see how that film was doing, i’m downloading for Master. then just went back to my book.
5.05 i went into the kitchen, Alan came down to make tea and i got the dinner cooked, not that it took long, as tonight we had egg, chips and beans. I sat back in my recliner to drink my tea after i’d eaten my dinner, watched a bit of telly, then came up here to write this.
Haven't heard from Master yet today.
Thursday 29 May 2008
i changed in to a t shirt last night, so that if it stopped raining, i was ready to go out to take the photos Master wants.
7.25 checked emails, there was one from Master asking where His photos were, so i replied with the same as i put in last nights blog.
i went downstairs to watch telly and eat my dinner. Alan cooked last night, the only thing i had to do was put the Yorkshire batter together as he’s not sure how much to make, we had mince and onions, Yorkshire and potatoes with gravy.
8.09 i came upstairs to check emails again, nothing from Master to my reply to the earlier one. then i started downloading again, that film Master wants is taking ages because there’s not may people to get it from and if Alan is downloading as well it slows mine right down. That’s why i normally do my downloading late at night.
i went back downstairs to watch Britains Got Talent, but popped up to check emails at 9.30. Still nothing. Went back and finished what i was watching, then came up to my PC again and listened to that track by Motley Crew i like so much, a couple of times and read some of the web blogs on Informed Consent. At 10.30 i went in my bedroom and got ready for bed, got in to bed and read some of my book, then went to sleep about 11.30.
Thursday 29th May.
my alarm went off at 6.30 this morning, got up earlier as i’m leaving the house earlier. Sat up in bed and watched the local news, then went to the toilet for a wee, and got myself bathed and wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then in the bedroom i went through the wardrobe to find something to wear, i wore the black skirt i wore yesterday again today, i put on a white Closest bra and thong set the i bought from Peacocks, with a lacy pattern on the bra cups and the front of the thong. A white top that has long sleeves, with a lacy type pattern half way up and at the bottom of the sleeve, it has the same pattern round the neck, just under the bust and down the V at the front which crosses over through the middle of the bust, it is 100% cotton and my son David bought it for me a couple of years ago for my birthday from Next. I didn’t put stocking and suspenders on again this morning.
One of the tutors from college (Dave) was picking me up today so i didn’t have to wake Alan up. he was supposed to turn up at 7.45 but turned up just after 8.00 because he couldn’t find my road and had to text me. Brian had text me to say that he was running late so would meet us at 8.15 instead of 8.00 as arranged at Macdonalds. This used to be a weekly thing when Andrew worked at our college but since he left we haven’t done it, so we decided to do it this week, not sure if it’s going to become a weekly thing again. me and Dave got there first and ordered breakfast, then Brian turned up and got his breakfast. When we had finished, we left and i got in Brians car because i can smoke in his car, Dave doesn’t smoke, we arrived at college at 8.45.
Went in to the staff room and sat next to Brian at his desk, while we went through the jobs that we needed to do today, and he checked his emails and replied to them. At 10.00 i made myself a cup of tea.
10.40 we went in to one of the classroom, it is the workshop class, room 25, we took last weeks assessments with us so that we could get them marked. i put the teachers PC on and put virgin classic on for background music while i started sorting out the assessments. Brian had to disappear to send a couple of faxes, so i got on with the marking.
Stopped for lunch at 12.15, i only had a packet of quavers as i’d had breakfast. Waited while Brian had his lunch and then at 12.33 we left college and walked over to Sainsburys, we walked because the sun was shining and it was really warm out. Brian only wanted to use the cash point, but when we got over there he decided that he wanted some shopping so we went in, and by the time we got back to the college car park it was 1.09. i had bought a frijj chocolate milkshake, and Brian had bought a smoothie so we sat in his car and drank those. Then we went back into college at 1.25.
Brian went in to the staffroom, i got his keys and let myself in to our workshop and then in to the back entrance of room 25, to carry on with the marking. 2.45 we finished the marking and i started to strip the PCs down that were used for last weeks assessments to get them ready for next weeks.
4.05 i went in to another classroom known as Cisco ( we have a Cisco academy at our college), because there is a class in there on Saturday and the routers needed to be wiped of any configs. So i did that and then at 4.25 i went back to the staffroom to get my jacket and left.
Alan picked me up and we got home4.43, i did the usual and put my shoes, flat again today, and jacket in the hall cupboard. then went upstairs to check my emails . i didn’t have any, so i started the film downloading again, it’s up to 60%, then went and laid on my bed to do my relaxation exercises the hospital had given me, it just controlling my breathing at the moment.
5.52 my ex turned up and i made him a coffee, just as i got into the living room the house phone went and it was a sms message, from Master telling me to phone him, i started to reply with a text message when the house phone went again and it was Master asking about the photos he wanted, i asked him if i could phone him back as i had company and He asked me how long i said about half an hour, Master said i have 20 minutes and no more. So i got my ex to leave and then phoned Master back. He was not pleased with me as He said that He asked for these photos on Monday, but i checked and it was Tuesday, but still too long, i told Him that i will have them done tomorrow night no matter what the weather, so i have got to get them emailed to Him by midnight tomorrow. Master also said that He would phone me when He had more time as He had a job to get to in 20 minutes, i thanked Him for phoning me and We/we said bye and hung up, then i came in to my PC and wrote this.
7.25 checked emails, there was one from Master asking where His photos were, so i replied with the same as i put in last nights blog.
i went downstairs to watch telly and eat my dinner. Alan cooked last night, the only thing i had to do was put the Yorkshire batter together as he’s not sure how much to make, we had mince and onions, Yorkshire and potatoes with gravy.
8.09 i came upstairs to check emails again, nothing from Master to my reply to the earlier one. then i started downloading again, that film Master wants is taking ages because there’s not may people to get it from and if Alan is downloading as well it slows mine right down. That’s why i normally do my downloading late at night.
i went back downstairs to watch Britains Got Talent, but popped up to check emails at 9.30. Still nothing. Went back and finished what i was watching, then came up to my PC again and listened to that track by Motley Crew i like so much, a couple of times and read some of the web blogs on Informed Consent. At 10.30 i went in my bedroom and got ready for bed, got in to bed and read some of my book, then went to sleep about 11.30.
Thursday 29th May.
my alarm went off at 6.30 this morning, got up earlier as i’m leaving the house earlier. Sat up in bed and watched the local news, then went to the toilet for a wee, and got myself bathed and wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then in the bedroom i went through the wardrobe to find something to wear, i wore the black skirt i wore yesterday again today, i put on a white Closest bra and thong set the i bought from Peacocks, with a lacy pattern on the bra cups and the front of the thong. A white top that has long sleeves, with a lacy type pattern half way up and at the bottom of the sleeve, it has the same pattern round the neck, just under the bust and down the V at the front which crosses over through the middle of the bust, it is 100% cotton and my son David bought it for me a couple of years ago for my birthday from Next. I didn’t put stocking and suspenders on again this morning.
One of the tutors from college (Dave) was picking me up today so i didn’t have to wake Alan up. he was supposed to turn up at 7.45 but turned up just after 8.00 because he couldn’t find my road and had to text me. Brian had text me to say that he was running late so would meet us at 8.15 instead of 8.00 as arranged at Macdonalds. This used to be a weekly thing when Andrew worked at our college but since he left we haven’t done it, so we decided to do it this week, not sure if it’s going to become a weekly thing again. me and Dave got there first and ordered breakfast, then Brian turned up and got his breakfast. When we had finished, we left and i got in Brians car because i can smoke in his car, Dave doesn’t smoke, we arrived at college at 8.45.
Went in to the staff room and sat next to Brian at his desk, while we went through the jobs that we needed to do today, and he checked his emails and replied to them. At 10.00 i made myself a cup of tea.
10.40 we went in to one of the classroom, it is the workshop class, room 25, we took last weeks assessments with us so that we could get them marked. i put the teachers PC on and put virgin classic on for background music while i started sorting out the assessments. Brian had to disappear to send a couple of faxes, so i got on with the marking.
Stopped for lunch at 12.15, i only had a packet of quavers as i’d had breakfast. Waited while Brian had his lunch and then at 12.33 we left college and walked over to Sainsburys, we walked because the sun was shining and it was really warm out. Brian only wanted to use the cash point, but when we got over there he decided that he wanted some shopping so we went in, and by the time we got back to the college car park it was 1.09. i had bought a frijj chocolate milkshake, and Brian had bought a smoothie so we sat in his car and drank those. Then we went back into college at 1.25.
Brian went in to the staffroom, i got his keys and let myself in to our workshop and then in to the back entrance of room 25, to carry on with the marking. 2.45 we finished the marking and i started to strip the PCs down that were used for last weeks assessments to get them ready for next weeks.
4.05 i went in to another classroom known as Cisco ( we have a Cisco academy at our college), because there is a class in there on Saturday and the routers needed to be wiped of any configs. So i did that and then at 4.25 i went back to the staffroom to get my jacket and left.
Alan picked me up and we got home4.43, i did the usual and put my shoes, flat again today, and jacket in the hall cupboard. then went upstairs to check my emails . i didn’t have any, so i started the film downloading again, it’s up to 60%, then went and laid on my bed to do my relaxation exercises the hospital had given me, it just controlling my breathing at the moment.
5.52 my ex turned up and i made him a coffee, just as i got into the living room the house phone went and it was a sms message, from Master telling me to phone him, i started to reply with a text message when the house phone went again and it was Master asking about the photos he wanted, i asked him if i could phone him back as i had company and He asked me how long i said about half an hour, Master said i have 20 minutes and no more. So i got my ex to leave and then phoned Master back. He was not pleased with me as He said that He asked for these photos on Monday, but i checked and it was Tuesday, but still too long, i told Him that i will have them done tomorrow night no matter what the weather, so i have got to get them emailed to Him by midnight tomorrow. Master also said that He would phone me when He had more time as He had a job to get to in 20 minutes, i thanked Him for phoning me and We/we said bye and hung up, then i came in to my PC and wrote this.
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