Wednesday 6th August
i know i said that there would be a posting the night after i last posted because i was having contact with Master, but i didn’t have that contact so i didn’t post.
However i have had contact with Master now, so i will update this blog.
Sunday 27th July
i went on msn at 10.30 pm, ready for Master as He wanted me to, however i was so tired with all the travelling that i was falling asleep at the keyboard and as Master hadn’t come on by 11.45 pm, i just couldn’t stay awake any longer and left Him a message telling Him that i was going to bed.
Master wasn’t very happy about that, but i did explain to Him that even if i had stayed signed in to msn, i wouldn’t have known if He came on or not, because i would have been asleep, at the keyboard.
Wednesday 30th July
For my punishment for not being online, i had to take at least two photos outside, showing my tits and my cunt. Which i did.
i also had to send the guy who sent Master a video of himself wanking and spunking over pics of me, an email asking him if he would be interested in phone sex with me. i did this.
He also made me write an apology to Him in 1000 words, i couldn’t even get that right, because it was less than 1000 words, but He never said anything about it being short.
i also sent Him an email asking why He never phones me anymore, as for the past two or three months i have phoned Him, i thought He was getting fed up with me or something stupid like that. Like i have said before i think i must be paranoid.
We/we normally chat on a Wednesday, but i hadn’t heard anything from Him so i assumed that there would be no chat. However at 12.20 am, my phone rang, it woke me up, it was Master. He wasn’t happy about the email i sent Him.
He made me go on msn and put the web cam on whilst we were talking on the phone. He made me masturbate myself, and even piss my panties, which i can do now. He made me rub pussy rub into my cunt and over my nipples, by the time we were finished, which was i think 1.50 am, i was in a right mess.
During doing all this Master told me i was to have a one night stand on Saturday as i hadn’t finished His list so i could go up to Leeds to spend the night with Him. i agreed and said i think i knew someone that would be willing to shag me.
Master then gave me another choice of going to Leeds just for the day and to meet Him. So i said i would go to Leeds, as i wanted to meet Him. Once We/we had said bye i cleaned up in my office, then went to the bathroom and had a bath. Then went back to bed, to sleep, as i had to get up in the morning to go to college.
Friday 1st August
i emailed Master to say that i would be coming to Leeds on Saturday and going to Burnley from there to stay for a couple of days. Later i thought it would be better to go that night (Friday) as otherwise i would have to drag my case around Leeds with me. So i emailed Master and said that i was going to Burnley that night and go to Leeds from there, the next day.
Saturday 2nd August
i got the train from Burnley to Leeds, it took just over an hour, so not long. Then when i got off the train i got a bus from the train station to the bus station where i had to meet Master. i got there at about 2.07 and waited for Him. i wasn’t there long when Master turned up. He asked me if He looked the same as His photos, i said He did, but actually i think He looked better in real life than His photos.
Master asked me if i wanted to go for a drink i said yes, We/we walked through town and Master asked me if Starbucks was OK, i said i didn’t mind, so He asked me again and i replied that i have never been in to a Starbucks, as there isn’t one where i live. So We/we went to Starbucks, Master had a latte and i had a tea. We went upstairs and sat down and He talked and i listened, just answering Him when i needed to.
He wasn’t happy that i came up to Burnley on the Friday night and told me i had to go home on Sunday, instead of staying till Wednesday, which is what i was going to do. He also told me that i was to bring up to date any outstanding tasks.
After that He walked me back to the train station and gave me some money to get a drink.
i went back to Burnley, i was glad i had travelled all that way to meet Master. When i got back to Burnley i checked the times for getting back home. The coach left Burnley at 10.15 pm and got to Milton Keynes at 4.05 am, but there were no buses at that time of the morning to get me home. So i emailed Master and explained this, He replied that i could go home on Monday morning as He didn’t want me being alone without a bus to get me home. He also said that i had five days to get my tasks up to date.
Wednesday 6th August
Master emailed me this morning asking me when the tasks where going to be brought up to date, i replied that i am going to do them today. He also gave me another task. That was to go outside and walk around and take five photos of females near where i live.
i did try to do this, it is really quiet where i live, so i went for quite a walk to find somebody to take photos of, but it poured with rain, there was nobody about and i got home looking like a drowned rat. So this is something else Master is not going to be happy about.
As usual i mess up once again with my tasks. No matter how hard i try.
Wednesday 6 August 2008
Sunday 27 July 2008
Sunday 27th July
Got back from Burnley today, so this is my update.
Got the coach from Luton on Saturday 19th July, at 1.00 pm. Arrived in Burnley at 8.45 pm. i stayed at my exes brothers (Steve) house, as we still class each other as family.
Didn’t do a lot that night, as i was tired after all the travelling.
i had told Master that i had decided to tell Steve, Liz (Steves other half)and Deb about my lifestyle. i told Steve and Liz Sunday afternoon, i was worried how Steve would take it as he is very protective of me. He was a bit shocked but was OK with it as long as i was careful.
We discussed it a lot that afternoon, they just asked me what sort of things i got up to with Master, i didn’t go into exact details but gave them the general idea of it all.
They decided that Sunday night was going to be a girlie night, so Liz, me and our friend Deb got some drink in and sent Steve and Tim (Debs other half) out. Once Deb had arrived and the men had gone out, and Lizs daughter had gone up to her room, i told Deb all about my lifestyle, now Deb is a joker and both me and Liz expected her to burst out laughing as soon as i told her, but to our surprise, she was very interested in what i had to say and she asked questions, so that she could understand it more. So for a while it was a serious evening.
Then once i had said all i could, we started drinking and having a laugh and most of it at my expense. Deb was being herself, and i didn’t mind in the least because i was glad that they all had excepted me for who i am. This mocking of me continued all week, everything that possibly could be said, was, and i thoroughly enjoyed it, because it meant they were at ease with me.
Sunday night i went on msn just to check to see if i had any emails from Master. i was expecting any, because He knew i was away and had told me He would not be sending me any emails, but i had replied to Him that i would check anyway just in case. As i signed in to msn i had a request to get a shared file from Master, so i excepted that, and left myself signed in, Master was also signed in and also had to stay signed in for me to retrieve the file.
At 11.25 i walked over to the PC to see how the file was doing and Master had called me, so i replied and waited to see if He got back to me, which He did. He asked if i could talk and i said yes. A couple of minutes later He came on and started chatting to me. He asked how i was doing, i replied that i was fine, and told Him i was having a girlie night in. I told Him that Liz, me and Deb were drinking and listening to music. He asked how it went with me telling them about my lifestyle, and i said that it went fine and that i needn’t have worried about Steve, as he was ok about it, but just told me to be careful. Master replied that Steve was right, and then went on to say “you know that I would not hurt you”, to which i replied “i know that Master” . After this quick, but well received chat from Master i asked if i could go back to the girls, and get on with my drink. Master said yes go, so i said bye and thank You, and went to join the others.
The week consisted of girlie shopping for me and Deb, and quite a lot of drinking in the evenings for Steve, Liz and me, i think i have drunk more this week than i have for about a year in Luton.
On Wednesday i signed in to msn again and Master was on there, and He asked if i could talk, i said i could for a couple of minutes, as there was Liz , Steve, Deb and myself in the room. The PC is at one end of the room and the settee and chairs are at the other, so they were sitting at the other end, i had tea round at Debs house earlier that evening and then we had been to the cinema, to watch Hancock, and then we went back to Steves for a drink. Master told me to make it 20 minutes, so i said i could talk for 20 minutes.
Master said He had not emailed me as He was giving me a rest, for which i thanked Him. He asked me when i was going to be home, i replied on Sunday at about 4 pm. He asked me had my clit ring made any difference, i said that it hadn’t, He said that was strange and i said that i thought it would have. He then reminded me that i was due in Leeds next Saturday and that He had booked me a room for the night, i said “yes Master”, and asked Him to email me the details. He said He would nearer the time. Master then asked me if i had any arousal this week, i replied that i hadn’t and He asked me when was the last time and i told Him it was when i was fingering myself.
He then sent me an email and told me to reply to it while We/we were chatting. When i received it, it had a vid attached to it, but i didn’t open it because the monitor could be seen by the others, so i asked Him what it was so that i could reply to it, in 100 words, because that was what Master told me to do. He explained that it was a vid of a man wanking/spunking over pics of me. So i replied to that and then chatted to Master for a little bit longer. He wanted me to phone Him at 1.30 am for His pleasure, but i said that i couldn’t as i shared the bedroom and the way things were going everybody would still be drinking so i had no privacy. He said that was fine and then told me i could go, that was 12.13 am, a bit longer than 20 minutes, but i’m glad We/we chatted.
On Friday evening, i had quite a few drinks and decided to email Master, in the past when i’ve had a lot to drink i’ve text people, and would have text Master, but i got myself under control and emailed Him instead, because He doesn’t like me texting Him. i just thanked Him for the chats this week and told Him that i missed His voice and wished i could have phoned Him the other night.
When i got back today i checked my email and had one from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that i would hear His voice sometime today. He gave me four tasks to do. They were, to update this blog, to watch the vid, He had forwarded to me the other night, to take four photos of my cunt, some open wide, some natural, and also take four photos of my tits, some semi erect and some erect.
i did the other three and replied to Him, and now i’m doing this task.
That’s it for now.
There will be one tomorrow night, as i am having contact with Master, so i will have something to write about.
Got back from Burnley today, so this is my update.
Got the coach from Luton on Saturday 19th July, at 1.00 pm. Arrived in Burnley at 8.45 pm. i stayed at my exes brothers (Steve) house, as we still class each other as family.
Didn’t do a lot that night, as i was tired after all the travelling.
i had told Master that i had decided to tell Steve, Liz (Steves other half)and Deb about my lifestyle. i told Steve and Liz Sunday afternoon, i was worried how Steve would take it as he is very protective of me. He was a bit shocked but was OK with it as long as i was careful.
We discussed it a lot that afternoon, they just asked me what sort of things i got up to with Master, i didn’t go into exact details but gave them the general idea of it all.
They decided that Sunday night was going to be a girlie night, so Liz, me and our friend Deb got some drink in and sent Steve and Tim (Debs other half) out. Once Deb had arrived and the men had gone out, and Lizs daughter had gone up to her room, i told Deb all about my lifestyle, now Deb is a joker and both me and Liz expected her to burst out laughing as soon as i told her, but to our surprise, she was very interested in what i had to say and she asked questions, so that she could understand it more. So for a while it was a serious evening.
Then once i had said all i could, we started drinking and having a laugh and most of it at my expense. Deb was being herself, and i didn’t mind in the least because i was glad that they all had excepted me for who i am. This mocking of me continued all week, everything that possibly could be said, was, and i thoroughly enjoyed it, because it meant they were at ease with me.
Sunday night i went on msn just to check to see if i had any emails from Master. i was expecting any, because He knew i was away and had told me He would not be sending me any emails, but i had replied to Him that i would check anyway just in case. As i signed in to msn i had a request to get a shared file from Master, so i excepted that, and left myself signed in, Master was also signed in and also had to stay signed in for me to retrieve the file.
At 11.25 i walked over to the PC to see how the file was doing and Master had called me, so i replied and waited to see if He got back to me, which He did. He asked if i could talk and i said yes. A couple of minutes later He came on and started chatting to me. He asked how i was doing, i replied that i was fine, and told Him i was having a girlie night in. I told Him that Liz, me and Deb were drinking and listening to music. He asked how it went with me telling them about my lifestyle, and i said that it went fine and that i needn’t have worried about Steve, as he was ok about it, but just told me to be careful. Master replied that Steve was right, and then went on to say “you know that I would not hurt you”, to which i replied “i know that Master” . After this quick, but well received chat from Master i asked if i could go back to the girls, and get on with my drink. Master said yes go, so i said bye and thank You, and went to join the others.
The week consisted of girlie shopping for me and Deb, and quite a lot of drinking in the evenings for Steve, Liz and me, i think i have drunk more this week than i have for about a year in Luton.
On Wednesday i signed in to msn again and Master was on there, and He asked if i could talk, i said i could for a couple of minutes, as there was Liz , Steve, Deb and myself in the room. The PC is at one end of the room and the settee and chairs are at the other, so they were sitting at the other end, i had tea round at Debs house earlier that evening and then we had been to the cinema, to watch Hancock, and then we went back to Steves for a drink. Master told me to make it 20 minutes, so i said i could talk for 20 minutes.
Master said He had not emailed me as He was giving me a rest, for which i thanked Him. He asked me when i was going to be home, i replied on Sunday at about 4 pm. He asked me had my clit ring made any difference, i said that it hadn’t, He said that was strange and i said that i thought it would have. He then reminded me that i was due in Leeds next Saturday and that He had booked me a room for the night, i said “yes Master”, and asked Him to email me the details. He said He would nearer the time. Master then asked me if i had any arousal this week, i replied that i hadn’t and He asked me when was the last time and i told Him it was when i was fingering myself.
He then sent me an email and told me to reply to it while We/we were chatting. When i received it, it had a vid attached to it, but i didn’t open it because the monitor could be seen by the others, so i asked Him what it was so that i could reply to it, in 100 words, because that was what Master told me to do. He explained that it was a vid of a man wanking/spunking over pics of me. So i replied to that and then chatted to Master for a little bit longer. He wanted me to phone Him at 1.30 am for His pleasure, but i said that i couldn’t as i shared the bedroom and the way things were going everybody would still be drinking so i had no privacy. He said that was fine and then told me i could go, that was 12.13 am, a bit longer than 20 minutes, but i’m glad We/we chatted.
On Friday evening, i had quite a few drinks and decided to email Master, in the past when i’ve had a lot to drink i’ve text people, and would have text Master, but i got myself under control and emailed Him instead, because He doesn’t like me texting Him. i just thanked Him for the chats this week and told Him that i missed His voice and wished i could have phoned Him the other night.
When i got back today i checked my email and had one from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that i would hear His voice sometime today. He gave me four tasks to do. They were, to update this blog, to watch the vid, He had forwarded to me the other night, to take four photos of my cunt, some open wide, some natural, and also take four photos of my tits, some semi erect and some erect.
i did the other three and replied to Him, and now i’m doing this task.
That’s it for now.
There will be one tomorrow night, as i am having contact with Master, so i will have something to write about.
Tuesday 15 July 2008
Tuesday 15th July
This is another one of those catch up blogs. As i haven’t posted since June 19th, and Master has told me to update this.
i haven’t bothered posting because except when i have contact with Master, my everyday life is just the same, week in week out. It just consists of the shop or college or town or home.
Saying that, though, i have had another piercing done, that Master told me to have done.
On Wednesday 9th July i had my clit hood pierced, i went down town, on my own, and went to the tattoo place and had it done. Master wanted me to go in to the Anne Summers shop and buy some pussy rub, and rub some on to my twat, before getting it done, as He wanted me wet when i had it done. They didn’t have any as they were waiting for a delivery, so i just went and had it done. When Master phoned me He asked if i was wet when i had it done and i replied that i wasn’t, which annoyed Him because He specifically said i had to be wet, but because i didn’t get the rub i forgot to play with myself being getting it done. He wasn’t very impressed with me for that. When i got back home i took some photos of it and emailed Master and attached the photos. He was pleased with that. At least i did something right.
We/we had a couple of weeks without much contact, because one minute, my PC was playing up then Master had phone problems, so it all went a bit quiet for a time.
Master and i are back on track now and have been in contact, via phone or msn, once or twice a week, He also sends me emails with my tasks, at other times.
i’m glad His phone line was sorted, because i had internet problems for nearly two weeks and without His phone line we wouldn’t have had any contact at all, He never uses His mobile, not even to text me.
Since i have had my hood pierced Master has made me finger myself, every morning when i wake up and every evening when i go to bed, because i can’t touch my clit to masturbate. This morning, however, Master says that i can stop fingering myself now.
In a previous post i said that Master wanted me to pee myself, but i couldn’t do it.
On Monday 23rd June Master told me to phone Him, because my msn was playing up, which i did and that evening He wanted me to wet my panties, but i still couldn’t do it, i cried because i felt so useless at not being able to a simple thing for Master. He told me not to cry and not to worry about it as it didn’t matter, but i said that it must matter otherwise He wouldn’t want me to do it.
Well on Saturday 5th July i went in to the bathroom with my panties on , i had drunk a few glasses of water and managed to wet my panties over the toilet, my mental block was wetting my panties, so now i have managed to do that, i just hoped that i could do it when Master wanted me to.
Sunday 6th July i phoned Master, i didn’t have any internet connection, so i sat on the bed talking to Him. i had already folded a towel and placed it under my bottom, just in case Master asked me to wet my panties, and sure enough He did and i did it, i was so happy that i had done it for Master that i cried. He said that i was a good girl, i can’t explain how happy i felt to have pleased Him.
Now this is up to date, i will be keeping it that way, unless Master says otherwise, i will just post at times when Master and me have had contact.
Maybe a bit quiet next week, as i’m going away to Burnley for a week. Master did say He wanted me to go up to see Him on 2nd August, so we’ll see what happens.
This is another one of those catch up blogs. As i haven’t posted since June 19th, and Master has told me to update this.
i haven’t bothered posting because except when i have contact with Master, my everyday life is just the same, week in week out. It just consists of the shop or college or town or home.
Saying that, though, i have had another piercing done, that Master told me to have done.
On Wednesday 9th July i had my clit hood pierced, i went down town, on my own, and went to the tattoo place and had it done. Master wanted me to go in to the Anne Summers shop and buy some pussy rub, and rub some on to my twat, before getting it done, as He wanted me wet when i had it done. They didn’t have any as they were waiting for a delivery, so i just went and had it done. When Master phoned me He asked if i was wet when i had it done and i replied that i wasn’t, which annoyed Him because He specifically said i had to be wet, but because i didn’t get the rub i forgot to play with myself being getting it done. He wasn’t very impressed with me for that. When i got back home i took some photos of it and emailed Master and attached the photos. He was pleased with that. At least i did something right.
We/we had a couple of weeks without much contact, because one minute, my PC was playing up then Master had phone problems, so it all went a bit quiet for a time.
Master and i are back on track now and have been in contact, via phone or msn, once or twice a week, He also sends me emails with my tasks, at other times.
i’m glad His phone line was sorted, because i had internet problems for nearly two weeks and without His phone line we wouldn’t have had any contact at all, He never uses His mobile, not even to text me.
Since i have had my hood pierced Master has made me finger myself, every morning when i wake up and every evening when i go to bed, because i can’t touch my clit to masturbate. This morning, however, Master says that i can stop fingering myself now.
In a previous post i said that Master wanted me to pee myself, but i couldn’t do it.
On Monday 23rd June Master told me to phone Him, because my msn was playing up, which i did and that evening He wanted me to wet my panties, but i still couldn’t do it, i cried because i felt so useless at not being able to a simple thing for Master. He told me not to cry and not to worry about it as it didn’t matter, but i said that it must matter otherwise He wouldn’t want me to do it.
Well on Saturday 5th July i went in to the bathroom with my panties on , i had drunk a few glasses of water and managed to wet my panties over the toilet, my mental block was wetting my panties, so now i have managed to do that, i just hoped that i could do it when Master wanted me to.
Sunday 6th July i phoned Master, i didn’t have any internet connection, so i sat on the bed talking to Him. i had already folded a towel and placed it under my bottom, just in case Master asked me to wet my panties, and sure enough He did and i did it, i was so happy that i had done it for Master that i cried. He said that i was a good girl, i can’t explain how happy i felt to have pleased Him.
Now this is up to date, i will be keeping it that way, unless Master says otherwise, i will just post at times when Master and me have had contact.
Maybe a bit quiet next week, as i’m going away to Burnley for a week. Master did say He wanted me to go up to see Him on 2nd August, so we’ll see what happens.
Thursday 19 June 2008
After posting last night, i decided to stay on the PC and play solitaire and listen to some music.
9.00 i went and got ready for Master, i even put make up on.
9.43 i signed in to msn, and my exes brother Steve was on so i had a chat to him, but told him i would be disappearing, so he said ok, and he signed out while i waited for Master, but as i sat there playing solitaire and waiting, i felt really sick, and the longer i sat the worse i felt. At 10.22 i quickly signed out of msn, Master hadn’t come on yet, and ran to the bathroom to be sick. i then went back to my PC, emailed Master to explain how i was feeling, shut down my PC, and then hurried back in to the bathroom. i eventually stopped being sick at about 2.00, so i went to bed and got some sleep.
Thursday 19th June
i woke up at 6.17, sat up in bed and put the tv on, i got out of bed and put my dressing gown on, went to the bathroom for a wee, then into the office started up my PC and checked my emails, to do this i opened msn and signed in, i had a message on msn ,it was left at 10.29, from Master, telling me to ring His mobile when i signed in last night, obviously He hadn’t received my email then. i signed out of msn and went back to sit on my bed and watch telly.
At 7.00 i went in to the bathroom, got washed, washed and combed my hair, shaved the usual bits and brushed my teeth and used my mouthwash, after being sick last night. i got dressed in the bedroom, as i was feeling ok, i really needed to go in to college, so i put on a white cotton bra, a white thong, my black pin striped skirt and a white shirt, no stockings and i wore heels today, and my denim jacket.
Alan stayed at Jordies last night, so he picked me up at 8.30 to take me to college, i got there at 8.50. i went in to the staff room put my jacket on the back of my chair and put my bag under Brians desk, and sat and waited for him, as he was in the college somewhere. When he turned up we went in to the kitchen and i made myself a cup of tea, then went back in to the staff room to get the assignments together, because i had to get them marked. i started to mark them and checked my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was really disappointed that i didn’t wait for Him, and saying that i should have stayed signed in to msn. He went on to say that He’s not best pleased with me when i don’t do as He says, and that His phone line is back on, so i was to phone Him as soon as i read the email. He would be home till 10.50 am.
i replied that i was really sorry for last night, and let Him know that i had to go to college today as i was needed, to get the assessments marked, and asked Him to forgive me for not being able to phone Him this morning.
After replying i got back on with the marking, we stopped for lunch at 12.10, and i had a cornedbeef sandwich, but couldn’t eat it all. After that we went and sat in Brians car, out in the car park and i did one of my Sudoku puzzles. Went back in to the staffroom at 1.13 and carried on with marking. At 2.00 i went in to room 25 and sat with a couple of students, for nearly two hours, who needed to use the workshop for an assignment, and are not allowed in there on their own. i checked my emails at 2.24 and again at 3.14.
Once they had finished, i locked up the workshop and our room, and went back to the staffroom, finished off the last bit of marking and checked emails again.
i left college at 4.50, Alan picked me up and came straight home, got here at 5.05, hung my jacket up and put my shoes away, then came up to my PC to check emails, logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old, saying she liked my pics, so i messaged her back to see if she wants to meet up, now it’s wait and see time again.
Stayed at PC and read the web boards on IC, then wrote this.
9.00 i went and got ready for Master, i even put make up on.
9.43 i signed in to msn, and my exes brother Steve was on so i had a chat to him, but told him i would be disappearing, so he said ok, and he signed out while i waited for Master, but as i sat there playing solitaire and waiting, i felt really sick, and the longer i sat the worse i felt. At 10.22 i quickly signed out of msn, Master hadn’t come on yet, and ran to the bathroom to be sick. i then went back to my PC, emailed Master to explain how i was feeling, shut down my PC, and then hurried back in to the bathroom. i eventually stopped being sick at about 2.00, so i went to bed and got some sleep.
Thursday 19th June
i woke up at 6.17, sat up in bed and put the tv on, i got out of bed and put my dressing gown on, went to the bathroom for a wee, then into the office started up my PC and checked my emails, to do this i opened msn and signed in, i had a message on msn ,it was left at 10.29, from Master, telling me to ring His mobile when i signed in last night, obviously He hadn’t received my email then. i signed out of msn and went back to sit on my bed and watch telly.
At 7.00 i went in to the bathroom, got washed, washed and combed my hair, shaved the usual bits and brushed my teeth and used my mouthwash, after being sick last night. i got dressed in the bedroom, as i was feeling ok, i really needed to go in to college, so i put on a white cotton bra, a white thong, my black pin striped skirt and a white shirt, no stockings and i wore heels today, and my denim jacket.
Alan stayed at Jordies last night, so he picked me up at 8.30 to take me to college, i got there at 8.50. i went in to the staff room put my jacket on the back of my chair and put my bag under Brians desk, and sat and waited for him, as he was in the college somewhere. When he turned up we went in to the kitchen and i made myself a cup of tea, then went back in to the staff room to get the assignments together, because i had to get them marked. i started to mark them and checked my emails, i had one from Master, saying that He was really disappointed that i didn’t wait for Him, and saying that i should have stayed signed in to msn. He went on to say that He’s not best pleased with me when i don’t do as He says, and that His phone line is back on, so i was to phone Him as soon as i read the email. He would be home till 10.50 am.
i replied that i was really sorry for last night, and let Him know that i had to go to college today as i was needed, to get the assessments marked, and asked Him to forgive me for not being able to phone Him this morning.
After replying i got back on with the marking, we stopped for lunch at 12.10, and i had a cornedbeef sandwich, but couldn’t eat it all. After that we went and sat in Brians car, out in the car park and i did one of my Sudoku puzzles. Went back in to the staffroom at 1.13 and carried on with marking. At 2.00 i went in to room 25 and sat with a couple of students, for nearly two hours, who needed to use the workshop for an assignment, and are not allowed in there on their own. i checked my emails at 2.24 and again at 3.14.
Once they had finished, i locked up the workshop and our room, and went back to the staffroom, finished off the last bit of marking and checked emails again.
i left college at 4.50, Alan picked me up and came straight home, got here at 5.05, hung my jacket up and put my shoes away, then came up to my PC to check emails, logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old, saying she liked my pics, so i messaged her back to see if she wants to meet up, now it’s wait and see time again.
Stayed at PC and read the web boards on IC, then wrote this.
Wednesday 18 June 2008
This is going to be another catch up post, as, i have had PC problems again and other things going on.
The last time i posted was on Saturday 14th June. So here goes.
After posting last time, i went and made a cheese sandwich, because i wasn’t really hungry and didn’t want any dinner, and a cup of tea. Brought them up to my office, to continue on my PC. i was already signed in to msn, so i logged on to the dating site as well, then listened to one of my Manowar cds and ate my sandwich.
7.47 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site, and went downstairs to watch telly. I checked my emails again at 8.31, then, at 9.38 i came back up to my PC and logged onto the dating site again, and played one of my many solitaire games. 10.03 i signed in to msn, not a lot happening on there. At 10.13 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site. i did my usual and played the track i like by Motley Crue “If I Die Tomorrow”, i like it that much that i decided to put it on my phone as my ring tone. I carried on playing solitaire until 11.32, i had checked my mail a couple of times, then decided to go to bed. I got ready for bed, went in the bedroom and put the TV on, i started watching part one of a three part thing called Triangle. At 12.30 i could hear this loud whirring noise, so i got out of bed put my dressing gown and traced the noise to my office and to my PC, i pulled my PC forward off its shelf and the noise stopped that’s because the power supply had stopped working. The whirring noise was the fan in the PSU, just before it packed up. So i just went back to bed as there was nothing i could do at that point. Triangle finished at 1.10, then i went to sleep.
Sunday 15th June
i woke up at 8.42, got out of bed, put on my dressing gown and went in to my office to check out my PC, i tried turning it on, it started up but the whirring noise was back so i quickly checked my emails and then shut the PC down again, i wasn’t going to chance it over heating and burning out and taking my motherboard or processor with it. I had a new power supply in the loft, so i knew David and Tina were coming round today, so i’d get David to go in the loft and find it for me, then, i’d change it. I had a wash and washed and combed my hair then brushed my teeth and then went and got dressed, i thought as i’m going to be on the floor sorting out my PC i’d put jeans on, don’t have desk space to work on my PC in my office. So i put on my 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and one of my white vest t shirts. Then went down to watch telly as i couldn’t use my computer.
David and Tina turned up at 10.53. Tina came round with her mums carpet cleaner to get the paint of my hall carpet, that she splashed on. i made tea for us, then went in to the living room and talked to David while Tina go on with the carpet cleaning. Oncce Tina had finished, David went up in to the loft and looked for my PSU, but he went through all my computer spares and couldn’t find the PSU. i know i had one so it’s been moved and we couldn’t think where it could be. That meant that i couldn’t get one until i went to the shop on Monday, and it also meant that i couldn’t check my emails, if Master sends me one i have to reply within a couple of hours and i wouldn’t know if He’d sent me one or not. i wasn’t very happy about this but there wasn’t anything i could do.
David and Tina left at 12.35, i went back to watching telly. At 2.57 i text David and asked him if i could pop round to his to check my emails and he replied that i could. I turned the telly off, put some music on and done some of my Sudoku puzzles.
6.43 i went round to Davids house, and went on his PC to check my emails, there wasn’t any from Master, then just as i was about to sign out one came through, from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that He was starting to feel a little better. As He was feeling better He wanted to use me that night (Sunday), He wanted me to put on my black fish net stockings, heels, thong and lots of make up. He told me that His phone line was still not working so i should get a mic with sound that works, and to look for Him online at about 10ish. i had to reply that i couldn’t go online and explained what was wrong with my PC, i also said that i was really sorry and that i had missed Him. i waited a while but didn’t get a reply, so i signed out and came back home. At last i had heard from Him, that put my mind at ease. But i was annoyed with myself, and upset that i couldn’t do anything for Him.
At 9.00 i watched a film on Film4 called Phone Booth, that finished at 10.30, i then went and got ready and went to bed, a bit happier that i had heard from Master.
Monday 16th June
6.22 i woke up, got out of bed, put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to the kitchen to put the kettle on, i went for a wee, then made tea for myself, Alan and Jordie, as she stayed at my house last night and has to go to work from mine, so she has to leave earlier. i took their tes up to them and woke them up, and tried to find out if Alan was giving me a lift to the shop, because if he wasn’t i was going to have to phone and book a taxi. I got in to the bathroom first and got myself bathed, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. then went downstairs and put the telly on to watch GMTV. Jordie came down to make her lunch, for work and i asked her to find out, when she went back upstairs, about my lift, she came back down and told me she couldn’t wake Alan up, so i just phoned and booked a taxi.
my taxi came at 8.15, on time for a change, traffic was a nightmare but i got to the shop at 8.44, went to the new agents to get myself a drink, then went and opened up the shop.
At 8.56 i signed in to msn, as i normally do on a Monday, and had received two emails from Master. One saying
“I have posted a few photos of you, my slut on *wife lovers* so email Me and say thank you.”
With a PS at the end, saying to expect much more of this slut. So i replied to that one and thanked Him. The other one said
“thank you for letting Me know that you would not be around for use last night. So here we are a new week and now new things for you to do.
1) work out how to record with the web cam.
2) take 8 photos of your self semi dressed and nude and send them to Me no later than 9 pm Monday night.
3) put that GGG film on your sky drive.
4) bring Me upto date with that bi girl you know.
This week you will be used much more. I expect FULL compliance slut. I also want to know how My list is coming a long.”
After i had read these i checked messages on the PC monitor from the lads to see what jobs they had left me, then Craig came in to the shop and then Rob came in, because he was taking Craig to a job at a school that needed doing normally Craig drives himself but his car has gone down.
Craig told me what jobs were left from Saturday and then they both left. Jobwise all there was, was a couple of data transfer jobs and a couple of laptops that couldn’t get on the internet, and a fresh install of Windows XP. Got on with them, had a few customers in and the phones were busy as usual.
Left the shop at 5.40, Alan came to pick me up, but we didn’t go straight home, we went to Tescos so that i could get some shopping. Got home at 6.40, put the shopping away then went straight up to my office so that i could get the new power supply put in my PC. while i did that Alan made some burgers in buns for dinner as i didn’t want anything else and that was all he wanted.
7.29 have sorted out PC and eaten, Alan has gone out to Jordies for the night. I’m worn out.
i took the photos Master asked for, and then emailed them to Him, then started to upload the film Master wanted to my skydrive. i then went for a bath, put my dressing gown on and went and sat on my bed and watched telly, popping in to my PC every half an hour to check the uploading.
At 10.55 all three parts of the film had uploaded, i checked my emails, had one from Master, saying “try sending the fucking photos bitch” i emailed Him earlier but had forgotten to attach the photos, so i emailed Him again and apologised and this time i did attach the photos.
11.03 i went and got ready for bed, put the telly on and watched a film then went to sleep.
Tuesday 17th June
Woke up at 6.18, got out of bed and put my dressing gown on nad went to the bathroom for a wee. Then i went into my office to check my emails on my PC, there wasn’t any from Master, so i went back into the bedroom and switched the telly on and started watching the news hour, then GMTV. i stayed there watching telly, but checked my email at 7.44, 9.07 and then again at 10.00.
The last time i checked it, i had one from Master, saying that the photos were ok and that a few of them had given Him a bit of a hard on. He went on to say that BT told Him that His phone line should be back on, on Thursday. He also wanted me to masturbate in front of my web cam and record the act. i should be only wearing stockings and heels, and the action must be close up, and then after i had done that i’ve got to upload it to my skydrive for His and others use. He also went on to say that as my time for collaring gets closer i will do sexual acts for others at His desire, He asked me if i understood that, also that by the time We/we meet i will have had a period of hard use without orgasm.
i was half way through replying to Masters email when my internet went down, it keeps doing this, but normally comes back on it’s own. So i waited, by 12.27 it had not come back on, so i phoned Virgin up and they told me they weren’t doing any work in my area, for a change, and told me to try a logical reboot. Which i did, first power down the modem, then my router, then my PC, then restart the modem, wait for that to settle, then start up my router, and once that had settled turn my PC on, this worked, i’m glad to say.
So once my internet was up and running again, i replied to this, saying i would gladly do the vid for Him, and that i wasn’t sure that i did understand what He meant by doing sexual acts for others. I also let Him know that i would be going away to Burnley for a week at the end of July, i kept meaning to mention it when We/we talk on the phone but it always went out of my head.
After sending my reply i went down to the kitchen to make sandwiches for this afternoon, as the group from the hospital were coming round at about 2.00. They turned up just after 2.00 and the last one left at 5.40, so i then went on the PC to check my emails, no reply from Master.
i went on the dating site for a while and then played solitaire, while Alan and Jordie were sorting there dinner out, i didn’t want any. Then once they had settled down in front of the telly downstairs, i made the vid Master wanted of me masturbating. Then once i had split it into chunks so that i could upload it to my skydrive i did just that. While it was uploading i watched telly in my bedroom, so that i could just keep coming in to my office and start the next chunk.
Half of it was done by 12.58, i then got ready for bed and before i went to sleep, i text my son David to wish him a happy birthday, so that he had it for when he gets up in the morning.
Wednesday 18th June
Woke up at 7.22, got up put a dressing gown on and went to check emails, then continued to upload the other half of my vid for Master. Then went back in to my bedroom, put the telly on and started watching that while evry now and again popped into the office to sort out the uploads.
Once that had all uploaded, i went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then back into the bedroom and got dressed. I put on a white cotton bra, white lace effect panties, my just over the knee length black skirt and a blue low cut top. Then went downstairs and tidied round and watched telly.
My ex turned up at 12.40 with his laptop, i said i’d sort it for him, as when David sold it to him he never wiped it so had all his stuff on it, i said i’d wipe it and reinstall windows for him. he stayed for a coffee and we had a chat, he left at 1.16.
i came up to my PC and checked my emails, then logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was on msn and would send me some pics of herself, so i signed in to msn and had a chat to her, i received the pics and thought she looked lovely. I had to go and help my son with a PC problem and said that i would catch her again shortly, but when i got back she had gone. She wanted pics of me, so i sorted out a couple and emailed them to her. She said she was willing to meet up.
Just have to wait and see what happens next, as the female that was supposed to come round at lunchtime today never showed up, i tried phoning her a couple of times but there wasn’t any answer or answering machine, and she hasn’t been on the dating site since last Thursday.
i logged off the dating site but stayed signed in to msn as away and went to the bedroom and watched a bit of telly. At 6.45 i checked emails and had one from Master, asking how did i find my first masturbation vid, and He wants me to list ways i think it could of been a lot better. He went on to tell me to tell that bitch, ( He means the one that i should have met up with today) to text Him and let Him know how she feels sexual about me, and He wants that done tonight, so i’m going to have to let Him know when i reply that she never showed. He also wants me online tonight dressed provocatively for His enjoyment from 10 pm, and if i’m not around He will punish me hard.
So i will now reply to Master after i have posted this...that’s it, up to date once more.
The last time i posted was on Saturday 14th June. So here goes.
After posting last time, i went and made a cheese sandwich, because i wasn’t really hungry and didn’t want any dinner, and a cup of tea. Brought them up to my office, to continue on my PC. i was already signed in to msn, so i logged on to the dating site as well, then listened to one of my Manowar cds and ate my sandwich.
7.47 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site, and went downstairs to watch telly. I checked my emails again at 8.31, then, at 9.38 i came back up to my PC and logged onto the dating site again, and played one of my many solitaire games. 10.03 i signed in to msn, not a lot happening on there. At 10.13 i signed out of msn and logged off the dating site. i did my usual and played the track i like by Motley Crue “If I Die Tomorrow”, i like it that much that i decided to put it on my phone as my ring tone. I carried on playing solitaire until 11.32, i had checked my mail a couple of times, then decided to go to bed. I got ready for bed, went in the bedroom and put the TV on, i started watching part one of a three part thing called Triangle. At 12.30 i could hear this loud whirring noise, so i got out of bed put my dressing gown and traced the noise to my office and to my PC, i pulled my PC forward off its shelf and the noise stopped that’s because the power supply had stopped working. The whirring noise was the fan in the PSU, just before it packed up. So i just went back to bed as there was nothing i could do at that point. Triangle finished at 1.10, then i went to sleep.
Sunday 15th June
i woke up at 8.42, got out of bed, put on my dressing gown and went in to my office to check out my PC, i tried turning it on, it started up but the whirring noise was back so i quickly checked my emails and then shut the PC down again, i wasn’t going to chance it over heating and burning out and taking my motherboard or processor with it. I had a new power supply in the loft, so i knew David and Tina were coming round today, so i’d get David to go in the loft and find it for me, then, i’d change it. I had a wash and washed and combed my hair then brushed my teeth and then went and got dressed, i thought as i’m going to be on the floor sorting out my PC i’d put jeans on, don’t have desk space to work on my PC in my office. So i put on my 100% cotton bra, blue jeans and one of my white vest t shirts. Then went down to watch telly as i couldn’t use my computer.
David and Tina turned up at 10.53. Tina came round with her mums carpet cleaner to get the paint of my hall carpet, that she splashed on. i made tea for us, then went in to the living room and talked to David while Tina go on with the carpet cleaning. Oncce Tina had finished, David went up in to the loft and looked for my PSU, but he went through all my computer spares and couldn’t find the PSU. i know i had one so it’s been moved and we couldn’t think where it could be. That meant that i couldn’t get one until i went to the shop on Monday, and it also meant that i couldn’t check my emails, if Master sends me one i have to reply within a couple of hours and i wouldn’t know if He’d sent me one or not. i wasn’t very happy about this but there wasn’t anything i could do.
David and Tina left at 12.35, i went back to watching telly. At 2.57 i text David and asked him if i could pop round to his to check my emails and he replied that i could. I turned the telly off, put some music on and done some of my Sudoku puzzles.
6.43 i went round to Davids house, and went on his PC to check my emails, there wasn’t any from Master, then just as i was about to sign out one came through, from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that He was starting to feel a little better. As He was feeling better He wanted to use me that night (Sunday), He wanted me to put on my black fish net stockings, heels, thong and lots of make up. He told me that His phone line was still not working so i should get a mic with sound that works, and to look for Him online at about 10ish. i had to reply that i couldn’t go online and explained what was wrong with my PC, i also said that i was really sorry and that i had missed Him. i waited a while but didn’t get a reply, so i signed out and came back home. At last i had heard from Him, that put my mind at ease. But i was annoyed with myself, and upset that i couldn’t do anything for Him.
At 9.00 i watched a film on Film4 called Phone Booth, that finished at 10.30, i then went and got ready and went to bed, a bit happier that i had heard from Master.
Monday 16th June
6.22 i woke up, got out of bed, put my dressing gown on and went downstairs to the kitchen to put the kettle on, i went for a wee, then made tea for myself, Alan and Jordie, as she stayed at my house last night and has to go to work from mine, so she has to leave earlier. i took their tes up to them and woke them up, and tried to find out if Alan was giving me a lift to the shop, because if he wasn’t i was going to have to phone and book a taxi. I got in to the bathroom first and got myself bathed, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. then went downstairs and put the telly on to watch GMTV. Jordie came down to make her lunch, for work and i asked her to find out, when she went back upstairs, about my lift, she came back down and told me she couldn’t wake Alan up, so i just phoned and booked a taxi.
my taxi came at 8.15, on time for a change, traffic was a nightmare but i got to the shop at 8.44, went to the new agents to get myself a drink, then went and opened up the shop.
At 8.56 i signed in to msn, as i normally do on a Monday, and had received two emails from Master. One saying
“I have posted a few photos of you, my slut on *wife lovers* so email Me and say thank you.”
With a PS at the end, saying to expect much more of this slut. So i replied to that one and thanked Him. The other one said
“thank you for letting Me know that you would not be around for use last night. So here we are a new week and now new things for you to do.
1) work out how to record with the web cam.
2) take 8 photos of your self semi dressed and nude and send them to Me no later than 9 pm Monday night.
3) put that GGG film on your sky drive.
4) bring Me upto date with that bi girl you know.
This week you will be used much more. I expect FULL compliance slut. I also want to know how My list is coming a long.”
After i had read these i checked messages on the PC monitor from the lads to see what jobs they had left me, then Craig came in to the shop and then Rob came in, because he was taking Craig to a job at a school that needed doing normally Craig drives himself but his car has gone down.
Craig told me what jobs were left from Saturday and then they both left. Jobwise all there was, was a couple of data transfer jobs and a couple of laptops that couldn’t get on the internet, and a fresh install of Windows XP. Got on with them, had a few customers in and the phones were busy as usual.
Left the shop at 5.40, Alan came to pick me up, but we didn’t go straight home, we went to Tescos so that i could get some shopping. Got home at 6.40, put the shopping away then went straight up to my office so that i could get the new power supply put in my PC. while i did that Alan made some burgers in buns for dinner as i didn’t want anything else and that was all he wanted.
7.29 have sorted out PC and eaten, Alan has gone out to Jordies for the night. I’m worn out.
i took the photos Master asked for, and then emailed them to Him, then started to upload the film Master wanted to my skydrive. i then went for a bath, put my dressing gown on and went and sat on my bed and watched telly, popping in to my PC every half an hour to check the uploading.
At 10.55 all three parts of the film had uploaded, i checked my emails, had one from Master, saying “try sending the fucking photos bitch” i emailed Him earlier but had forgotten to attach the photos, so i emailed Him again and apologised and this time i did attach the photos.
11.03 i went and got ready for bed, put the telly on and watched a film then went to sleep.
Tuesday 17th June
Woke up at 6.18, got out of bed and put my dressing gown on nad went to the bathroom for a wee. Then i went into my office to check my emails on my PC, there wasn’t any from Master, so i went back into the bedroom and switched the telly on and started watching the news hour, then GMTV. i stayed there watching telly, but checked my email at 7.44, 9.07 and then again at 10.00.
The last time i checked it, i had one from Master, saying that the photos were ok and that a few of them had given Him a bit of a hard on. He went on to say that BT told Him that His phone line should be back on, on Thursday. He also wanted me to masturbate in front of my web cam and record the act. i should be only wearing stockings and heels, and the action must be close up, and then after i had done that i’ve got to upload it to my skydrive for His and others use. He also went on to say that as my time for collaring gets closer i will do sexual acts for others at His desire, He asked me if i understood that, also that by the time We/we meet i will have had a period of hard use without orgasm.
i was half way through replying to Masters email when my internet went down, it keeps doing this, but normally comes back on it’s own. So i waited, by 12.27 it had not come back on, so i phoned Virgin up and they told me they weren’t doing any work in my area, for a change, and told me to try a logical reboot. Which i did, first power down the modem, then my router, then my PC, then restart the modem, wait for that to settle, then start up my router, and once that had settled turn my PC on, this worked, i’m glad to say.
So once my internet was up and running again, i replied to this, saying i would gladly do the vid for Him, and that i wasn’t sure that i did understand what He meant by doing sexual acts for others. I also let Him know that i would be going away to Burnley for a week at the end of July, i kept meaning to mention it when We/we talk on the phone but it always went out of my head.
After sending my reply i went down to the kitchen to make sandwiches for this afternoon, as the group from the hospital were coming round at about 2.00. They turned up just after 2.00 and the last one left at 5.40, so i then went on the PC to check my emails, no reply from Master.
i went on the dating site for a while and then played solitaire, while Alan and Jordie were sorting there dinner out, i didn’t want any. Then once they had settled down in front of the telly downstairs, i made the vid Master wanted of me masturbating. Then once i had split it into chunks so that i could upload it to my skydrive i did just that. While it was uploading i watched telly in my bedroom, so that i could just keep coming in to my office and start the next chunk.
Half of it was done by 12.58, i then got ready for bed and before i went to sleep, i text my son David to wish him a happy birthday, so that he had it for when he gets up in the morning.
Wednesday 18th June
Woke up at 7.22, got up put a dressing gown on and went to check emails, then continued to upload the other half of my vid for Master. Then went back in to my bedroom, put the telly on and started watching that while evry now and again popped into the office to sort out the uploads.
Once that had all uploaded, i went and got a bath, wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth, then back into the bedroom and got dressed. I put on a white cotton bra, white lace effect panties, my just over the knee length black skirt and a blue low cut top. Then went downstairs and tidied round and watched telly.
My ex turned up at 12.40 with his laptop, i said i’d sort it for him, as when David sold it to him he never wiped it so had all his stuff on it, i said i’d wipe it and reinstall windows for him. he stayed for a coffee and we had a chat, he left at 1.16.
i came up to my PC and checked my emails, then logged on to the dating site and had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was on msn and would send me some pics of herself, so i signed in to msn and had a chat to her, i received the pics and thought she looked lovely. I had to go and help my son with a PC problem and said that i would catch her again shortly, but when i got back she had gone. She wanted pics of me, so i sorted out a couple and emailed them to her. She said she was willing to meet up.
Just have to wait and see what happens next, as the female that was supposed to come round at lunchtime today never showed up, i tried phoning her a couple of times but there wasn’t any answer or answering machine, and she hasn’t been on the dating site since last Thursday.
i logged off the dating site but stayed signed in to msn as away and went to the bedroom and watched a bit of telly. At 6.45 i checked emails and had one from Master, asking how did i find my first masturbation vid, and He wants me to list ways i think it could of been a lot better. He went on to tell me to tell that bitch, ( He means the one that i should have met up with today) to text Him and let Him know how she feels sexual about me, and He wants that done tonight, so i’m going to have to let Him know when i reply that she never showed. He also wants me online tonight dressed provocatively for His enjoyment from 10 pm, and if i’m not around He will punish me hard.
So i will now reply to Master after i have posted this...that’s it, up to date once more.
Saturday 14 June 2008
i went downstairs and put the telly on and started watching that, i checked my email at 7.16 and again at 8.03. then went back down and continued to watch telly.
At 9.23 i went back in to my office and check emails again, then, stayed on the PC. i was trying to find all the pages i had in my favourites so that i could put them back in. When i sorted out my computer i forgot to copy over my favourites, so, i haven’t got them anymore. Checked emails again at 10.07, still nothing from Master, i’m really missing Him.
10.17, went on the dating site. i had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was very, very, very interested in me, so i messaged her back and asked her to email me a picture as i still haven’t seen what she looks like. i’ll see what happens next.
10.40, i checked my emails for the last time, as i decided i was going to go to bed, so i got ready and went to bed, i fell asleep straight away.
12.13 i woke up had a drink of bitter lemon, and went and checked my emails once more. Nothing , from Master still. i signed into msn, there wasn’t anybody on there either so, i signed out again and went back to bed.
Saturday 14th June
6.40 this morning i woke up, put a dressing gown on and went straight in to my office to check my mail, not that i thought there would be any, but i checked anyway. i then went on the dating site for a while, then logged out from there and went to sit on my bed, switched the tv on and watched the kids programs. i went down to the kitchen a couple of times to make myself a cups of tea
i checked for emails at 8.19, 9.20, and 10.02, still nothing. i emailed Master enquiring about His health. Then got washed, washed and combed my hair, then brushed my teeth. i then got dressed, today i’m wearing a pair of my blue George jeans that i bought from Asdas, size 12, a pink vest type t shirt with a lowish neck line and a butterfly motif at the bottom of the neck line, a white 100% cotton bra and no panties as i’m wearing jeans.
i then went downstairs and put one of my Queens Ryche cds on and turned the volume up, as i’m in the house on my own, because Alan and Jordie have gone car hunting, Jordie needs another car, hers has had it. When that had finished i listened to 2 James Blunt cds. Then Alan and Jordie came back with her new car, i went out and had a look, it’s a 52 plate Vauxhall Corsa in really good condition. Sat talking to them for a while, then they went out again. Each time a cd had finished i checked my emails.
i came up to my PC and read all the emails that i have received from Master, as i have saved them all, and all Our/our msn conversations. i know it’s only been 3 days, but i do miss hearing from Him. i think i’m paranoid because i keep thinking bad things are going to happen between me and Master. Things like He might be bored with me, because i don’t think i’m not very good at being a sub. Told you i was paranoid, i just want to hear from Him and put my mind at rest. i hope He is ok.
After reading my old emails, i put on one of my Muse cds , still in my office, and started playing one of my many solitaire games.
At 6.30 i signed in to msn, there’s nobody on there, but i stayed on any way.
It’s 6.42 and i’m writing this, another short one, because if i don't hear from Master i don't have a lot to say.
At 9.23 i went back in to my office and check emails again, then, stayed on the PC. i was trying to find all the pages i had in my favourites so that i could put them back in. When i sorted out my computer i forgot to copy over my favourites, so, i haven’t got them anymore. Checked emails again at 10.07, still nothing from Master, i’m really missing Him.
10.17, went on the dating site. i had a message from the 20 year old bi, saying that she was very, very, very interested in me, so i messaged her back and asked her to email me a picture as i still haven’t seen what she looks like. i’ll see what happens next.
10.40, i checked my emails for the last time, as i decided i was going to go to bed, so i got ready and went to bed, i fell asleep straight away.
12.13 i woke up had a drink of bitter lemon, and went and checked my emails once more. Nothing , from Master still. i signed into msn, there wasn’t anybody on there either so, i signed out again and went back to bed.
Saturday 14th June
6.40 this morning i woke up, put a dressing gown on and went straight in to my office to check my mail, not that i thought there would be any, but i checked anyway. i then went on the dating site for a while, then logged out from there and went to sit on my bed, switched the tv on and watched the kids programs. i went down to the kitchen a couple of times to make myself a cups of tea
i checked for emails at 8.19, 9.20, and 10.02, still nothing. i emailed Master enquiring about His health. Then got washed, washed and combed my hair, then brushed my teeth. i then got dressed, today i’m wearing a pair of my blue George jeans that i bought from Asdas, size 12, a pink vest type t shirt with a lowish neck line and a butterfly motif at the bottom of the neck line, a white 100% cotton bra and no panties as i’m wearing jeans.
i then went downstairs and put one of my Queens Ryche cds on and turned the volume up, as i’m in the house on my own, because Alan and Jordie have gone car hunting, Jordie needs another car, hers has had it. When that had finished i listened to 2 James Blunt cds. Then Alan and Jordie came back with her new car, i went out and had a look, it’s a 52 plate Vauxhall Corsa in really good condition. Sat talking to them for a while, then they went out again. Each time a cd had finished i checked my emails.
i came up to my PC and read all the emails that i have received from Master, as i have saved them all, and all Our/our msn conversations. i know it’s only been 3 days, but i do miss hearing from Him. i think i’m paranoid because i keep thinking bad things are going to happen between me and Master. Things like He might be bored with me, because i don’t think i’m not very good at being a sub. Told you i was paranoid, i just want to hear from Him and put my mind at rest. i hope He is ok.
After reading my old emails, i put on one of my Muse cds , still in my office, and started playing one of my many solitaire games.
At 6.30 i signed in to msn, there’s nobody on there, but i stayed on any way.
It’s 6.42 and i’m writing this, another short one, because if i don't hear from Master i don't have a lot to say.
Friday 13 June 2008
After posting last night i checked my emails, then, went back downstairs to listen to music and continue reading my book.
8.13 i finished my book and then came upstairs to my office to put the book on one of my bookcases, while i was up here i checked my emails. i then went back downstairs to watch telly.
At 9.00 i watched House on channel 4, that finished just before 10.00. i then checked my email again and sat reading the web boards on IC. i checked my emails a couple more times then, at 11.45 i got ready and went to bed.
Friday 13th June
Woke up at 7.14, sat up in bed and turned the tv on. Got out of bed, put on my satiny dressing gown and went to the bathroom to have a wee. i then went into my office and checked my email, didn’t have any from Master. Then i went back to my bedroom and sat on the bed and watched telly.
i checked my email again at 8.56 and 9.21, then after each time i went back and sat on my bed and watched telly.
10.02, this time i opened up msn to have a quick check of my email, as i had closed the web page down, Master was signed into msn, but not as Master, so i saw i hadn’t any mail and signed out again. At 10.45 i signed in again to check for mail, no mail and Master had signed out.
After this i went in to the bathroom and ran a bath, then i removed my dressing gown and glasses and got in the bath, got washed and then laid back and just relaxed, after a little while i sat back up and shaved the necessary parts of my body. Then at 11.22 i got out of the bath, wrapped a bath sheet around my body and with a smaller towel i dried my feet, so that i could put my slippers back on. i wet my hair under the taps and then combed it. i then dried my body, put my dressing gown back on and brushed my teeth. i went to check my emails again, this time i opened the web page so i could keep it open to keep checking, instead of having to keep signing in, then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, today i wore my black, just above the knee skirt, the white top with the four buttons, the one that Master made me undo one night and said about my neck and how a collar would look nice on it, my bra and matching thong, that are white with small yellow and pink flowers on, no stockings today as it’s warm out and i wasn’t going anywhere today anyway.
i went in to my office and stayed there for most of the day, just popping to the kitchen every now and again to make tea and sort out the washing. While i was in my office i was reading the web boards on IC, i like doing that some of the things are interesting to read and the replies some people give are good, i can be on there for hours at a time just reading. i also went on to the dating site i had put a profile on checking out bi females, which is one of my tasks for Master.
At about 12.15 Mario (son-in-law), text me to ask if i was at home, i replied that i was, and at 12.45 he turned up with my youngest grandchild, Maddi, to pick up a couple of PS3 games that Alan had borrowed. He stopped for coffee and i made Maddi a drink, then they left and i went back up to my PC.
While i was on my PC i checked my emails at 12.41, 2.02. 3.04 and, 4.03. i suddenly realised that i hadn’t had anything to eat, so went down to the kitchen and made myself a cheese sandwich, and brought it back up to my office and ate it.
It’s 6.22 and i’m still reading web boards and i have been checking for emails roughly every hour or so, i haven’t received anything from Master.
i’m now writing this. It’s going to be a short one as i haven’t really done anything today and haven’t had any contact with Master so there’s not much to write about.
8.13 i finished my book and then came upstairs to my office to put the book on one of my bookcases, while i was up here i checked my emails. i then went back downstairs to watch telly.
At 9.00 i watched House on channel 4, that finished just before 10.00. i then checked my email again and sat reading the web boards on IC. i checked my emails a couple more times then, at 11.45 i got ready and went to bed.
Friday 13th June
Woke up at 7.14, sat up in bed and turned the tv on. Got out of bed, put on my satiny dressing gown and went to the bathroom to have a wee. i then went into my office and checked my email, didn’t have any from Master. Then i went back to my bedroom and sat on the bed and watched telly.
i checked my email again at 8.56 and 9.21, then after each time i went back and sat on my bed and watched telly.
10.02, this time i opened up msn to have a quick check of my email, as i had closed the web page down, Master was signed into msn, but not as Master, so i saw i hadn’t any mail and signed out again. At 10.45 i signed in again to check for mail, no mail and Master had signed out.
After this i went in to the bathroom and ran a bath, then i removed my dressing gown and glasses and got in the bath, got washed and then laid back and just relaxed, after a little while i sat back up and shaved the necessary parts of my body. Then at 11.22 i got out of the bath, wrapped a bath sheet around my body and with a smaller towel i dried my feet, so that i could put my slippers back on. i wet my hair under the taps and then combed it. i then dried my body, put my dressing gown back on and brushed my teeth. i went to check my emails again, this time i opened the web page so i could keep it open to keep checking, instead of having to keep signing in, then went in to my bedroom and got dressed, today i wore my black, just above the knee skirt, the white top with the four buttons, the one that Master made me undo one night and said about my neck and how a collar would look nice on it, my bra and matching thong, that are white with small yellow and pink flowers on, no stockings today as it’s warm out and i wasn’t going anywhere today anyway.
i went in to my office and stayed there for most of the day, just popping to the kitchen every now and again to make tea and sort out the washing. While i was in my office i was reading the web boards on IC, i like doing that some of the things are interesting to read and the replies some people give are good, i can be on there for hours at a time just reading. i also went on to the dating site i had put a profile on checking out bi females, which is one of my tasks for Master.
At about 12.15 Mario (son-in-law), text me to ask if i was at home, i replied that i was, and at 12.45 he turned up with my youngest grandchild, Maddi, to pick up a couple of PS3 games that Alan had borrowed. He stopped for coffee and i made Maddi a drink, then they left and i went back up to my PC.
While i was on my PC i checked my emails at 12.41, 2.02. 3.04 and, 4.03. i suddenly realised that i hadn’t had anything to eat, so went down to the kitchen and made myself a cheese sandwich, and brought it back up to my office and ate it.
It’s 6.22 and i’m still reading web boards and i have been checking for emails roughly every hour or so, i haven’t received anything from Master.
i’m now writing this. It’s going to be a short one as i haven’t really done anything today and haven’t had any contact with Master so there’s not much to write about.
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