8.10 pm, Lynne text me to tell me that a programme on telly (location, location, location) was featuring Luton, so i went in to my bedroom and watched that.

That finished at 8.58 so i checked my emails, i watched telly in my bedroom but at 9.40 i popped back to my PC to check my emails.

At 10.00 a film was just starting, Blade Trinity, so i decided to watch that, hoping Master was going to phone, because He normally does on Wednesday, at about 10.30, except for that message on msn He left me this morning i haven’t heard anything from Him today. During the film there was adverts and every time the adds came on, i came and checked my email, but still nothing. The film finished at 11.58, so i checked my emails once again, still nothing.

i knew He wouldn’t be phoning then, so i got ready for bed and just sat up watching telly, i was really upset because i thought He would have phoned.

At 12.38 i decided to settle down and get some sleep.

1.40, i was still just laying in bed, i couldn’t sleep, so i decided to get up and go on my PC, i was going to play cards or something, because that normally makes me tired and then i was going to give it another try.

Before i started a card game, i opened up msn and signed in, Master was online. He said hello, i said hello Master, and He then asked me what i was doing on at that time, so i explained that i couldn’t sleep, i didn’t tell Him the reason was, i was upset because i hadn’t heard from Him. He said “need use I think” i replied that i didn’t know what i needed. He then told me to phone Him, so i did.

He said that He was going to phone me earlier but didn’t want to wake me, which i thought was strange as He has woken me before. He asked me if i was dressed i said i just had a dressing gown on as i just got out of bed, so He told me to take that off, as i didn’t need it. when i had done that, He then said to sit down and part my legs, and start playing with myself. While i was playing with myself He asked me when i was going to get His list done, so i told Him that i’m at the shop Friday and Saturday this week and if i get paid on the day then i would go into town on Monday and get my nipples pierced. i said the ball gag would be in the next couple of weeks, and i said i was getting the butt plug tomorrow (Thursday) as i was going to town. i just had to find a bi female to be intimate with. He asked me what part was i looking forward to with a bi, i said licking each others pussies, then i realised what i had said, and said sorry and said cunt. Too late, He made me slap myself between the legs 3 times, then told me to get back to playing, and asked me the same question again this time i said licking each others cunt and He said “say it louder I can’t hear you” so i said it louder. Then He told me to put a finger in my cunt and finger myself, i was really moaning and He made me do it harder and harder, and told me that when He does it, He won’t be gentle He will do it really hard. He did make me slow down at one point because i wanted to orgasm. But once the feeling had gone, He made me do it harder again, and asked if i wanted to cum, i said i did so He told me to.

Once i had orgasmed He wanted me to get the web cam and show Him how wet i was, i told Him my fingers were soaked so He told me to rub them over my face, which i did. Then i got the web cam down and put it on my desk and Master started a video call, which i accepted. i showed Him how wet i was. He then told me to sit with my legs open and hold myself open, then He said to play with my bud, with the other hand, so i placed the phone between my ear and shoulder to hold it in place, then held myself open with my left hand and played with my bud with a finger on the right hand. He made me do it really hard, He always says harder, harder. so i did it hard and told Him i was going to cum, so He told me to rub even harder then to cum, which i did. when i finished i stopped and He raised His voice and said “did I tell you to stop bitch”, i said no and said sorry, then carried on rubbing. It was really sensitive, but He has done this to me before, i wouldn’t say i’m getting used to it but it is getting easier, so i carried on, He asked me if i wanted to stop, but i knew i was going to orgasm again, so i said no. He made me play with it harder again, and He then told me to cum, i said give me a couple of seconds then i orgasmed. He then got me to take my deep breaths, and after a few of those, He asked me if i had calmed down and i replied that i had. So He told me it was 2.30 and to go to bed as i should be tired now. i said that i was, and thanked Him. He said we’d talk again soon. We/we both said bye and then Master went offline then i did.

In amongst all that, i’m not exactly sure where, He asked me to get some pics of younger girls for tomorrow (Thursday), He asked if i had a problem with that and i said the problem i’ve got is where to get them. He said they must look young and sassy. He never told me how many or when to mail them to Him by.

i then got cleaned up and went back to bed, i went straight to sleep, not sure if it was because of the amount i’d orgasmed or the fact that i had spoken to Him.

Thursday 5th June
i woke up at 7.43 this morning. Done the usual and went straight in to my office to check emails. then i started looking for the pics Master asked for. At 8.45 i text Lynne to see if she wanted to come to town with me. 9.27 checked emails again, i was still trying to find the pics, without any luck until 10.30 when i went to the bathroom and got myself bathed and wet and combed my hair and brushed my teeth. Then got dressed, today i wore a white 100% cotton bra, a pair of my new blue jeans that i bought from Asdas Monday night, a white Cherokee top, 100% cotton, size 18, it has a low neck line that comes just above the top of my bra, it has 5 buttons down the front, and a tie up belt at the back. No panties as i’m wearing jeans.

By 11.03 i was ready, so i went downstairs and put the telly on and watched that while i waited for Lynne and Mario to pick me up. They were going to pick up Maddie (my youngest grand daughter) from nursery and then come and get me. They turned up at 11.40, i got in the car and we went to town.

i went to the post office, the bank, had my hair cut in the barbers, had a look in a shoe shop, they had some nice heels in there, when i have the money i will get myself a pair because my heels are not high enough for Master.

They dropped me back home at 2.00. i didn’t have lunch in town today so when i got in i made myself a ham sandwich and a cup of tea and took them upstairs, to my office where i carried on looking for pics for Master.

i can’t find what Master wants, so it looks like i’m going to have to email and tell Him i failed this one. Suppose that means some sort of punishment for me. He’ll probably say that i didn’t try hard enough, but except for going to town i have been stuck in front of this PC, searching.

5.00 checked my emails again, nothing yet, i’ll have to email Master soon.

i emailed Master at 6.15, not sure what His reply will be, i’ll find out soon enough i suppose.