i checked my emails roughly every hour, and topped up my hot water bottle a few times. Other than that and watching football on the telly i didn’t do much else, it’s 8.38.

9.10 i checked emails and i had received one from Master, telling me to be online for His pleasure at 10.30, i replied that i would be there.

10.30 went online and waited for Master to come on, He came on at 10.45. He asked how i was, then went on to say, why did i think i had the right to tell Him what He could do with me tonight. As in, i said i couldn’t put anything up my cunt. i replied that i wasn’t telling Him that, but letting Him know the situation, and He said that it didn’t come across like that, i apologised. He then said about the bi female i had found, and asked how? i said on a dating site, i explained that i put a profile on a dating sit saying that i was a bi curious sub with a Master and was looking for a bi female , and this one had messaged me. He asked me if i had her phone number so that i could phone her, i said that i hadn’t but she would give it to me if i wanted it. He told me to phone her i said i would get hold of her tomorrow (Monday). He then asked me if i was getting my nipples done on Monday, i said i was, He asked when i said i’m not sure and He said not sure isn’t good enough, i replied that i didn’t know what time i was leaving the house so couldn’t give Him an exact time.

He sent me a teen picture and told me to take a look and told me that He had found it just now and that i’d best improve i said yes Master. He then wanted me to send the GGG film i had downloaded for Him. So i started that of, and then He said to get on fucking cam, which i did. He told me to take my top off, and asked if i wanted hard use or really hard use, i said that was up to Him he replied good answer. Then He told me to take my skirt of and asked if i’d got any baby oil, i said that i hadn’t and He asked for body cream, i said i don’t use anything like that. He told me to take my bra off and fold my arms under my tits to present them to Him, which i did. He asked if my right nipple was hardening i said yes, He said slight arousal, i said no, when i take my bra of they both normally go hard, it’s the change in temperature. He told me then to slap my left tit 3 times, so i did then He said again, so i slapped it again 3 times, and then tweak the nipple, so i did that as well. He then wanted me to get closer to the web cam so He could see, then told me to stay there and tweak it again. He then got me to go and get 2 clothes pegs, i had to hunt for them because my son had left them out in the garden, i got 2 and went back to my desk and apologised for taking so long, Master said that was ok. He wanted me to put the camera closer to my tits and start recording but because the cam was in use i couldn’t open the software and told Master this. So He told me just to put it by me and get my nipples hard, which i did, then He wanted me to peg them, this took a while as the pegs wouldn’t stay on because i was hot and ny nipples were sweating, but i got them to stay eventually. He asked how that felt, i said painful, He asked if it was affecting my cunt, i said i didn’t know, so He told me to feel it and find out. i said there was no reaction so He said to rub it until there was. He said rub it harder then told me to stand up and do it. After about 30 seconds He told me to stop. He told me to remove the pegs and then told me to piss my panties. i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “do it” i said i hadn’t had hardly anything to drink all day so He said i’d stand there until i did, i said i’d be there till morning then. So He said We/we will talk again in 30 minutes when i’ve had a pint of water, He said leave the web cam on and get the drink. So i went down to the dining room got a pint glass out of the cupboard, then went into the kitchen to fill it with water. i came back upstairs sat at my desk and drank the water. He asked if i’d drunk it i said yes, He then asked if my bladder was feeling full i said it did, but i also said that i wouldn’t be able to wet myself as that is one thing i have never been able to do, i get a mental block, i have tried for years and it just doesn’t happen. He told me to go back to playing with my tits, and said that i have 5 hours to complete my tasks from Monday. I said that wasn’t fair what if i’m not at home, He said ”well that’s hard luck”. He asked how my clit was, i replied aroused Master, so He told me to stand and pee, relax and let it run. He then commanded me to pee. But i couldn’t, do and told Him this he said i would i said that it wasn’t that i didn’t want to, it’s just i can’t. He then said “fucking piss off and email Me when u r ready to do as i say” then went. I shut down msn and just sat and cried.

It was just after midnight and i felt like shit after Master saying that to me. i went back on to msn and i had the following email from Master.

“right slut.

you are to take at least 10 photos of ur tits and nipples, some of the photos must be before they are pierced some must be after. You have up until 9 pm monday to send them to Me.

Also you must send Me a vid clip using the web cam. it must show u topless and with out a skirt, pissing ur thong. Should you not do it then i will punish u in person when i see you”

i went and got another pint of water, set up the web cam to record, and just kept trying to wet myself, every time i sat down i was busting to go, but as soon as i stood up in front of the cam i couldn’t go. This went on till 2.30, no matter how hard i tried or how much i relaxed it just wasn’t going to happen, so it looks like i am going to have to take the punishment, because i couldn’t do as Master had wanted. i got ready for bed and went to the toilet, i wish i could have done that for Master. i then went to bed.

Monday 9th June
8.15, woke up, put on my dressing gown and went for a wee. Then went and checked my emails, not that i was expecting any but it’s habit now to check them every possible moment i can. Went back into the bedroom, put the telly on and watched GMTV, checked emails again at 9.25, this time i logged on to msn to check them, Master was logged on but not as Master, i didn’t have any emails so i logged back out again, then went and watched Jeremy Kyle, and whatever was on after that.

11.04 i took 6 photos of my nipples for Master.

At 12.00 i opened up msn again, this time i had been left a message from a man i met back in February, i haven’t spoken to him since then and he isn’t in my contacts list. The message said that he liked my post on this site and had left the site addy for me, He told me he was wanking while looking at it, i said that i didn’t know what he was referring to, unless my Master had put it on there, i asked him where abouts on the site it was and he directed me to it, he told me to click on Hot Slut, and i said that sounds like the sort of thing Master would put, so i found it, and yes, it was me. i was shocked as Master did say He would do that but that He would tell me when and where. But i hadn’t heard a thing from Him about it.

1.30, i left the house to go to town, Alan gave me a lift. I had my nipples pierced, that hurt, and then Alan took me to Tescos so i could do some shopping, my nipples were stinging, just like they were when i put the pegs on them last night.

i got home about 3.00 and i put the shopping away. I then went upstairs to check my emails, there was nothing from Master about the pic He’d posted. So i emailed Him asking when He was going to tell me that He’d posted the pic, and saying that it was a shock being told by somebody else.

i then phoned Marion as she had left me her number in a message on the dating site. We had a chat, mainly about Master as she hadn’t heard of such things, and then just had a general chat about each other and arranged to meet for lunch on Thursday and if we get on alright she will come back to my house Thursday evening.

5.27 checked emails again, had a reply from Master about the pic, He told me that if He chooses to post my photos anyplace then He will do just that. He went on to say that i have no right to tell Him that He cannot do what He wants, that He is my Master and He would have told me when He wanted to. i replied that not once have i told Him He cannot do something, and that it was just a shock finding out about it from somebody else. He emailed me again and told me to phone Him, so i did.

We had a chat about the posting of the pic, and asked if i had had my nipples done, i said that i had. So He told me to put the web cam on so He could see my nipples. Which i did. i had to put the phone down so that i could take off my t shirt, bra and the plasters on my nipples, He got me to present them to Him and then made me play with myself. At first i was sitting down then He got me to stand up and do it. i asked Him if i had permission to orgasm , He told me to rub harder, then told me to stop and pull my panties down, then start rubbing again, which i did, He got me to buck my hips as if i was fucking Him, so i did and then He told me to orgasm, i did. He told me to keep rubbing and rub hard, this was so sensitive, but i did as i was told and then He told me to orgasm again and i told Him that i couldn’t, He said “yes you can”, i kept saying that i couldn’t, then suddenly i did. then He got me to take my deep breaths and calm right down. He asked me if i was getting tea ready before i phoned, i said i was and He said to go and do that and said bye, i said bye, hung up and stopped the web cam.

i then went downstairs to have something to eat and started watching football, then i came up here to check my emails and write this.