Sunday 27th July

Got back from Burnley today, so this is my update.

Got the coach from Luton on Saturday 19th July, at 1.00 pm. Arrived in Burnley at 8.45 pm. i stayed at my exes brothers (Steve) house, as we still class each other as family.

Didn’t do a lot that night, as i was tired after all the travelling.

i had told Master that i had decided to tell Steve, Liz (Steves other half)and Deb about my lifestyle. i told Steve and Liz Sunday afternoon, i was worried how Steve would take it as he is very protective of me. He was a bit shocked but was OK with it as long as i was careful.

We discussed it a lot that afternoon, they just asked me what sort of things i got up to with Master, i didn’t go into exact details but gave them the general idea of it all.

They decided that Sunday night was going to be a girlie night, so Liz, me and our friend Deb got some drink in and sent Steve and Tim (Debs other half) out. Once Deb had arrived and the men had gone out, and Lizs daughter had gone up to her room, i told Deb all about my lifestyle, now Deb is a joker and both me and Liz expected her to burst out laughing as soon as i told her, but to our surprise, she was very interested in what i had to say and she asked questions, so that she could understand it more. So for a while it was a serious evening.

Then once i had said all i could, we started drinking and having a laugh and most of it at my expense. Deb was being herself, and i didn’t mind in the least because i was glad that they all had excepted me for who i am. This mocking of me continued all week, everything that possibly could be said, was, and i thoroughly enjoyed it, because it meant they were at ease with me.

Sunday night i went on msn just to check to see if i had any emails from Master. i was expecting any, because He knew i was away and had told me He would not be sending me any emails, but i had replied to Him that i would check anyway just in case. As i signed in to msn i had a request to get a shared file from Master, so i excepted that, and left myself signed in, Master was also signed in and also had to stay signed in for me to retrieve the file.

At 11.25 i walked over to the PC to see how the file was doing and Master had called me, so i replied and waited to see if He got back to me, which He did. He asked if i could talk and i said yes. A couple of minutes later He came on and started chatting to me. He asked how i was doing, i replied that i was fine, and told Him i was having a girlie night in. I told Him that Liz, me and Deb were drinking and listening to music. He asked how it went with me telling them about my lifestyle, and i said that it went fine and that i needn’t have worried about Steve, as he was ok about it, but just told me to be careful. Master replied that Steve was right, and then went on to say “you know that I would not hurt you”, to which i replied “i know that Master” . After this quick, but well received chat from Master i asked if i could go back to the girls, and get on with my drink. Master said yes go, so i said bye and thank You, and went to join the others.

The week consisted of girlie shopping for me and Deb, and quite a lot of drinking in the evenings for Steve, Liz and me, i think i have drunk more this week than i have for about a year in Luton.

On Wednesday i signed in to msn again and Master was on there, and He asked if i could talk, i said i could for a couple of minutes, as there was Liz , Steve, Deb and myself in the room. The PC is at one end of the room and the settee and chairs are at the other, so they were sitting at the other end, i had tea round at Debs house earlier that evening and then we had been to the cinema, to watch Hancock, and then we went back to Steves for a drink. Master told me to make it 20 minutes, so i said i could talk for 20 minutes.

Master said He had not emailed me as He was giving me a rest, for which i thanked Him. He asked me when i was going to be home, i replied on Sunday at about 4 pm. He asked me had my clit ring made any difference, i said that it hadn’t, He said that was strange and i said that i thought it would have. He then reminded me that i was due in Leeds next Saturday and that He had booked me a room for the night, i said “yes Master”, and asked Him to email me the details. He said He would nearer the time. Master then asked me if i had any arousal this week, i replied that i hadn’t and He asked me when was the last time and i told Him it was when i was fingering myself.

He then sent me an email and told me to reply to it while We/we were chatting. When i received it, it had a vid attached to it, but i didn’t open it because the monitor could be seen by the others, so i asked Him what it was so that i could reply to it, in 100 words, because that was what Master told me to do. He explained that it was a vid of a man wanking/spunking over pics of me. So i replied to that and then chatted to Master for a little bit longer. He wanted me to phone Him at 1.30 am for His pleasure, but i said that i couldn’t as i shared the bedroom and the way things were going everybody would still be drinking so i had no privacy. He said that was fine and then told me i could go, that was 12.13 am, a bit longer than 20 minutes, but i’m glad We/we chatted.

On Friday evening, i had quite a few drinks and decided to email Master, in the past when i’ve had a lot to drink i’ve text people, and would have text Master, but i got myself under control and emailed Him instead, because He doesn’t like me texting Him. i just thanked Him for the chats this week and told Him that i missed His voice and wished i could have phoned Him the other night.

When i got back today i checked my email and had one from Master, thanking me for my email and saying that i would hear His voice sometime today. He gave me four tasks to do. They were, to update this blog, to watch the vid, He had forwarded to me the other night, to take four photos of my cunt, some open wide, some natural, and also take four photos of my tits, some semi erect and some erect.

i did the other three and replied to Him, and now i’m doing this task.

That’s it for now.

There will be one tomorrow night, as i am having contact with Master, so i will have something to write about.

Tuesday 15th July

This is another one of those catch up blogs. As i haven’t posted since June 19th, and Master has told me to update this.

i haven’t bothered posting because except when i have contact with Master, my everyday life is just the same, week in week out. It just consists of the shop or college or town or home.

Saying that, though, i have had another piercing done, that Master told me to have done.

On Wednesday 9th July i had my clit hood pierced, i went down town, on my own, and went to the tattoo place and had it done. Master wanted me to go in to the Anne Summers shop and buy some pussy rub, and rub some on to my twat, before getting it done, as He wanted me wet when i had it done. They didn’t have any as they were waiting for a delivery, so i just went and had it done. When Master phoned me He asked if i was wet when i had it done and i replied that i wasn’t, which annoyed Him because He specifically said i had to be wet, but because i didn’t get the rub i forgot to play with myself being getting it done. He wasn’t very impressed with me for that. When i got back home i took some photos of it and emailed Master and attached the photos. He was pleased with that. At least i did something right.

We/we had a couple of weeks without much contact, because one minute, my PC was playing up then Master had phone problems, so it all went a bit quiet for a time.

Master and i are back on track now and have been in contact, via phone or msn, once or twice a week, He also sends me emails with my tasks, at other times.

i’m glad His phone line was sorted, because i had internet problems for nearly two weeks and without His phone line we wouldn’t have had any contact at all, He never uses His mobile, not even to text me.

Since i have had my hood pierced Master has made me finger myself, every morning when i wake up and every evening when i go to bed, because i can’t touch my clit to masturbate. This morning, however, Master says that i can stop fingering myself now.

In a previous post i said that Master wanted me to pee myself, but i couldn’t do it.

On Monday 23rd June Master told me to phone Him, because my msn was playing up, which i did and that evening He wanted me to wet my panties, but i still couldn’t do it, i cried because i felt so useless at not being able to a simple thing for Master. He told me not to cry and not to worry about it as it didn’t matter, but i said that it must matter otherwise He wouldn’t want me to do it.

Well on Saturday 5th July i went in to the bathroom with my panties on , i had drunk a few glasses of water and managed to wet my panties over the toilet, my mental block was wetting my panties, so now i have managed to do that, i just hoped that i could do it when Master wanted me to.

Sunday 6th July i phoned Master, i didn’t have any internet connection, so i sat on the bed talking to Him. i had already folded a towel and placed it under my bottom, just in case Master asked me to wet my panties, and sure enough He did and i did it, i was so happy that i had done it for Master that i cried. He said that i was a good girl, i can’t explain how happy i felt to have pleased Him.

Now this is up to date, i will be keeping it that way, unless Master says otherwise, i will just post at times when Master and me have had contact.

Maybe a bit quiet next week, as i’m going away to Burnley for a week. Master did say He wanted me to go up to see Him on 2nd August, so we’ll see what happens.