Monday 5th May
Had my phone call with Master tonight, about 10.40. He was going to phone me last night but had guests round so couldn’t. He emailed me earlier today to let me know that at some point today He was going to phone me so that He could “use me hard and humiliate me badly”.

He’s not happy with me because i left my camera down in Kent last week and won’t get it back till Sunday, so i can’t send him any photos this week. i have got to make up for it when i get it back though, i have to send Him 4 a day, so when i do get it back i’ll have to take 28 photos.

Master told me that He wasn’t happy with me, then told me to remove my panties, which i did and then i folded them up and placed them on the bed next to me. That is a rule of His, my clothes always have to be neat and tidy whether i’m wearing them or have removed them.

He asked me how my pubes were doing, because i’ve had a shaven cunt for years and He is making me grow them back, so i told Him that they are about ½ inch long now.

Master then told me to play with my bud, it has been over a week since i’d touched myself, and it felt good. i could play with myself but i couldn’t orgasm, i really wanted to, but i did as i was told and stopped before i did. He then told me to remove my bra, so i had to put the phone down to do that. That also got folded and put with my panties.

i then had to go into my office and sign on to msn, and send him parts of a film that i tried to upload to my Skydrive but for some reason wouldn’t work once uploaded. While i was in there He got me to play with my bud again, then stop when i was near orgasm. This happened a couple more times, He wants me to get used to my bud being played with a lot, and as usual He told me to moan loud, He wanted me to moan really loud so that my son could hear what a “whore i was”. my son, who’s 21, was in his bedroom, just across the landing from my office.

A couple of times Master made me pull on my nipples really hard and that hurt, but that’s what He wanted, and i had to slap my left tit, He made me do that 3 times. Then asked if it was red and when i told Him yes He said “good”.

All the time i’m playing with myself Master talks to me and one of the things He said this time was that as i was going to college tomorrow in trousers i wasn’t to wear any panties, no panties from the time i get up until the time i go to bed.

Master told me to finger my twat and finger it hard for 5 minutes, this time i was allowed to orgasm, while He counted to 10, then i had to rub my bud again and orgasm straight away, i told Him that i couldn’t, not that quick but He kept on at me and said if i didn’t He’d make me slap it hard. i did manage to orgasm and it was a big one and Master always says “that’s it, let it out”. Then deep breaths to calm down, Master always tell me to take deep breaths when i get excited.

Master let me go at approximately 12.20, told me to go to bed as it was late. He also made sure i remembered my tasks for tomorrow.