i went to bed at 10.32 last night and i do remember falling straight to sleep.

The phone rang, it woke me up, i looked at the clock it was 11.30, there’s only one person who’d ring that late and that’s my Master. i went to pick it up and dropped it on the floor, it stopped ringing then rang again. This time i managed to answer it, it was Master.

i told Him that i was asleep, when He rang, so He told me i had better wake up and i said that i had.

He started to mention one job i hadn’t done and that was to find a female submissive to chat to and make friends with, that job was put to me a couple of weeks ago and i had started it but never seem to carry it on. He was not happy about that, so He made me get out of bed put on black stockings and then get my heels on and go into my office and on the computer.

He then made me go onto a chat site and He wanted me to enter one of the rooms, to find a playmate. i did enter but i wouldn’t chat, i just felt uncomfortable with Him on the end of the phone while i was in the chat room. Which is silly because i would do it any other time on my own. So i refused which did make Him annoyed with me, He then made me part my legs and stick a finger up my cunt and start fingering myself, and again told me to chat in the room, but i still refused. So He told me i was useless and made me slap my cunt hard four times and told me that i had to email Him before 9.00 in the morning with a valid excuse why i wouldn’t do what He had told me to do and then told me to go to bed.

About 10 minutes later the phone rang again, it was Master again, He told me that he wasn’t happy with my actions, or lack of them. Then told me to open my legs wide and start playing with myself, He made me do it harder and harder and moan louder and louder then He told me to orgasm right then, which i did. i was taking my finger off of my clit when He told me to carry on playing with it, it was really sensitive but i did as i was told, and He wanted me to come again, but because it was sensitive it took longer than i thought and He kept on at me to let it out and orgasm, i kept saying that i couldn’t, but He kept saying that i could and do it now. He then started to tell me about a film He was watching and what was happening in it, then He said He was going to give His friend my phone number over the weekend, so he could phone me, and asked if i minded. i said that i didn’t mind, by now i was close to orgasm and He told me to orgasm now, and i did.

Then He said i could go to sleep, said goodnight and hung up. i sorted myself out and went to sleep, i didn’t notice what the time was.

i woke up at 7.28 this morning, go out of bed, put on my dressing gown and went to my PC to email Master with my reason for my actions last night. i really didn’t have, what He would call, a good reason, but tried to get Him to understand that i have lived in the vanilla world for 49 years and only started in this lifestyle a few weeks ago and that i was trying, but sometimes found it hard.

i went downstairs and made myself a cup of tea and started watching telly. Once i had drunk my tea i went up to the bathroom, had a bath and washed my hair. Then got dressed in a white lacy bra and a lacy thong, a black skirt, and a yellow top.

Once dressed i texted my daughter to see if she was coming to town with me, and she replied that once her and her husband had picked up my youngest grandchild from nursery, they would come round pick me up and we’d all go into town. So while i waited i watched telly.

They turned up 12.15, i got in the car and we went to town. Done what i had to do, then we had a wonder around, window shopping. After a while we got back in the car and drove to a cafe we use and had lunch. After that, they dropped me back at my house and they went.

i wanted to watch a film so i settled down with a cup of tea and put the film on. my son came home and saw what i was watching, not his type of film, so he went upstairs and had a bath then came back down and watched the end with me. He then went out again.

i came upstairs to my office and checked my emails, i had one from Master, telling me how lenient He is with me, but if i didn’t find a female sub to be friends with by 12.00 pm Sunday i would be punished. i then just stayed up here and went on the internet.

i’m now writing this and it’s 9.15.