7.20 last night i was still trying to send my video attached to an email to Master, but i think because of the size of it, it wouldn’t work, i even compressed it and it was still to big to go via hotmail or my ntl account.

7.49 i emailed Master to explain about not being able to send my video. Then went and sat back on my bed.

8.00 watched Holby City on the telly, at 8.30 i went to check my emails again, there was one from Master telling me to put my video on the skydrive, and asking if i would be around in the morning. i replied that i wouldn’t be around as i was going into college tomorrow and Thursday, and i had to go in, as i was helping in a class.

9.00 i started watching Waking The Dead, and at 9.05 i went downstairs to refill my hot water bottle and i went into the cupboard in the hall to get a packet of Quavers, as i didn’t have any dinner, not that i wanted any. i took the Quavers and bottle back upstairs, sat back on the bed and ate my Quavers.

9.57 got ready for bed, still in pain, thinking that i need some sleep, so i’m going to have to take more pain killers. Just wish the cramps would stop, i don’t bleed hardly at all these days but get these cramps now and i hate it.

10.30 went down to the kitchen to make a cheese sandwich, so that i could take my prescription tablets. So instead of taking 1 tablet as prescribed i took 2. By 11.02 the pain was easing and i was feeling drowsy, so i set my alarm for 7.15 and settled down for the night.

Wednesday 14th May
i woke up at 6.29, i remember waking up once during the night but didn’t even look at the clock, so i’m not sure what time that was, i just turned over and went back to sleep. my head was feeling a bit fuzzy when i woke up this morning though, i got out of bed put on my dressing gown, the pink and light blue tartan patterned one, went into my office and carried on trying to upload my video on to the skydrive. The first part went on fine but this second part is playing me up. i also checked my emails. i then went back to my bed and put the telly on.

6.53 i went to the bathroom to use the toilet. While i was in there i got washed, wet my hair and brushed my teeth and used my Aquafresh mouthwash. Then back into the bedroom to get dressed. Today i’m wearing

i went downstairs and at 7.35 i made tea for myself and my son, i took his up to his bedroom to wake him up, so i could get a lift to college. Then i went back down to the kitchen and made myself a cheese sandwich to take to college for my lunch, and i also got a packet of quavers from the hall cupboard. i went in to the living room and put 2 library books, that i have got to take back today, and my lunch into a bag, then put the telly on to watch GMTV.

At 8.01 i was hunting for my keys, as i had checked my handbag and they weren’t in there, so i had to retrace my steps because the last time i used them was on Monday, i remember that they fell out of my jeans pocket and i put them on my bedside unit, so i went upstairs to my bedroom and traced where i went with them next, i remember taking them into my office, so i went in there and they were on top of my Canon printer/scanner. So i took them downstairs and put them in my handbag.

8.16 i gave my son another shout because i wanted to leave the house at 8.30 this morning. while i was up there i checked my upload and it hadn’t gone again, so i started it again, and because i was going to wear heels today with my skirt i got a pair of flat shoes out of my wardrobe in my bedroom, just in case my heels hurt my feet after a while because i’m not used to wearing heels. i took them downstairs and added them to the bag with the books and my lunch.

i eventually left the house at 8.35 and traffic was a bit busy but i still got to college at 8.53. just had time to go to the staffroom and put my bag under Brians desk, as he is away till Thursday. So i was going to use his desk today as i have one in the workshop but not in the staffroom. Then get to class.

While i was in class i had a chance to check my emails as the group i had were getting on with work on the computers, and only three of them were doing practical work, so i had an easy group. i had an email from Master asking me where the fuck my video was, and stating that i can’t even do a simple job like that. so i replied and explained that i was having trouble uploading them and i had tried 4 times with that 2nd part.

10.05 we stopped for a break, and i went and made myself a cup of tea in the little kitchen area just outside the staffroom, and took it with me when we went back into class at 10.20.

11.02 class finished, so i took my cup into the kitchen, washed it up and went in to the staffroom and placed my cup on Brians desk, so i knew where it was and nobody else would pinch it. I logged on to Brians PC and then checked my emails again, i had another one from Master saying that i wouldn’t be punished this time, and that He was going to be on msn at about 10ish tonight and He wanted me to be on there as well, He also said that He didn’t mind my choice of porn films, but wished i’d put English ones on. i remember putting a German one on.He also told me that i had better start catching up with my photos as, i had told Him my ex should be bringing my camera back tonight. Haven’t heard from him yet though so not sure on the camera.

12.02 went to the kitchen to eat my lunch, we have a table and four chairs in there, i sat with a part time tutor, who does the signing in lesson for the deaf students. He was in my class this morning so he joined me for lunch. i finished lunch at about 12.20 and was going to go to the library to help out, but my boss, Rob from the shop, who’s a part time tutor at college was having an appraisal and wanted me to let his students in to the classroom at one, so he gave me his keys and disappeared, so i hung around in the kitchen, then Phil another tutor , who i was helping out this morning, came in and we started talking about the students we had this morning and how we thought they might do next week for their assessment.

12.56 i went to let the students in to the classroom for Rob, and sat in with them until Rob got back. Then i went back to Brians desk and went on the internet, checking out the prices from a company called Misco who send me emails with their offers, the shop get stuff off of this company . Then at 1.25 i changed into my flat shoes and went to the library, because i knew i’d be tidying the shelves and putting books away and thought it would be easier in flat shoes. i stayed there and helped out till 4.00 then went back to our staffroom and had a chat with a couple of tutors about me becoming a tutor, and i told them that i wouldn’t do it. i don’t have the patience to deal with students, i don’t mind it now and again but couldn’t do it all the time. i also got a text message from my son explaining that he wouldn’t be able to pick me up after college so could i try and get a lift with somebody else, so i phoned my son-in-law and asked him and he said yes.

i left college at 5.00 and my daughter and son-in-law picked me upat about 5.09, and took me home they didn’t stay, so i came in the house emptied my bag and came straight up the stairs to start uploading some more of my video and write this, so that it is ready to post by 7.00.